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2024-09-27 10:27:26

yeah that was such a stupid idea
#nevent1q…4f6h

2024-09-27 10:22:03

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does it matter? either way you win

2024-09-12 05:57:23

as always they're never too lazy to hide the evidence I guess
#nevent1q…hd9t

2024-08-17 18:13:28

nooo
#nevent1q…4yfp

2024-08-11 23:18:53

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I noticed that, too
he thinks of all the crypto people as his grandchildren lol

2024-08-06 23:23:48

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workplaces women are problematic but the men even if trying to be problematic are actually not a problem...
though I did attribute this to management feeling uncomfortable in participating in breaking up such a thing. I kept asking other managers, HR, and ignored. and it's happened several times

2024-07-25 01:25:58

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I think their guilt causes paranoia, and then they choose to "strike first". vile

2024-07-25 01:24:42

yikes
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2024-07-21 00:33:51

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politics is the blunt instrument that makes those topics forbidden
so as long as you stick to the topic and refuse to veer off into politics it would be possible
but judging by these comments people don't even know what topics are forbidden

2024-07-21 00:32:41

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that's not forbidden but preferred literally everywhere

2024-07-21 00:32:06

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my brain went "stop being a little bitch" but maybe that's too hostile so idk but that's how I feel if I get dependent on something

2024-07-20 01:42:46

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they're not hypothetical. people are extremely nasty for a myriad of reasons. most prominently if you have something good going for you -- either they hate you for it, or they want to steal it, grift on it, etc. hell I've seen people lose their shit if someone had the opportunity to grift and had morals, MAJORITY of people are of this moral compass societally now
perhaps when people are mean to you you must be ascribing it to something about yourself instead of their responsibility to treat you better -- oh wait isn't it strange that you're here bitching that people should treat you better? maybe you should follow your own advice and shut up, take it, and not complain about such nonsense. this is the philosophy you've chosen
I don't think it's a good person trait to trivialize other people's suffering, experiences, especially after positioning whining as gifting people wisdom

2024-07-20 01:34:42

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being positive is a lie
discernment is paramount. if someone treats you shitty you don't treat them well for it. that would be self destructive
in game-theory tit for tat is the best strategy
if you convince everyone to be bygones be bygones then psychopaths rule the world. might explain an awful lot about modern era. so to be good, you have to learn discernment and exercise it appropriately
just because you don't like some random person on the Internet or your nosey neighbour doesn't mean you don't have good in your heart either. I would say dealing with people who stress you out internally is not positive at all. it's not about faking it. it's about making decisions that feel good to you, on the inside, spiritually-speaking. don't make regrets, say what you mean, and let things lay where they will, with your heart at peace

2024-07-18 23:26:10

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it's amazing how many fools there are though
but you can at least dwindle their numbers so they have less fools to choose from, therefore they would become more incompetent at the game

2024-07-18 05:45:18

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hey more for me
seems the regulators aren't gung-ho about ruining access to it like they have been in USA
I just want to store money somewhere smh, can't afford a house. how am I supposed to get there with all this inflation?!

2024-07-18 00:23:44

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I got a water filter with minerals and it said after I've used it I can put the minerals on plants. so I did and that planter grew like crazy
then I asked AI for a bit, so there's several minerals plants like but they also like nitrogen in soil, which comes from composing the roots of bean plants like peanuts and such
I got a couple bean plants growing now, no clue where they came from gonna see if stuff grows better in the soil they leave behind though
also compost. that's one way to get minerals back in the soil. I did that this year and the planters I stuffed compost into at the bottom always grow better

2024-07-17 22:53:53

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howcome?
the question is more specifically to disprove tho

2024-07-15 00:41:16

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that Twitter link was later deleted, I only saw it because discord cached the preview
in the video it was this guy looking up articles about him and all the pages were 404
I have a pic of the dead shooter's face but it's graphic https://image.nostr.build/c4735022dbc1ca48a7691dfbf57a87fd6bfc5a3fb98d1fa406d81d3761ccab1d.jpg

2024-07-15 00:40:02

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wasn't him
and the real guy got scrubbed so get em while it's hot https://image.nostr.build/c351c6e7902f474e2cbb6d74fa30fbe40aa8227119b244c279238b29657c41ef.jpg

2024-07-10 00:34:47

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I feel like jobs did this way more to me than school
you just have to know how to answer tests at school but at jobs your boss wants you to be a clone of them and and they're all depressed and miserable people
or your self-defeating co-worker who if you don't entertain will sabotage your position. horis and hours of meetings of them complaining about stuff that's trivial to fix but they refuse to fix them with your suggestions. "you just don't understand, I'm venting!"

