kfaythe87

Hi! Radfem from eastern Kentucky, heart of upper Appalachia, looking to make likeminded friends and build community.

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2023-11-28 20:40:28

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Oops. How do I always do this *facepalm* I just listened to her on Meghan Murphy, on then again on some dudebro sounding one. She's interesting...I find Hannah Berrelli and Dr. Jen Izaakson really interesting too. I like it when women push the boundaries of what I think and switch up ways we can interpret things. I just wonder if Harrington's views are helpful or harmful? Jury's out for me

2023-11-28 20:36:11

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I'm all about some snail mail! :) I'll have to set up a PO box

2023-11-28 20:35:25

I dunno how I feel about Mary Harrington. What do you gyns think of her? I haven't read her book but I've listened to her on podcasts...
https://unherd.com/2023/11/why-the-fairies-disappeared/

2023-11-28 15:54:43

Anyone wanna be badass feminist snail mail pen pals with me? I need someone to send poetry and feminist patches to 😂

2023-11-19 17:22:28

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2023-11-18 23:48:11

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https://youtu.be/PJsf5QY12rg?si=QP9qHSoobojn4XzQ

2023-11-18 23:47:23

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Is this where Derrick Jensen was affiliated? I remember he gave an amazing rebuttal to Queer Theory. Also is Lierre Keith associated?

2023-11-18 23:12:39

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When a woman is pregnant there’s this belief that she can “mark” or influence her baby, sometimes it comes in the form of a birthmark or it can even be a personality thing. Like if she is craving something, or if something scares her or captivates her, the infant might show signs of it. A couple examples I know of - my mamaw loved to eat strawberries when she was pregnant with my dad and would lay in the sun and basically eat til she got sick, and he was born with a mark that was the very picture of a strawberry. My great aunt was pregnant in Chicago and was always visiting a zoo and feeling sorry for the monkeys, and her son was born with a gigantic birthmark - basically a monkey arm - that had to be surgically removed. One woman was startled when she shattered a tea cup and the baby was born with a tea cup birthmark. :)

2023-11-18 22:19:13

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Thank you! I grew up Freewill Baptist, and they would have run me out of church for how I voted let alone asking for a remembrance of “only a dog.” You’re absolutely right, even though I’m unconvinced spiritually I have never felt so welcomed anywhere

2023-11-18 22:17:03

Appalachian “superstitions” and legends are real, don’t ask me how or try to talk me out of it. We say that death always comes in 3s, that birds are omens, that dreams are portents, that you can mark a baby during your pregnancy (I’ve seen this!), and I’ve known women who could stop a bleed or talk the fire out of a burn. When I was a baby, though I don’t remember and have only my relatives’ accounts to go on, they took me to a woman named Berth who’d never met her daddy and she blew in my mouth 3 times to cure my “thrash.” She took it on herself. I have stories of a woman named Evangeline who’d make abortifacient teas for women who’d been raped, or already had a dozen children.
Thinking about this because Death visited me 3 times this month. My uncle Cecil, my Rosie, and now my aunt Beatrice. Hopefully Death is satisfied for a little while. Tide me over for another year, O Death.

2023-11-18 22:12:58

My Episcopal church family made me feel so loved after the loss of my Rosie. They didn’t laugh when I asked for a mention of her in our newsletter, and instead scheduled on a week night a liturgy for my beloved baby.
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2023-11-10 20:02:07

https://www.the11thhourblog.com/post/autogynephilic-confessions-and-the-sacrifice-of-women-s-humanity

2023-11-10 17:58:04

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lmao I think it makes a ton of sense!

