Subema

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subema [sube'ma] adj. (esperanto) sub- prefix meaning "under", "below" -em- suffix expressing inclination or tendency -a adjectival ending → having tendency to be under something; submissive; subordinate
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2025-04-04 06:52:17

In the #mood to choose lazy morning path. Hot cocoa with rum, nest in the bed, earpods with some praising femdom audio and wand on high.
Oh wait there is no one to stop me from actually doing that. #thereisnochoice

2025-04-04 06:45:00

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I would really like to read diary of girl who discoveres that a) she likes things like that and b) there is not a small crowd of males who dreams about this every other waking minute.

2025-04-04 06:41:02

It's true that sitting under the table is usually little crampy. https://cdn.azzamo.net/4ba259f1fd33094b56ca7858dbf6a57ae08cfe474e579de0d9630b5c27ef2819.jpeg
That's why I "prolonged my desk to get more space for working". It's really funny for me to explain it to anyone who asks about it. Like they understand each of the words in that sentence, but they are totally a miss for actual meaning. At least I think so 🤔

2025-04-04 05:00:10

GM ☀☕
https://cdn.azzamo.net/629e8ccd0a9e16c984632070692c0c1236492f3da93eff1c03dad44e1f404eda.jpeg

2025-04-03 14:28:58

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Have you picked wand for yourself already?
https://media.tenor.com/vNmd46KuYhEAAAAM/treat-yo-self-parks-and-rec.gif

2025-04-03 08:39:21

GM ☀☕
https://cdn.azzamo.net/6e5e32d905293869a0f3bea96be563bdd094eedbd4758af5b9130f9592fd044c.png

2025-04-02 04:57:03

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Be aware of her 😀

2025-04-01 16:03:49

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Well, marriage as a legal concept don't offer too much. I mean it protects the less economically active part (due to society being unable to reward taking care of children in other ways), it helps with parenting rights, but that's all edge cases, more like insurances if something goes wrong.
As for marriage as a concept of having partner for life it helps to publicly state your intentions, you hopefully have stable home with room to grow with someone who stated the she is dedicated to the same thing. Or at least it should, not everyone is lucky/aware enough to have it that way. Also it helps you cutting distractions, since now you have single person who you can devote to 😇

2025-03-31 22:38:59

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When you say it like this, it almost sounds bad 😅
I think it's about power exchange, I kinda like how it charges the actions almost like electricity

2025-03-31 09:39:03

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Also would be interesting having partner in the cuckqueening but from dominant side. Like in your gif, she loves seeing other girls fucking him, but also kinda hates them for that, so getting sub which she can punish is nice think. I would love to see hiw depraved she would get.

2025-03-30 07:51:34

GM ☀ ☕https://cdn.azzamo.net/c058396abe8ce8c50542ef8bede7a528511eeacaf19505a9eb0bc55cea507607.jpeghttps://cdn.azzamo.net/c058396abe8ce8c50542ef8bede7a528511eeacaf19505a9eb0bc55cea507607.jpeg

2025-03-29 10:28:47

GM ☀☕
https://cdn.azzamo.net/3cc54466f3127cf574a22260606c93187fd380765de90da1794496df22611642.jpeg

2025-03-28 08:42:16

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https://gifdb.com/images/high/indian-actor-reaction-shahrukh-khan-8xqg4mmjdq7cv832.webp

2025-03-28 08:39:31

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Also to answer your question: I haven't tried, to wimp for that during my more free days, and too responsible man for such shitty risk/payoff ratio these days.