2024-07-10 00:22:11

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this chart shows them rebuying bitcoin? lol
doesn't even track with the price

2024-07-10 00:15:40

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oh is that what that was. that was weird

2024-07-09 05:02:02

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you just sound like cognitive dissonance from this side
rather don't trust you, so don't think I'd waste hours of my time pursuing something I'm recommended by a person who has displayed poor morals and is so non-chalant about it

2024-07-07 05:25:11

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lmao that first one is hilarious

2024-07-07 05:19:52

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it is strange you don't help others and expect that others will do the right thing and should help you
it kinda makes me sick to my stomach

2024-07-07 05:18:16

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but they make up the rules
shouldn't you be against coercion and tyranny on principle?
I haven't decided on a side in all this shitcoins vs BTC stuff, but principles are what make the world go round. without them good things get forgotten because we forget principles is what made good things in the first place. what does it matter what the name of the sports team is, shouldn't you just value sportsmanship as a general?

2024-07-07 05:13:34

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also all those licensing fees and whatever nonsense

2024-07-07 04:44:16

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my phone has warp charging for that
granted it stops at 80% cuz doesn't wanna go too fast at the end due to battery life issues
but this feature only works with certain cables and outlet converters, or something
had it for years

2024-07-03 02:22:15

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I was pretty good at sketching elderitch things

2024-07-01 02:56:33

this seems to be extremely common
https://github.com/orgs/community/discussions/24606
https://www.reddit.com/r/github/comments/mtnzxj/github_account_suspended_i_havent_even_used_it_yet/
nuts. guess I should write some backup and mirroring scripts just in case
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2024-06-26 15:39:48

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my brain works in oop so I keep ending up there

2024-06-26 15:34:25

cool idea
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2024-06-26 15:27:35

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I was 145 and now I'm 120
I got sick from the vaccine then kept retesting and watching it go down...
causes brain inflammation

2024-06-23 03:52:04

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why

2024-06-23 03:46:51

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then the aliens will come out
cuz apparently the nuclear stuff hurts them or something

2024-06-23 03:19:49

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so tempting to short it
the whole economy is Nvidia now

2024-06-23 03:17:00

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maybe you need electrolytes (was my problem, if it's a problem)
which is potassium, magnesium, sodium, calcium

2024-06-20 16:52:55

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but how did the hookworm get on the ground 🤔

2024-06-20 16:52:37

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I do not like this
I did not want to know this
you've ruined my childhood

2024-06-19 21:42:20

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eh they're not worth it anyway

2024-06-19 21:31:49

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they got caught. it's always that

2024-06-19 21:22:55

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hmmm needs to be bigger

2024-06-15 22:16:14

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does Trudeau think money will drop from the sky

2024-06-15 21:51:22

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looks like a dude who was previously riding a bike comes in with a gun, up to the woman... and the guy sitting behind the desk immediately shoots him dead
eesh

2024-06-15 21:37:49

o
and I learned self deprecating jokes cuz I didn't want people to feel bad around me lol
#nevent1q…npkk

2024-06-15 21:21:15

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i mean it's just some raw egg

2024-06-13 19:03:18

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I always thought suits were a slave thing
like you have a literal tie around your neck. that's a leash? I really wonder what started the whole suit thing
I tried on ties at some point and I noticed if I had them on it made me docile, I guess kind of like cats go limp if you pick them up by the scruff or how animals will put their jaws around the neck of another to establish dominance. so it makes me wonder. and I'm kind of irrationally angry that we force people to wear suits as a result, because I think people are too docile as it is

2024-06-12 18:23:27

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I mean I guess the people selling shovels for the AI tools are doing great

2024-06-12 18:21:34

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this is good for Bitcoin and any other assets

2024-06-12 18:19:33

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united emiretes cancelled oil deal with USA also a few days ago
and there's that whole BRICS thing every everyone is moving away from USD dollar slowly, because USA has been bullying countries with sanctions too much and they're fed up. so that is their intention