2023-11-10 17:57:41

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Huh? If you're a man, dni

2023-11-10 17:30:42

Wonder how accurate these DNA testing sites are? Before I considered the privacy concerns, I submitted mine to 23andMe, years ago. They’ve updated my results since and they’re fascinating. Of course it’s my matrilineal line because I’m female, and I wish I had names and stories for all these women.
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2023-11-10 17:01:36

This blog is changing my life.
"Females, destabilized by patriarchy as a matter of course, always made to feel like there is deep-down something wrong with them, are starved for well-being. Men offer women temporary access to elusive feelings of well-being – a seminal chemical salve – which isn’t a salve at all, – it’s the hook. – It’s abuserdude getting you to sign up for more of his shit by apologizing for all the shit he been puttin you through lately with a fistfull of droopy tulips and a promise to do better, as your heart beats with hope. This is the Chemical Cycle of Violence – Honeymoon Phase."
https://trustyourperceptions.wordpress.com/2016/05/15/semen-mens-chemical-war-against-women-part-i-male-chemical-munitions-what-semen-does-to-females/

2023-11-08 22:10:11

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Thank you!

2023-11-08 21:54:32

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I've tried to follow this, but connectivity issues and work have interfered. Is there a way to watch clips or stream?

2023-11-03 02:04:43

Going through old photos with my parents earlier and found this gem. This is my great-great-mamaw Polly. Family lore says a man did her wrong, so she had her son Levi lure him to her home and the she bludgeoned him to death. Her hands are gnarled and I know she had a hard and spare life. Wish we knew more about her.
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2023-11-03 01:01:25

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I’m the same, always trying to teach myself something. Kinda like a Jack of some trades, master of none 😂 I always go back to knitting, but I’ve tried my hand at embroidery and baking. I’d love to learn something like woodworking. My dad and I have some car projects we’re working on, so he can teach me basic car maintenance. And I’ve got plans to build a tiny home on wheels, someday. He’s gonna show me how to plumb and wire it, and we’re gonna possibly dig a well.

2023-11-03 00:48:26

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This is my last finished project, a scrap yarn sweater :)
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2023-11-03 00:46:28

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I love it!!! I’d love to see some progress pictures, when I get settled and get some updates I’ll share some too. It’s been a while since I had the time to sit and knit.

2023-11-02 23:01:56

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I just moved so I had to table my project, but I’m knitting a cowl! I think I’m going to knit all my gifts this year. We should share our projects and patterns! I’d love to connect with a fellow knitter :)

2023-11-02 21:21:52

Lol
https://hazelappleyard.co.uk/feminism/advice-for-new-transwomen-on-coping-with-periods/

2023-11-02 20:28:31

Me, emboldened by Spinster to speak my mind: I'll hope onto Reddit and see what women are saying in a women's subreddit!
Some woman: Don't fuck conservative men!
Me: Leftist men hate you, too. Sometimes more.
Leftist men, on the women's subreddit: Harpy! Sexist! Hateful shrew! Evil!
Trans thing: "As a trans...."
Me: I don't owe men respect, basically.
Leftist man then messages me privately and asks why I'm so mean, insults me, and then, bizarrely but not entirely unexpected..."Are you falling in love with me?"

2023-11-02 14:54:24

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2023-11-02 14:54:02

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2023-11-02 14:42:12

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2023-11-02 14:31:45

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2023-11-01 17:00:09

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Thank you for linking this. Reading now - just popped back to say, I think one of the reasons I'm always so confused with feminist in-fighting is I've sort of romanticized the movement in my head, the way I've always lionized women in general. I had no self-identifying "feminists" in my life growing up, found everything through reading and only got exposed to feminism as a movement in my late teens through a scholarship program where 2 women came from the University of Kentucky (and were run out, by men and women alike) to speak to us students, so I have a probably very naive view of solidarity and sisterhood from not having had the experience of in-person organizing with other feminists. By the time I was a college student it was liberal feminism everywhere, and that didn't appeal to me. I didn't circle back and find radical feminism until my late 20s, and I'm now 36 and land-locked. I don't think I know any women in my circle who would say they're feminists in the mainstream sense, let alone radical feminists. So as I'm trying to connect and expand and grow, I'm realizing belatedly that it's not all rosy, accepting, etc. I see what I think is a lot of internalized and externalized misogyny in how women identifying as feminists interact when they disagree, but I won't be put off. I just ask for patience as I learn which minefields I care to step into and which I'd rather avoid lol

