Kip Ashlynn Murray

New here and still figuring things out. There will be puppy pictures, her name is Aurora. I try to keep things positive and spread love ❤️

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2025-04-09 02:49:19

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Good night!

2025-04-08 16:54:36

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Hey so actually I don't think this is crazy at all. This is actually remarkably consistent with what I've been being told and perceiving myself.
The psychic that my doctor sent me to who runs the psy gym actually thinks I'm an oraphim and that's why I'm so bad at humaning. And my click click friend is another angel who was sent to help me survive because body stuff like eating / drinking water is hard for me to remember to do because I'm so disconnected from my body.
It all feels super weird but also she said a lot of things that make a lot of sense. So it's a big part of why I'm trying so hard to get sober and meditate and clear my creative blocks etc. Like, if I'm meant to be some big helper then isn't that lovely I've been so desperate for a sense of community.
But honestly it all feels super shitty. And getting healthier makes the weirdness and synchronicity show up in my life even more. And it's overwhelming and kind of scary and I'm not sure what I'm doing but I've kind of blown up my life to fully commit myself to God's path. I just wanted to make bank from a cushy govt job being a lil research gremlin and spend all my money on Daddy Bezos useless shit and maybe getting laid on the weekends by some thiccc ass fuckboys.
Alas I don't think that's meant for me. I guess I'm a wheel on a chair meant to be testifying to God's incoming glory and how everything is going to work out even better than any of us could imagine. (Which wtf, I've been an agnostic most of my life and am literally a card carrying member of the satanic temple but I guess it's what makes this so funny, they're gonna choose people you least expect).
I've been finding people who were in the same program as me in elementary school and one of the weird similarities is that we all have similar dreams of lights in the sky and helping people into ships. Heck, even one of my Lyft drivers randomly decided to share with me how he's having vivid and reoccurring dreams and then proceeded to describe the exact same fucking dream. Wtf. Wtf.
I'm still not fully accepting of it all yet, but I'm doing my best. Sometimes I slid back to alcohol/weed just because they can't talk to me well then and it makes doing body stuff like cleaning easier because it's really fucking distracting listening to angel radio.

2025-04-08 16:11:33

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The click click aliens that live in the ocean? Honestly I don't know 🤣

2025-04-07 16:32:04

Puppy snuggles on a lazy Monday morning.
#dogstr #puppy #petstr
https://image.nostr.build/f378d23677d02a2821aa3a166a492589da41f94bbbd1618c0f3a92580ae1810d.jpg

2025-04-07 06:27:28

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I will look into this tomorrow when I am more sober 🤣
I will say that there are documented experiments on remote viewers accurately predicting stock market activity https://www.researchgate.net/publication/272151807_Stock_Market_Prediction_Using_Associative_Remote_Viewing_by_Inexperienced_Remote_Viewers_Background_and_Motivation
But the stock market affects many people, so has more impact on the other side. Kind of like a bowling ball on a trampoline it would cause a big dip in the fabric. Keys typically only affect one person, so even a very keen remote viewer will have more difficulty seeing that. It would be like a golf ball instead of a bowling ball, it would have less impact on the other side.

2025-04-07 06:12:03

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I do meditate! Recently I've started using Alpha-Stim to enhance my meditation practice to great results. I recently learned that I'm an old hat at the gateway experience too, so that's also meditative exercises. I was doing that starting in like kindergarten so it's been foundational for me.
I'm really great at the job of economist, but really bad at the office politics. I think if you didn't use it you're probably better off. It was so frustrating trying to be like, a good little government minion and slowly realizing that they actually hate me the more I accomplish 🤣