2024-06-12 18:11:49

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and also evidently Biden administration lying about employment numbers for a while. the econ people I hang with make jokes about it every time those reports come out
there's also a credit card rush which happened before other crashes, where sketchy companies pop up and try to get everyone into debt. every bank I'm in contact with won't stop asking for deposits and is trying to tell you they'll give you 4% interest in a chequing account which is strange as hell, and I think I had a chart somewhere about the liabilities / assets of banks being totally underwater... last year some banks had crashed and closed down (all the USA ones known to have access to crypto...) and became part of the bigger banks but it's not over yet. hell the FDIC insurance people were on record saying there's not enough money to insure people... they were supposed to keep some aside and insure deposits up to 250k but they're short even the tiny 1% they were supposed to keep aside (which economists laugh at because 1% is fucking stupid low)...
everyone is just waiting for everything to collapse. there's also reason to believe the 2030 WEF globalists want to tank the whole economy on purpose to move us over to CDBCs, where they can track every transaction and even make expiring money. a country in the South Asia ocean already has this system and they decided to make foreigners pay double the price of local produce, and WEF is on record saying they would increase prices for those with differing political ideologies, for example if you don't believe that carbon is a bad thing
they're trying to kill the banks and have the banks usher everyone into CDBCs, and close off all the off ramps to crypto so there is no alternatives, ushering everyone into their control system I think
https://image.nostr.build/4e83fee46bcd9444d99f3d44235eac793f2e56b31312c13683f8cdd1ba734682.jpg

2024-06-12 17:59:05

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https://image.nostr.build/04fc15a4624a7b96965cce080754dd039f477bc98f3c452c27ab6a88cb5b82cc.jpg

2024-06-12 17:56:41

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https://image.nostr.build/596fff0bd93aaf97d2d34f6ffb8f41cfcfc4b8cf835a5ad30ef81c1254152c6b.jpg

2024-06-12 17:56:09

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https://image.nostr.build/e0bd8782ceed3f6c382b82a2cfc148e87a702c7956a45e71fd229e4070136373.jpg

2024-06-12 16:59:34

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how do you know what others want to create mutual benefit 🤔

2024-06-12 16:57:51

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I think so
the Ukranian kill site was hosted on cloud flare (is?) and many people reported it for takedown but cloudflare wasn't doing it. some dude traced the IP literally back to Langley... lol

2024-06-12 16:17:16

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airestech pendant thing seemed to work. relaxed me real fast. started having really good sleep after and way less tension in my body

2024-06-11 00:13:33

😋
#nevent1q…p5g0

2024-06-10 21:34:25

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oh great now they'll tax you giving money to your friend for something

2024-06-10 21:33:10

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trying to help those people is a dead end tho

2024-06-09 04:46:59

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oh you can make kefir that's alcoholic. I mean it might not be too good if it's alcoholic. I tried to reproduce some kefir and it ended up kind up like a beer. didn't last many batches after that lol

2024-06-09 00:11:25

way to go Canada
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2024-06-08 23:49:55

duh, was always the plan with that ETF. why else
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2024-06-08 05:55:28

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my grandparents had a summer house so just took me there. they were retired and I'd spent the whole summer at this cottage in the grass and stuff
COVID maybe wiped out old people also, don't know
the west also seems to kind of disrespect old people which bothers me, I came from a culture where you lived with your grandparents and they would teach the young kids in the house. the grandparents know how to get things done and the child has the vitality to do it! perfect combo in my opinion!

2024-06-08 05:41:19

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it was always going to head here
I'm still whiplashed from how we don't own the content we post to websites. it seemed like such a monumentally bad idea to make that normal, and now here we are at its natural conclusion

2024-06-08 00:14:32

interesting
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2024-06-06 22:29:03

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wait... didn't BTC ride up in all the election years

2024-06-03 19:17:05

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sounds niiice

2024-06-03 19:12:36

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ye maybe should get to know

2024-06-03 18:42:21

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good excuse to target and search somebody for no reason

2024-06-03 18:37:33

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you sound quite motivated to make this thing sound true and ignore evidences to the contrary
I was literally looking at a house off grid at one point, amazing house. wish it worked it just doesn't

2024-06-03 18:24:45

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it's not free, it's Chinese solar panels and that's if the electricity you're getting is from the sun. they're full of quite toxic components, that will then leach into the environment, and be much worse than coal and etc... which is ironic
also battery life is limited. something something lithium farms. if phones have battery issues as much as they do I would expect battery powered cars to be hell really quickly, which is the rumours I hear

2024-05-22 22:36:25

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thanks

2024-05-19 18:31:17

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the point is to break their legs until they scream "mercy" and agree to tagging and tracing every one of their customers. either they throw their customers under the bus or they will be guilty of association

2024-05-19 18:29:55

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legit
it's open only to feed the Microsoft AI, but humans are barred unless they're willing to be tagged and traced

2024-05-19 18:29:21

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wat. woosh

2024-05-19 18:26:50

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never heard of this and tried to look this up to see what it looks like but it seems like they won't show it to you and even if you go to links that previously had examples of what it looks like the links were taken down or redirect now
a bit suspicious
figured I'd share a good link with some dev friends but I actually can't find anything that would be of interest to show instead!