2025-03-28 08:37:45

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Oh, but in documentaries I have seen, you can be tied to the table, or there may be someone else giving you attention from the top of the table. Or you can be tied. Also, you are lying, so there's less muscle strain. I have heard that female orgasms are something wholly different when you relax your muscles instead of tensing up. Care to try? 😈

2025-03-28 08:33:30

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Well, for me it takes quite a long time to switch my tool from reproduction to waste disposal and vice versa. So there can be problem when I really want to piss, but can't, because gears are shifted to another mode. Pretty sure it's just in my mind, given what can some men do (pornhub doesn't lie! 😀) So imagine you really, like really need to pee, but whatever you do, you just can't. So when finally I can, I won't ruin that moment by starting to play with me :D And on the other hand, if I am soft and want to pee, I will have hard (heh) times to get me semihard at least. And by that moment my whole body would be primed like, ok, hold the pee, let's go fucking. *sigh* 😅

2025-03-28 08:11:27

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Yeah... I mean I can't piss while being hard, and tugging soft one is not as much fun as it seems 😄

2025-03-28 08:03:53

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Kudos for making that a conscious choice 👍

2025-03-28 07:58:32

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Growing spicy peppers for the first time this year too. Not aiming for ghost pepper levels of spiciness, but having something with a little kick to make chili pasta or something like that would be nice. Plenty of cherry tomatoes, still trying to find a variety that's content in our bad excuse for soil (can't put them all in the elevated bed). Also basil, because it pairs well with tomatoes (at least taste-wise) and because you can't have too much of that. Fresh, frozen with olive oil, or just air dried. And a few other herbs. Tried red bell peppers but they didn't get traction on the consumption side in our family; while kids like fresh ones, they detest processed ones, and you can eat fresh only so far.

2025-03-28 05:59:40

GM ☀☕
https://cdn.nostrcheck.me/4a7d75c529b34a0bf11523466005ac385e53082a5e3a0ac866da1984777ad2e9.jpeg

2025-03-26 06:22:47

GM ☀
Days are getting warmer and warmer, slowly time to put out garden table and enjoy morning out in the open.
https://cdn.azzamo.net/f6584d457cd6c30fb25f645c76d221ec4077303472a966190bcaa0a458bf5adb.png

2025-03-22 20:07:15

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Oh, today you are one of the lucky ten thousand*!
That version you posted is kinky variant of original LoFi girl. It was/still is a popular video with background music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-FlxM_0S2lA
It wasn't the first one by far, but somehow it resonated and helped the whole subgenre to somewhat flourish. The history if you are bored and procrastinate easily https://knowyourmeme.com/memes/lofi-girl
*https://xkcd.com/1053/

2025-03-14 09:13:28

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Well, that depends how much sadistic tendencies you have 😈
But is it torture afterall? I mean I can't imagine signing up for torture, but for this? Would my blood be enough or you prefer other bodily fluids in lieu of ink? 😁

2025-03-11 12:15:37

Just little something to illustrate that #corruption kink
https://cdn.azzamo.net/11733b3a2fa101635a24c899fc224ba7a35891fa9dd34c2ae0387b80f62d0d36.gif

2025-03-11 11:45:36

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If you go for a date, understandable, if you cast a net specifically for that, well.. you never know 😀 Have you tried to post that "tribute required" ad yet? 😁

2025-03-10 16:42:33

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You have to find someone young, pliable and without duties and social obligations. Too late for me I am afraid 😅

2025-03-10 14:34:22

Sometimes you don't know you need something until after the fact you see it. #thighsforlife
https://cdn.azzamo.net/3c87769a7c0325df57ddd67ca34543a2c555c3ae34913997a51953f57c4e4739.gif

2025-03-10 14:05:20

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One of these days I will feel dontgiveafuck enough and actually ask the waitress about this option :D

2025-03-09 09:00:15

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Enjoy! 😃
Would love to be a waiter for increasingly more raunchy women. Preferably in a more private setting, but beggars can't be choosers. 😊

2025-03-09 07:53:55

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So are you going to share the weird part...or that was it? 😊

2025-03-09 07:34:56

GM ☀
https://cdn.azzamo.net/af66cddd06804efa10ec51637918a2340e90587b2c136fd99c79f926d00d5950.png

2025-03-09 07:20:56

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Oh, just keep me caged for two week and all you will need to turn me into cum geyser is closeness of your smiling lips and touch of your hot breath 😊