2025-04-07 05:32:41

So ok. I was given a freebie on the remote viewing class because I had already done a lot of research on that. There were about 9 other psychics in the class. We did 3 exercises, all of which I had similar hits as the other psychics.
The second exercise they gave a set of coordinates and I jotted down some notes and then had some big feelings around when I was little myself. The other psychics also noted weird children energy, but no one had creepy prophecy stuff like I did. It turned out the beacon had chosen the Vatican as the site. Creepy fucking Catholics (I say with love, as a Catholic).
That we all were picking up on this weirdness the leader of the group took as validation and asked us all to light a candle for lost children afterwards.
Obviously I need to join the psy-gym, if any Bitcoin zaddies want to help me finance this it would be appreciated as I am currently out of work at the fiat mines. I would be happy to share any prophecies I receive related to things that matter to anyone's business.
I will report on the results I have in this first month. I am excited 😊 https://image.nostr.build/5dfa407f7020af880c6ede4b9b73da00f7a462f9221950c6635705b80495cce7.jpg

2025-04-06 03:52:53

Today ends the 6th week of the Artist's Way for me. It's been a really interesting adventure and I feel lighter and more attuned to my spiritual self even with feeling very silly a lot of the time now. It's nice!
The beginning was the hardest, the morning pages were heavy and hard to process stuff. But now that it's out it hasn't weighed on my mind so much.
The artist dates are sincerely joyful. It's nice to take purposeful breaks from social media and chores and job applications and all the drudgery of normal life.
It's a 12 week program. Already I can see the benefits of continuing these habits. Maybe with more consistent practice I'll grow as an artist 🎨🧶👩‍🎨🌌
#artistsway #creativity #artistr #grownostr #spiritual

2025-04-04 15:01:33

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I'm sorry to hear of your loss. Good luck this morning, grief can be a gut punch.

2025-04-04 14:25:46

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That's what I keep telling myself! 😂

2025-04-04 05:03:10

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You're an awesome father. One day 20 years from now your daughter will be sharing her memories of the cherry blossoms 🥰💖🌸

2025-04-04 05:02:11

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Maybe someday! I'm still out west in the high desert. I am totally over cosplaying cowboy and ready to resume my DCist life just need to wrangle logistics to get back home 😂

2025-04-04 04:57:54

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Some of my favorite memories of my father were when he'd take me to see the cherry blossoms. He would shake the branches so I could dance in the flower "snow" it was so beautiful I still dream of it now.

2025-04-04 04:56:01

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Omg I love that place 👀🥰 siiiigh I gotta get back home. I've been roving for dang near a decade and only in the past couple of months I've gotten so home sick.

2025-04-04 04:51:14

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Oh now I'm just curious what's the spot in NoVa? I used to live there.

2025-04-04 03:18:47

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Please post proof of shorts.

2025-04-04 03:13:27

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He specifically got unsweetened tea but I was leaving it to someone else to take that battle. Unsweetened tea at Chick-fil-A pfffffttttt

2025-04-04 02:52:28

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Thank you! I'm checking out orange pill app, seems promising!

2025-04-04 02:50:50

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Gotta love when men show thigh 🫦😍😁

2025-04-04 00:55:25

Omg I am celebrating! 🥳🎇🎉🎊
I went on my first date in over two years, go me!! And uh no, this was not on the date. The date was relatively short, I don't think he was impressed. But I am still celebrating because I put myself out there in a new city!
Fairy Fire from Pangea Guild Hall, glitter blue drink that changes to a glittery purple drink 🍷💖😍
Dating is so painfully weird. Is there a Nostr version of a dating app? Or do we just harass each other
#cocktails #dating
https://video.nostr.build/7172b3c5b5f2b86cf1feab3cdb35b8c26ae53b597cd3c3894b1a683b779d32fe.mp4

2025-04-03 18:18:42

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Krispy Kreme is great, go when the hot light is on for maximum freshness. Waffle House... Think of it more as a meal and entertainment. It's satisfying greasy comfort food with live boxing if you're lucky!

2025-04-03 17:08:52

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All you need now is to insult Krispy Kreme or Waffle House and it will be considered a full blown declaration of war against the American South. But don't worry, we don't have a great track record on wars 😅

2025-04-03 17:06:38

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How *dare* you approximate KFC with Chick-fil-A! Blasphemer!

