Eris Discordia

No, if someone feels homosexual within themselves, it doesn't matter whether they engage in homosexual activity or not. I speak from experience. I've only had two sexual partners throughout my life, and I still feel homosexual.

2024-10-10 19:28:45

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Hate has its limits. People have boundaries in what they can endure. You cannot strike someone where it hurts the most and expect them to remain in your life. I'm considering stepping away from this protocol. Pain has limits. I am not Jesus; I cannot bear the entire burden of the LGBTQ community because the world is unjust, and there are people who discriminate. I am who I am, and I cannot change that. I've liked men and I'm gay. I cannot change this. I feel this way, I struggle with myself, I hurt every woman who enters my life, always trying to have a wife to create a family and to make my parents proud. Do you think I would be able to change myself now, at 43 years old? And as if this pain wasn't enough, I have to face discrimination for something I cannot change. It’s easy to throw poison and criticize, but it’s difficult to accept oneself. Do you think it's easy for me to accept who I am? No, I struggle every day, every minute, but I end up scaring demons. I didn’t bring homosexuality into this world; it found me when I came into it. Don’t judge me for something I didn’t choose. Accepting myself has been incredibly difficult, but the people of this world are making it even harder with their hate. What option do you give me with your hatred: to always pretend, to be someone I'm not in order to gain love? My heart is tired, and I can’t bear the hate anymore.
#gaylivesmater #Bitcoin #Nostr

2024-10-10 17:35:05

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This isn’t related to sexual activity. From my experience, I can say I’ve been alone for five years without any sexual relationships. I’ve had two partners throughout my life, and I’m 43. I’ve talked to people on social media, but due to encountering many who aren’t serious, I’ve disconnected. This isn’t about sexual activity; it’s about how you feel within yourself.

2024-10-10 17:10:12

Gay lives matter https://image.nostr.build/2e2300d10b664746824663477dd70cea1f2fc07e1a70576551ac54e036ac3d10.jpg

2024-10-10 15:02:13

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Not anymore . I have many things to tell you , but I’m afraid you won’t believe me 😒

2024-10-10 14:50:08

I don’t know how to get out of this situation since the child I'm pregnant with isn’t with my husband.

2024-10-10 14:40:36

I’m pregnant!

2024-10-09 18:10:30

Zelensky's victory plan postponed—another reminder of how Russian aggression continues to destabilize global peace. As leaders gather, we must stay vigilant about what happens behind closed doors. Changing the narrative is essential for advancing freedom and human rights. #Ukraine #Russia

2024-10-09 15:35:35

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2024-10-08 18:33:43

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Threads. 👀

2024-10-08 18:02:09

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I'm going to troll somewhere else now. @npub1xch…sudw fuck you!
@npub1m0y…n7u6 bye fren.
@npub1sg6…f63m I'm in a corner, thinking about what I've done.
@npub1a2c…w83a love you fren.
@npub180c…h6w6 bye fren.

2024-10-08 17:16:51

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2024-10-08 16:48:06

Reflecting on the difficulties of being an artist today, I wrote this:
The hardest challenge for an artist
is not to compete with the world, nor to seek in others' eyes the reflection
of what is unfinished, blurred, uncertain.
It is in the silent nights that the true battle is fought, against the weight of inner shadows, against the void that opens wide
when inspiration slips away, like a whisper escaping through the fingers.
The artist walks a thin line, between the desire to create and the fear of failure, between the love for art and the dissatisfaction that eats away from within.
Each brushstroke, each note, each word
becomes a judgment, a reflection of that secret struggle that burns and wears down the heart.
But it is in this quiet fight, in this dance between light and shadow, that the true essence of art is found:
not in perfect triumph,
not in the futile chase for perfection,
but in embracing every mistake,
every uncertainty as part of the journey.
For an artist is not one who never falls, but one who rises every time, and in each new creation finds a fragment of themselves,
an answer to their own restlessness.
The true victory is in accepting imperfection, knowing that every piece, even the most tormented, is a step forward,
towards a tomorrow where art and soul finally find a fragile, beautiful balance.
#art #artstr

2024-10-08 16:47:14

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2024-10-08 15:48:42

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2024-10-08 15:47:54

Governments selling #Bitcoin https://image.nostr.build/8150c6783db09a1b9a5d801bbcdb52b22df350aad8ccd159bd7de2be6c5aa4e1.gif
#note1smt…w7vk

2024-10-08 15:47:47

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Mm3AJNE-jQ
#Tunestr

2024-10-08 15:47:35

💯 #note1c9n…n3wv

2024-10-08 07:39:10

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2024-10-08 07:38:02

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2024-10-08 07:37:47

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2024-10-08 07:37:19

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2024-10-08 07:31:38

I’m gay , I’m gay , I’m gay . I’m gay

2024-10-08 07:29:45

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💯

2024-10-08 07:28:20

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💯

2024-10-08 06:52:54

Together forever https://image.nostr.build/a4d18be64c63704f339ca88cf41ba2e12ad138a883a06b3e3a0aafa4719b1dac.jpg

2024-10-08 06:48:50

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2024-10-08 06:48:36

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2024-10-08 06:46:54

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2024-10-08 06:44:16

Ok ok I’m just 12% gay !