2025-03-09 00:37:52

Longing for that feeling back in the days when everything was new and fresh. We went to a weekend dancing training camp and we had a lot of time between lessons. Given we were at an old big cabin, there were a lot of hiding places. It was before we went below each other's pants, so to speak, so heavily kissing and petting. The feeling I am treasuring was on the way back, when we got a lift from a fellow dancer. Sitting at the front, giving in to light slumber on the long way back, and every time I closed my eyes I could FEEL her tongue on mine. It was the best and most vivid hallucination I have ever had. Almost twenty years old memory and still carefully nursed in my mind... #drunkstr

2025-03-08 10:07:46

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That's quitter talk! 😁

2025-03-08 05:53:13

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Still feels like this 😀
https://i.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/newsfeed/000/777/060/1ff.jpg

2025-03-07 21:10:16

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CFNM #nsfw
https://cdn.azzamo.net/2fbc42035af5e0447f1512aa6a2c4c63dd4a338401a20e7d15970c558c50f91c.gif

2025-03-07 21:09:21

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getting smothered be Her crotch #nsfw
https://cdn.azzamo.net/566b3d461530a2556848da3f6603575aecc37191e14a58f825fc8256eedc5dd8.gif

2025-03-07 21:08:02

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hmm, that will be a loooong list #nswf
ruined orgasms :)
https://cdn.azzamo.net/94512adf27bac93d6004ef43103cc43014dec92edfbea9b842b76ed8d9275e04.gif

2025-03-07 06:05:45

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Not a pain slut, but if that pleases goddess 😊

2025-03-06 20:05:24

In a #mood to be [ab]used 😳
https://cdn.azzamo.net/cab378c0cbad4de7581f228a70d0d4d9947d8794d99112b0820a499a7c739cbc.jpeg

2025-03-05 10:44:03

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https://i.imgur.com/0gHjuUT.gif

2025-03-05 10:35:45

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'Make it rain' is enough? Not foreplay nor tributes to pay? I have been doing things wrong my entire life 😭 Or I haven't met a goonette like you yet 😁
Anyway, don't let my mumbling distract you and please bless the rains down i̶n̶ ̶A̶f̶r̶i̶c̶a̶ to my tea."

2025-02-27 09:11:57

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Please record video too...for scientific reasons 🙄😁

2025-02-27 06:27:09

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Well, trust and communication (both spoken and unspoken) come to my mind at first. That and active participation for lack of a better word. Nurturing love takes some deliberate decisions; it won't last long if you take it for granted IMO.

2025-02-20 10:02:08

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No, it would not be for the GIF, but for the thought you made to share it :)
....and also for fulfilling my mental image of you getting so SO much creampied with that dildo you would need at least two tongues to clean you up properly.

2025-02-06 09:24:09

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So you enjoying worldbuilding, detailed descriptions or why would you consider it slow burn?

2025-02-05 23:58:49

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Go for it! The longnote section seems quite sparse, so it's easy to get your piece read by people just scrolling in the feed.

2025-02-05 19:05:49

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Oh, and here I thought that honey+milk+tea is too complicated, obviously I have to step up my game 😅
Thanks for the insights, like blue algea, I haven't even heard about that. Will look it up. The results look like from other world and I guess making it with so many ingredients is almost like ritual, which I like. Will try to post if (hopefully when) I try to make it like or close to your recipe.

2025-02-04 06:41:47

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Did one, would love to do more if time permits. 😀

2025-02-02 06:54:48

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There are two of us! 😄
#nevent1q…9elc

2025-02-01 22:20:58

Need to have anonymous video broadcasting with support for zapping ASAP
Idea of becoming #camwhore for few zaps suddenly can't leave my mind.

2025-02-01 22:18:28

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Yay, I was useful! You have no idea how satisfied you just made a particular corner of my mind.
Happy to be of use 😇

2025-02-01 22:04:21

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I’d love to go toy shopping with you. I can already feel the blood rushing to my face when you ask the clerk, “Can we test the new purchase?”—then wonder aloud whether we should get a booth or if it’d be okay for me to hump it right here in the open. 😳
…Sorry, got a little carried away there. 😄 What were you saying?