2025-04-02 20:08:50

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Yes, I'm an economist. Have 10+ years of experience analyzing businesses with an emphasis on financial, strategic, and risk management. What do you need?

2025-04-02 04:06:25

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Could you share where on Amethyst the listings are? I haven't seen this and it would be cool to look at!

2025-04-02 01:52:11

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I would 100% buy mead. I freaking love a good honey wine 🍷🍾🥂
Identifying a hole in the market is easy when there is a visible marketplace. Like at a farmer's market you can see clearly that, for example, there's no mushroom stand. Is there a Nostr equivalent to seeing all of what's being sold?

2025-04-02 01:30:52

So soapminer is doing their thing, I see people selling wine or crafts. What other types of businesses are being run via lightning payments? What do the people of Nostr want? I used to dabble in selling crafts, but I'm not sure what markets are out here now? Opinions are welcome!
#asknostr #scribesandmakers #craft #sellingforsats

2025-04-01 01:21:50

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Are you a literary size queen?

2025-03-30 21:42:07

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Wait, why am I tempted by this?

2025-03-30 14:08:54

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This seems totally legit. 🙄

2025-03-30 13:53:10

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Good morning, don't stop! You can do this. Coffee will just ramp up your nervous system and make you have trouble sleeping tonight and tomorrow you'll be even sleepier.

2025-03-29 20:39:12

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Sometimes you just want a BLT without the hand crafted artisanal culinary foam 🤷‍♀️

2025-03-25 16:28:46

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I always found smoking weed gave me dreamless sleep, honestly a big part of its appeal to me. Good luck out there fellow psychonaut!

2025-03-25 16:25:01

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Maybe instead of mailing it we should get a taskrabbit or someone to swing by and just fill your mailbox with uncontained mashed potatoes? Just brainstorming here 🤔😅

2025-03-25 01:30:47

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I admire you for it! Maybe I will start dipping my toes in more. My voice isn't bad, it's just what I got teased over as a kid so it's a sore spot 😞

2025-03-25 01:29:20

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This is one of the saddest things I have ever read on the internet. DM me your address and I will overnight mail you home made mashed potatoes for your birthday.

2025-03-25 01:06:18

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I had a friend invite me on his once, but I refused / rejected the idea immediately because idk... I don't like hearing my own voice? I do the like thing but also that fried out uuugghhh. Like, I am smart I swear! I have many degrees and have peer reviewed publications in my field! I just don't sound smart, please let's stay in type format 😭😭😭

2025-03-25 00:47:43

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#hootchiedaddyseason is the best time of the year! 🫦🥰❤️‍🔥

2025-03-24 20:25:40

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I feel so overprotective over him for this reason. I simply do not believe he did it at all because of the insanely obvious propaganda against him. It was just easy to frame him and he was young and had recently broken with his family so especially vulnerable. I hope he's doing ok and get released soon, it's a travesty that he's still in custody now.

2025-03-22 05:43:15

Aurora already misses lounging around and is heartbroken the furniture has disappeared
#pupset #puppy #dogstr https://image.nostr.build/ed684f29db636192b1264550b2ab3dc775baa60739240c6c9c3a0d261a7c8142.jpg

2025-03-21 04:39:10

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You're not alone friend. I'm sorry doordash sucked, sometimes fast easy comfort food is what we need and it being wrong has brought me to tears before which feels so silly but we all have a last straw. I hope you have the best week available to you 🫂

2025-03-21 03:25:25

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please do go on, I am eager for you to continue!!!

2025-03-19 23:55:00

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Rest is great, but have you seen how your body responds to drugs? Worth a try is all I'm saying 🤷‍♀️

2025-03-19 23:26:00

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Omfg adorable

2025-03-19 22:42:22

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Ah now if only we had the Bitcoin samurai! I was just with a bunch of drunk ladies like, wait a second that there fire truck's going somewhere we know!