2024-05-18 22:06:54

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if the apps charged money they'd be optimized for being able to charge the most money with sales / negotiation tactics
I think people are focusing on small fries. it would be better if society focused on making companies and products, instead of "improving revenue" of one product
it's parasitic growth, not real growth
money should be something that happens when you have a product, instead of the product is just an excuse to harass people that have a need for your product

2024-05-18 21:49:03

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yeah craigslist makes most sense
think Newegg was taking BTC but I can't remember. if a sector has a lot of BTC people then could have a btc-only website. but craiglist is good because it's random stuff

2024-05-18 21:44:03

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mycelium tho

2024-05-17 19:06:22

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why

2024-05-15 23:08:23

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probably no opt out simply

2024-05-15 23:03:00

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but you're not being loved
they're just loving their own reflection lol

2024-05-15 23:01:09

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oooh, looks tasty

2024-05-15 19:31:14

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when I view someone as being able to take care of themselves
I trust them to make sensible decisions, I trust them if they get into trouble they have abilities to get themselves out of it (including the constitution to find it if they don't)
means I don't have to worry about them hurting themselves, being dependent on me, or throwing off blame inappropriately, or making deals with the devil to make their woes better. they can hold their own and they can grow on their own as a result. it means I can trust they can think for themselves, that they try to find the reality threads in the world, and that the words they speak will be more honest than not as a result. I can listen to or watch them to find good information and admire them for the privilege to do so

2024-05-15 19:21:27

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that's why you need popular support
then they'd make you a martyr and it becomes harder to do without having consequences

2024-05-15 19:14:02

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not its survival
the power it offers the people in it
they're not loyal, they would destroy the state for more individual power. perhaps there's an angle in there

2024-05-15 19:12:16

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oh don't give them more justification to put in CDBCs. that's where they're trying to head with this

2024-05-15 19:11:24

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that's the point =]
they'll be coming for all those things, too. data is power. information assyrmetry. they get to know everything about you and you get to know nothing. you can't make any moves and they can predict all of yours and your reactions to anything they may want to threaten to bribe you with

2024-05-15 19:03:45

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funny how that works
I notice it in other things. they find a moral you won't cross and then they bludgeon you over the head with it until they win. dragged down to hell or you lose
upside, often these people are used to having everything come easy to them, so they lack skills and it's their weakness mirror to your morals

2024-05-15 18:59:51

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the Mafia humiliates you less because they have to work on the family vibe whereas the government groomed people as kids to view them as surrogate parents so nobody ever thinks to rebel

2024-05-11 20:50:03

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or just ignore that you owe people favours
politicians do it all the time, clearly they figured it out
what are they gonna do, terrorize you? now you're playing a different game. perhaps the real game current era politicians play ;)
(one nation under blackmail by Whitney Webb)

2024-05-11 20:37:37

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terrorism was a disignation created for governments
so a government can be guilty of terrorizing its citizens because it by its definition has a monopoly on force
but everybody else is just a rebellion

2024-05-11 20:28:33

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would you say you've noticed that both dumb and smart people are less likely to have "counterproductive ideas"?
I think they target the largest group that exists and find the best propaganda to feed them
I don't think it requires intelligence, I think it requires people to be different and unique
something else I've noticed is over the decades people are asked to act the same, have the same opinions, believe the same things
uniqueness is considered a moral failing
and is progressively getting eroded
I worked for a marketing consulting company for a while and they delineate people based on "segments" of the population. the less segments you have, the easier it is to deliver a message. the more segments there are, the harder it is to brainwash everyone into self-limiting, counter-productive ideas and squash everyone down
and squashing people down is very much in the interest of those who view you as competition ;)

2024-05-11 20:22:06

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government is the best reason to stop believing in government

2024-05-11 20:17:58

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what wasteful, stupid people

2024-05-11 20:07:56

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red wine has reservatrol which extends lifetime
smoking... well not normal cigarettes. cigars could be fine. cigarettes has terrible garbage in them though that's not nicotine
nicotine is a nootropic, it makes you think better. unsure if this actually harmful. also rumours is it increases testosterone, which makes everyone feel higher status and more active, energetic
weed smoking oddly makes people skinnier, and helps with psychological issues... at least for a while. so it helps your nervous system to be calmer, which will reduce the stress on your body and stress reduction correlates to better health outcomes on all measures

2024-05-11 20:00:46

TIL
my mom had epilepsy and I seem to have amino acid processing issues now
I always have felt shitty eating sugar though, but more-so these days
#nevent1q…4msz

2024-05-08 06:57:29

purdy maths
#nevent1q…6pnm

2024-05-05 04:06:07

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ew
what a message to send to all the business owners