2025-02-01 21:56:23

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Oh god, devious design!
Well, I mean, how could any sane sub say no to the offer to become hucow? Where can I sign up? Pretty please 😳

2025-02-01 21:43:44

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Oh, you want to see me half-mad from pleasure? It wouldn’t take much—just lock me in chastity and let the hunger for release reshape every conscious thought into desperate action to pleasure you in any way possible.
I’d do it all, knowing it would only deepen this inconsolable lust… and I’d do it anyway.

2025-02-01 21:33:09

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Need to find a girl who is not afraid to think like that. #powertothewomen
Wait, too late.
Need to find a way how to teach that kind of thinking to my wife 😅

2025-02-01 21:30:06

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Oh no, now you’ve discovered my secret—why I prefer using my tongue or fingers! 😋
But honestly, I think it’s just because I need to cum every other day to maintain sexual prowess better than the dreaded “two-pump chump.” Unfortunately, that clashes with my desperate need to stay submissive. I have to be horny for that, so it’s a never-ending cycle of horniness.
I’ve been reading about this Reddit community where people try to become premature ejaculators… Letting a Mistress “corrupt” me that way sounds like a fun fantasy. One of my favorite #orgasm memories was getting a touch-free orgasm just from giving a girl oral—so I’m sure my little prick wouldn’t mind.

2025-02-01 21:23:25

Am I a hypocrite?
I’ve always maintained that I’m mainly into power exchange, and almost everything else I enjoy is just a corollary to that (barring serious/permanent bodily harm and bodily waste—though I’m unclear about piss). I’d actually be into almost anything given the right circumstances (mainly Her preferences and my desperation to cum at the time).
For example, I’m not heavily into foot fetish… unless it’s part of worship, that is. I don’t get pleasure from dildo riding… unless it’s part of a scenario where I’m proving how obedient a bitch I can be. You get the picture.
But truth be told, I’ve been thinking about the pissing thing, and I can’t see a clear path to enjoying that—even in a #goddess scenario. Or serving with another slave (though I’d still love to try that, just because).
So maybe I’ve just been a horny, depraved little #slut all along?

2025-02-01 21:09:38

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God, just rubbing frenulum like that would make me cum in like two strokes 😓
So either I would be in position of postorgasm torture or I should better be in chastity and wear strapon to satisfy godess as she deserves. Or maybe just numbing cream and penis sleeve would be enough? Or just dildo in my mouth which I would use to enter deep inside your glistening pussy so I would have almost this point of view (and smell and auditory)
God, just made myself hard again 😖
Glad I am about to be called in the bed
PS: calling god a lot lately, may be I should reconsider if I am really an atheist

2025-02-01 21:01:24

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There's something magical about the goon state most of the normies can't comprehend...
Also glad I am not only one "wasting" my time on the porn organization. It's a chore, but we will pull thru 😀

2025-02-01 20:57:25

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I should really start making list "What to do when winning a lottery". Making grant program to normalize wearing these again would be in the shortlist.

2025-02-01 20:54:18

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Can't take my eyes away. Not sure why.
Maybe I should cut back on booze 😅

2025-02-01 20:52:36

Is it just me projecting or does her look really have #dominant vibe?
How the fuck can sub brain maintain normal function when presented with unspoken offer like this 🥵
https://m.primal.net/OLrs.png

2025-02-01 20:47:45

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Well, we will see 😄
I am actually planning to get her some regenerating nail polish so not sure if that's sucker proof 😅
Plan is to make her stomp banana or something like that (take some pictures) and clean her up... I believe that would need tongue action extensively.
But I am currently under the intermittent fasting enforced by our card game, so it would need to be during afternoon hours, so we qill see how can I manage to plan things around getting the house just for two of us and clear of distractions (read kids).
#sucker4life

2025-02-01 20:40:38

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https://m.primal.net/OLrQ.gif

2025-02-01 16:50:37

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Just tie them up and don't ask. Works in my dreams, sure it would work IRL 😁