2025-03-19 22:21:29

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There was a Harry Potter themed bar here in Seattle which was magical but it burned down 6 months after opening 🤷‍♀️

2025-03-17 16:52:41

#postitprophecies
https://image.nostr.build/b5f671966eb28c40911f4433d8f6a33ddd27b67159867948c6606fd87aeaa0f4.jpg

2025-03-16 23:09:47

Report from day 1 no reading. This sucks. I knew I read a lot but I am currently confronted with the realization that... All I do is read? When I think of creating it's just that, a thin thought while reading something else that disappears like water vapor as quickly as it arises.
I'm listening to a lot of music without lyrics because that seems in the spirit of the exercise. No tv, no talk radio or audio books. No reading and no social media. I chafe, I am uncomfortable. And now I shall complain.
How dare The Artist's Way so succinctly point out why my creativity hasn't been flowing? How dare Julia Cameron just so casually suggest that I have no hobbies that don't position me as a passive consumer? Yes it's personal now, bitch.
This is way worse than giving up coffee and sweets for Lent and I already have failed at that 😭
But like all things this too shall pass. Only 6 more days of this segment of the artists way. I will recommit myself to my Lentian fast once the move is finished next week.
Personal growth is never comfortable and I am committed to becoming a better person. Constantly staying on that grind helps me feel confident that I'm living up to my potential. It's ok to fail. It would be a terrible thing to not even try. All I want is to know that I've tried my absolute best. I don't care how cringey it might seem.
#personalgrowth #artistsway #selfhelp #hardwork #motivation #creativity #creationnotconsumption

2025-03-16 05:15:41

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They lurk in your dreams, consuming your mind 🐲🐉🦖

2025-03-16 04:10:04

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Meeting mantids is over rated. Just lots of clicks and cryptid metaphors all centered around eating, "The feating time is nigh! The great abundance to be harvested shall feed us!" Blah blah blah never anything useful like the price of Bitcoin or a job that'll hire me.

2025-03-15 17:30:40

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A whole 10 sats at a time 🤑🫦😜🤣

2025-03-15 14:14:50

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Oh cool! Do you think the rumors swirling around the program are true?

2025-03-15 13:45:57

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GM https://image.nostr.build/f43efdbead945a60ceb80d355772ee188c7787fc73c37d4f5888ba7b43c11b2d.jpg

2025-03-15 13:44:41

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GM, what a gorgeous picture!

2025-03-15 13:42:35

GM Nostr, I see a lot of T&A on here and no judgement just not my preference. Where are the hootchie daddies? I want sluttily dressed men showing off their gains. I need more scrum-diddlyumptious rugby players on my scroll.
One day I'll start drinking coffee again and go back to being a productive human being in the morning, but that day is not today.
#GM #asknostr #gains #rugbystr #hootchiedaddyseason

2025-03-15 05:02:46

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But not the fae folk.

2025-03-11 16:45:39

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I swear I am a real woman, but isn't that just what a bot would say 🤔

2025-03-10 23:28:41

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Truth 🙌

2025-03-10 23:15:30

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Thanks friend! I am as stubborn as an mule to stay in, I've been watching from the sidelines and it's my first time really having the fiat to jump in. I'm excited 😆 🎢🤘

2025-03-10 20:14:56

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I did the same, it's my first time 🥺

2025-03-10 19:14:14

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I miss the old internet. I do think a lot of the blame is due to the enshittification via capitalism. Some bad author wasn't getting views and figures they could pay to get higher on the results list, then all the bad authors did that too. Now anything decent is buried 😭

2025-03-10 16:39:57

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This book is a great starting point, Atwater began the project that later became Project Stargate. It is very mundane in tone, focused on the development of military procedures. Joseph McMoneagle is probably the star of that project and also worth a looksee.
For general consciousness discussion I would highly recommend Russell Targ Limitless Mind. Even the stuff Joe Dispenza puts out is similar and related.
I would say these sources are all great to dip your toes in without diving into the deep end. It's my personal pet project if you ever want to have a chat about it I would love to connect, I promise to take it easy at first, baby steps!
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/865520.Captain_of_My_Ship_Master_of_My_Soul

2025-03-10 06:23:13

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Who needs humility when you can have hubris! (Also fully agree with you)

2025-03-09 19:56:51

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A lot of people swallow a lot of things!