2023-11-01 16:47:41

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Ohhhh, now I see. I have been experimenting with Twitter (X, whatever), and this is a topic that seems to come up routinely on there. I'm not someone who's been very active on social media consistently, so I'll admit I can seem a little daft. My first experience online as a radfem was on Facebook way back in like 2014, 2015, and there was so much drama around that then I sort of...left social media behind for a while. It was a confusing time for me, and I remember being saddened (and honestly frightened) at the cancellations and name-calling and misogyny being thrown around even then. It wasn't my intention to bring up a contentious issue among feminists, especially when I'm only getting comfortable being myself and airing my views publicly again, and feeling a desire to be a part of a community of feminists.

2023-11-01 14:47:22

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2023-11-01 14:43:23

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I don't understand your meaning?

2023-10-31 16:37:56

And another favorite,
poem in praise of menstruation
BY LUCILLE CLIFTON
if there is a river
more beautiful than this
bright as the blood
red edge of the moon if
there is a river
more faithful than this
returning each month
to the same delta if there
is a river
braver than this
coming and coming in a surge
of passion, of pain if there is
a river
more ancient than this
daughter of eve
mother of cain and of abel if there is in
the universe such a river if
there is some where water
more powerful than this wild
water
pray that it flows also
through animals
beautiful and faithful and ancient
and female and brave

2023-10-31 16:32:16

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So do I! I've been searching, searching for women's separatist writings. I discovered Cell 16, but can't find copies of their newsletters. I've bought "The Spinster and Her Enemies," and tried to research the lesbian separatist efforts, as well as things about celibacy and woman-centeredness among women who (like me) have been primarily attracted physically to men. I have an ebook I haven't read yet by Susan Hawthorne called "In Defence of Separatists." Can you recommend anything related to this?

2023-10-31 13:15:48

Literally my whole life goal
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2023-10-31 13:12:54

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2023-10-27 23:51:02

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2023-10-21 21:23:17

The hills are turning colors, and look so pretty. Unfortunately the surface mine up the holler is visible from my great-aunt’s place. My dad is a miner, like his dad was before him, but I think all the time that even though it was those wages that put food on the table and sent me to college and clothed me…male violence and male domination are not limited to destruction of the female body. Men destroy the earth. Destroy animals. They shackle other men to these male-dominated industries of destruction, through male-crafted economic systems and industries. The world is beautiful, my home is beautiful, but nothing is free from the stain of men’s insatiable hunger for destruction in the name of “progress,” which they define and they condone and they excuse. Days like today I want to escape them, anything their hands can touch, but I don’t know where on earth I could go.
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2023-10-21 20:26:07

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Oh I'd love to find them!

2023-10-19 17:50:48

Struggling finding connections with other women, unfortunately. I love this space, so thankful for it, and would like to build community here and elsewhere. I just don't really know where to go to have conversations and spend time with other women. I live in eastern Kentucky, and most of my friends are married with children. I've chosen to remain single (I would love to go full separatist) and am childless, and it often feels like friendship takes a backseat when women build families. My "politics" are another issue - not many open radical feminists in eastern Kentucky that I can find, and the friends I made in college are pretty libfem-y. I would say my only close friends are hours and miles and miles away, and there is a serious brain drain here. My region like so many others is suffering and women I meet are more focused on subsistence than anything else. I wanna get active in my community, but I'd also just like women who are more aligned with me to talk to. Have any of you found any luck meeting women for friendship on apps like Bumble? I've applied for an access code to OvarIt, but I'm stumped as where to make meaningful connections. I tried Discord but I'm 36 and those chats trend pretty young...

2023-10-18 16:55:07

Eastern Kentucky, as seen from a reclaimed surface mine. And some dogs I love 🙃 and also an angry snapping turtle I tried to save
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