2025-02-01 15:33:26

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Ngl, having Her bend me over the kitchen island while I am wearing just apron is on my top 5 list (getting pretty crowded there 😁)
Wouldn't even need her to be wearing as strapon...may be just curious fingers...and tongue in my ear...and just leaving me panting and unsatisfied while she slaps my ass and announced that we are done for now...
Anyone knows why am I torturing myself with unrealistic fantasies? 😅

2025-02-01 15:29:09

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Still, it would be you who would put her there ☺️

2025-02-01 15:27:40

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From card game you mean? Got two cards for that... whoring myself with pictured on net (literally "showing myself online", was thinking about streaming, but not sure how to present that to her) and toy show for #goddess .. Have some ideas for that, but not sure how bold I can be given that we haven't played like that in looooong time.
Having time to get these task done up until Friday.

2025-02-01 15:13:53

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Would love to be under the woman that decides she wants me penetrated... No luck so far 😅

2025-02-01 15:03:59

*chuckles* I am in danger.
Picked up a card/task to be sober for 7 days, that means including today.
Wife informed me in a by-the-way fashion while we were driving to the party, that she expected me to try to bargain for an exemption for today...
Me having made a satisfying lunch was able to make a deal. I can drink tonight, but the pedicure I will do for her will extend to a manicure as well. Still a win in my book.
#flr #subproblems

2025-02-01 14:47:01

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I have problem projecting my wife into the active role... Do you would be the one taking whatever orifices you feel like to? 😅

2025-02-01 14:45:44

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Will try Yakihone once I get back home.
As for cumming, there's no explicit ban... Although I would love that (and chastity, and mindcontrol, and pegging, and...😁) there's nonverbal expectation that I am to behave like a sub for this week at least... But maybe I am just projecting something..
Still, at least for me, being horny = being malleable dribbling boytoy... And I like it ☺️

2025-02-01 13:59:37

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Hmm, barefoot princess 👍🏻

2025-02-01 13:58:44

Made potato-carrot cream soup for today's lunch. A light meal since we are going to a birthday party in the afternoon, where there will be plenty of options for fattening snacks. While making bread croutons and simultaneously frying tiny bacon strips for garnish and seasoning, I was thinking about the strange cooking situation in our household.
See, most of our peers have traditional arrangements, where girls cook and boys do whatever we do. Having to brush off our cooking arrangement makes her a little uncomfortable, since she is not feeling too confident in the kitchen (thanks to my mother-in-law's not-so-great upbringing...). It's a little uncomfortable for me, since I can't really reveal why I don't mind.
I just obey my mind that forces me to see her as someone to adore and take care of.
I would love to say to the grousing, "bitch, you would suck a dog's cock if your brain pumped dopamine for that," but that would probably lead to more questions, so usually I regress to "Well, I like cooking."
However, I'm not sure if I'm not deceiving myself, given how often we have other #flr elements in our relationship.
All I can do is hope that at least the children will see it as an expression of love and not as my projection that She should be worshipped as a goddess.
Also should this be #longnote? Their discoverability really sucks though 🤔

2025-02-01 11:54:18

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Aren't you afraid that it would make you want to stay in the bed longer?

2025-02-01 11:52:13

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That sucks. And not in the good way.
Hope you will feel better soon.

2025-02-01 11:13:32

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Seems that you need to sweat it out in the bed. Somehow I doubt that will be a problem for you, one way or another 😁

2025-02-01 11:11:37

I would really like that there are more longpost content easily discoverable. Mainly erotic stories though. #femdom if I could be really picky. Ability to zap, although pennies, feels more substantial than just sending Like, and I would like to show appreciation to authors like that.

2025-01-31 22:55:48

Having a casual Nostr teasing turn into edging of the close kind was definitely not on my bingo card, but I found it deeply needed tonight ♥.