2025-03-09 19:50:06

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How many pills are there? I only recently started talking to them about Bitcoin 😅

2025-03-09 15:04:21

GM Nostr! Daylight savings time is so confusing for those of us who mostly live outside of cultural touchstones and so never really know when it's coming. Maybe I should start looking at the news more, but it's a bunch of downer lies. At least it's Sunday! Will have brunch with some girlfriends 🥰

2025-03-09 00:15:52

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Excellent! I like it!

2025-03-08 23:55:32

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Forgive my ignorance, what is the Trojan horse theory?

2025-03-08 23:51:24

Accurate image of me and my crow friend gossiping.
#nevent1q…ddwy

2025-03-08 23:46:34

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I swear we're under attack but they're being sneaky fucks about it and just sending legions of arsonist to our population centers. Easy to blame on climate change because everything is so dry and weird now.

2025-03-08 22:20:06

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You got this! It seems like a lot of work done maybe a rest and refresh is in order?

2025-03-08 19:04:23

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I cancelled Netflix six months ago and have not missed it a single day.

2025-03-08 18:02:08

Normally I wake up super early without an alarm, like 5 am. These days I still do that, but then I remember I've given up coffee for lent and I end up falling asleep on my couch when I try to meditate and having super vivid dreams about exes who I shouldn't even be thinking of and all sorts of other demons and I am up now but so groggy and confused.
Where is the health, vitality, and productivity I was expecting?! No coffee and no sugar were the last of the big vices for me to tackle. I've given up alcohol, given up smoking marijuana, long since gave up cigarettes, fast most of the day, meditate a ton, I SHOULD HAVE DING DANG SUPERPOWERS BY NOW!
Instead I just have to wrestle with these demons, beat them about the head and shoulders with the bottom of my house slipper until I finally get them in a headlock and through clenched teeth I hiss "you will be charming, you will be sweet, and YOU WILL SAY FUCKING GOOD MORNING!"
So good morning Nostr!
#GM #Nocoffee #coffeeclub

2025-03-07 23:42:00

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I can see it 😂

2025-03-07 23:34:08

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Have you tried submitting the dominant shoulder to your will?

2025-03-06 15:17:14

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Boooooooo. #freeluigi leave that boy alone! He's innocent until proven guilty and we don't need any AI swill falsely claiming additional crimes.

2025-03-06 15:02:20

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My dog hasn't been eating her food, turns out she has been eating lots of rocks and mulch 🙃 Why do they do this?

2025-03-06 01:42:16

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Just be an elementary school kid near military bases in Maryland and California between the 70s and early 00s, the gift is they come to you!

2025-03-04 22:34:14

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What an absolutely phenomenal article! I wonder how this shoehorns in with the military industrial complex warning Eisenhower gave in his last address (followed by his successor being assassinated) and my personal pet theory that WWIII actually started around the Arab spring and is a top/bottom global civil war predominantly fought in our minds. I may need to do some digging myself!

2025-03-04 16:51:21

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Subscription based doors are terrifyingly possible 😭

2025-03-03 16:38:30

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This is the way!