2025-01-31 22:54:21

Tucked my wife in tonight but wasn't sleepy myself yet. She was really tired but once I kneeled, she offered her feet for my care nonetheless. Casually mentioned she really likes the care I am showing for her feet. Got hard just from these words. Little cloud on that since she still said "thanks", but we are getting there 😏
#flr #90days

2025-01-31 22:41:50

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Anytime ☺️
Believe me, there was plenty of pleasure on this side too.
PS: good guess! It's same like with the cleaning with tongue, it's more fun when everyone is into it 😀

2025-01-31 22:32:45

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Thank you for your attention tonight goddess. Got only a drop, but on blurry photo 😞
Should really move toys from bedroom somewhere else, so when I am in need to show hiw desperate slut I am I can find dildo to inpale myself within arms reach 😶‍🌫️

2025-01-31 22:24:01

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God, that's a monster size... 🙀 love the moans though...and the slap...and...
The balls are realy nice touch...

2025-01-31 22:21:48

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I can only edge, no cumming for me sadly... would drop be enought to quench your thirst?

2025-01-31 22:19:34

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Well, you can have subs who like to be penetrated because they have found their p-spot. You can have subs who want to be used because of power exchange. You can have subs who like the humiliation. You can have subs who love to be part of delivering pleasure to their owner. You can have subs who love the slutty feeling that comes from being used in this way...
I fit in 4 of 5 of these... wanna guess which?

2025-01-31 22:07:24

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Maybe some reading to help unwind your evening?
https://m.primal.net/OKRt.png

2025-01-31 22:05:55

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You already know the answer... 🫣
It's almost terrifying how easy we subs are 🫡

2025-01-31 21:57:11

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You do know that slapping like that and calling your plaything "bad boy" can actually lead to the exact thing you want to prevent?
Happened to me few times ☺️

2025-01-31 21:42:36

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Not into public play... Heavily into being used as a toy 🤤

2025-01-31 21:40:14

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Well, I am wearing collar now, but it's close to ideal evening progression I would love to be part of😄

2025-01-31 21:20:43

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You say it like it's bad thing... 🙃
Also thanks for putting that image in my head 🤤

2025-01-31 20:52:12

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Sigh... You know this would be dream come true on so many levels.
Sadly I don't even know what would do more than three days. Wife seems hesitant to experiment that way.
But I fantasize that would make be feeling so so submissively good...sigh^2

2025-01-31 20:44:31

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Are you really trying to threaten me with a such good time?
Now you made me feel bratty 😄 it's vicious loop.

2025-01-31 20:24:38

The evening was interesting. After we dealt the cards (it looks like we are in for a nine-day-long game, I promise I will do a write-up), there was some kissing (😻) and I may have been a little overwhelmed by hormones and suggested (an independent observer could even say that I begged) for my nipples to get some attention. Which they got (❤). I was riding a sub high (see what I did there? 😁) and wanted to whore myself a little, so I got on all fours, put the Hitachi wand on the bed, and just tried to hump it like the good little doggy I yearned to be. I wanted to just edge/drip a little and then lick it up from her hand, but while I was vocal about getting too close, she understood my desperate humping as a signal that I wanted to go all in 💕.
Well, who am I to defy #goddess 's will? Made a big puddle, had a big shaking orgasm. Cleanup was just with paper tissues though - I was not out-of-the-mind sub, and she doesn't fancy this kind of play, so there was no one who would enjoy that.
Still, slept like a baby afterwards.

2025-01-31 20:01:16

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Wow, I envy that you are so open about these things!

2025-01-31 18:35:50

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Oh, I hadn't thought this far ahead. 😅
It's difficult to think straight when your brain is deprived of blood. ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

2025-01-31 17:55:41

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Do you accept eager candidates with limited prior experience? 😁

2025-01-31 17:39:08

Love well kept downyard
#nevent1q…y2g6

2025-01-31 17:36:00

Behavioral modification is in my top 5 things I would want to try but I'm too scared to ask about, so I was really surprised this morning. I put some coconut oil on my split lip to aid healing. Usually, I use it for entirely different things, as it's both lubricating and edible. Just the scent of it in my mouth was enough to push both me and my body into subspace... 😅
Not going to lie, it was an awesome sensation🫠
#accidentalPavlov