2025-03-03 16:25:39

Good morning Nostr!
In a first today the morning pages I've done as part of the Artist's Way were not filled with sadness and anger. Instead I wrote about feeling blessed and lucky. Not much has dramatically changed in my day-to-day life since starting this, except I must have needed to push through all those dark feelings. It's really a remarkable revelation for me, because I spend a lot of time and energy focusing on being positive. I've always been very conscious about how uncomfortable the darkness I've experienced can make other people, and I've disliked when other people led with stories of being a victim or otherwise seemed to wallow in the darkness. But I guess in a way I was going too far in the other direction, and denying a part of my experience by rejecting the harder emotions. God gave me those experiences and emotions same as he gave me all this other stuff, so it must be part of the plan. I am glad to be in a different stage of processing that grief, although I'm sure it'll probably cycle through a few times.
The Artist's Way is deeply spiritual, and refers to God more than most things I feel comfortable with (most of my life has been nonreligious and agnostic). I like that the author will often refer to it as "Good orderly direction." It's been really something getting more in touch with my spirituality and it feels auspicious that Lent begins this week as well.
Anyways, I hope everyone feels the grace of God as they need it and has the best day available to them!
#TheArtist'sWay #Artist #darkness #Spirituality #God #amwriting #writerslife #GM

2025-03-03 04:27:56

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LETS BE FRIENDS!!!!! There's dozens of us!!!!!! 🥰🧚‍♀️😁👽😊🧞‍♀️😍
I'm so curious what you remember and would sincerely love to hear your experience. DM me!

2025-03-03 04:06:38

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Is it a similar pattern to something else? Or just not matching outgassing patterns? What do you think it is?

2025-03-03 03:58:36

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I'm sorry you're feeling that way, you definitely aren't alone. Sometimes I try to dig deeper into random emotions because the lack of immediate stimulus can indicate that it's something repressed. But honestly often it's something as simple as I didn't drink enough water instead of any deep psychological issues. I hope you feel better soon!

2025-03-03 00:08:36

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That is correct I believe! But also it could very well be operator error as I am still newer to Nostr.

2025-03-02 20:56:30

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Oh that's unfortunate. I was so happy I suddenly had so many more followers but then my feed has become less interesting 🙃

2025-03-02 20:26:30

#asknostr I use Amethyst primarily because I really enjoyed the followed hashtags I curated. A few days ago they all disappeared and now I only see the accounts I follow not the hashtags. Could someone explain what happened? Is there a better way to follow topics instead of just accounts? Thank you for the help!

2025-03-02 18:56:47

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I spend my weekend nights meditating 🧘‍♀️

2025-03-02 17:16:16

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from your lips to God's ears! 💗👂🙏

2025-03-02 17:00:58

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Trump really works the "treat them mean to keep them keen" strategy

2025-03-02 15:45:38

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😅😂🤣 this is a bit right?
It is possible to develop mastery over ones emotions such that external factors cannot drive you to foolishness. It is my hope that people learn to do this, and then find another person who does this and have a peaceful relationship.

2025-03-02 14:43:53

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Who's so emotional? Between me and Sage neither of us have ever punched a wall in our lives. Like that's my point exactly 😂

2025-03-02 02:14:54

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Our major export is war 🤷‍♀️

2025-03-01 18:25:27

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I always liked how some languages have third person pronouns that are non-gendered. For example in Turkish "who is she?" "Who is he?" And "who is that?" Could all be reasonably translated to "O kim?" The gendered grammer seems like a holdover from the Roman empire.
When I was young I thought societally we would grow towards less pronouns not more. Because I really don't care about what's in anyone's pants or what their philosophical perspective on genitalia is. All I want is to know is... did they send sats?

2025-03-01 02:54:09

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I usually do a lot of quiches during lent, but the egg prices now mean I'll be rethinking my go to recipes as well!

2025-02-28 20:09:30

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The infinite ridiculous chaos of the universe. What are the things you feel are in your control?

2025-02-28 08:18:05

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GM
I love Bitcoin 💗

2025-02-28 07:52:01

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what do you mean by why?

2025-02-28 07:11:02

Nostr goodnight! #GN
Some questions I hope to find answered when I wake up:
1) have you ever felt guided by fate or a higher power?
2) have you ever felt cursed or like an evil eye was on you?
3) have you ever felt serendipitous confirmation? Like you say something true and then the refrigerator makes a big crack to confirm it is true? Something like that?
#asknostr #guidance #higherpowerstr #hexstr #serendipity