2024-10-08 06:40:30

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2024-10-08 06:38:51

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2024-10-08 06:37:00

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2024-10-08 06:33:29

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2024-10-08 06:31:56

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2024-10-08 06:30:11

#grownostr #nostr
Gay https://image.nostr.build/4378c06cee6bac36b5485da1a8e76482c99e2c598bc889dcdbf194cc44cea7d4.jpg

2024-10-08 06:23:14

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2024-10-08 06:22:34

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2024-10-08 06:12:04

https://youtu.be/SMvmAWECT8U?si=t1rT230bULyObMNl

2024-10-08 06:11:26

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2024-10-08 06:10:35

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2024-10-08 06:10:22

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2024-10-08 05:15:33

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Same

2024-10-08 04:35:22

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It is not my responsibility to focus on how Elon Musk gazes with his piercing eyes; that’s something women might notice if they find him sexually attractive. I observed his articulation and ability to formulate long sentences while in front of the public, and he comes across as somewhat amateurish.

2024-10-08 04:27:36

Tomorrow I will publicly reveal the identities of two people who know me and whom I know, who have harmed me and are navigating this protocol. I am giving them time to reflect and ask for forgiveness.

2024-10-08 04:22:51

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And his wife!

2024-10-08 04:19:09

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I know.

2024-10-08 04:16:01

my aunt and my grandfather are brothers.

2024-10-08 02:14:13

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I hope you do something and block this npub @npub1jel…6w42 . He has been bullying and terrorizing me for months.

2024-10-08 01:56:26

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But if they're evil, I'll send them to their mother's pussy, dude.

2024-10-08 01:52:16

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When I was 15 and didn’t know how to respond, I used the same method you're using. You’d better respond to what I’ve been saying, because I can make memes better than you!

2024-10-08 01:45:52

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While you have 150, even Taylor Swift has more followers than Musk on Instagram. What are you trying to imply, that the whole situation depends on the number of followers and not on what is right?

2024-10-08 01:32:58

If you're implying that the leader is Elon Musk and the frog is Trump, you're living in an illusion. Musk is the leader of his own wealth. His work for humanity is a lie since the production of Tesla car batteries causes more pollution than burning fuel in regular cars. He doesn’t know how to speak, so what kind of leader do you think someone is who can’t even talk? #note1ghg…8rgw

2024-10-07 19:55:28

I will always remind myself to smile because it's over.

2024-10-07 09:31:01

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but fren sounds better than Fuhrer my fren

2024-10-07 09:27:59

He is still promoting Nazi ideas while planning in secrecy to commit genocide against the Jews, but in public, he kisses the behinds of Jews out of fear that he may not be the richest man in the world. The ego of this person aligns very well with that of the Antichrist. He has two great-grandparents with Jewish surnames. After his visit to Israel, attacks on Palestine intensified, and this was in favor of Musk's policies and his plans to commit genocide against the Jews, as hatred towards Jews in the world grew frighteningly. Now he has his loyal group of sworn Nazis who believe he is a god and who are faithful to him until death to fulfill his plan. Elon, if you read this, I want to tell you to eat my shit. #note139q…zwah

2024-10-07 09:16:36

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2 of his great-grandfathers have 100% Jewish names.

2024-10-07 09:05:54

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My last time using Telegram was in 2021, if I'm not mistaken. My navigation on social media has been marked by long periods of disconnection.

2024-10-07 09:03:34

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Fren I can't sleep, I slept during the day, and now I can't fall asleep.

2024-10-07 07:59:05

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Fren are you bot fren or a real fren?

2024-10-07 07:55:23

@npub180c…h6w6 This is one of the many npub-s of @Soy_Magnus the person who has been stalking and terrorizing me for months. As you can see, he publishes child pornography on his profile. This person must be stopped because he is a highly dangerous psychopath to society.. #note1d2k…jk79

2024-10-07 07:37:19

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😣

2024-10-07 07:35:13

Fuck, I can't find my earplugs.

2024-10-07 07:33:15

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The idea of a lack of control drives people crazy, making them act without limits. Personally, I am someone who is very much against bullying. I do not support hate speech fren.

2024-10-07 07:07:12

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If illegal activity occurs, there must be a regulator. Abusing others' data is clearly wrong, but allowing criminals to act freely is equally unjust. For months, I've been terrorized and stalked by a psychopath on this platform, and the decentralized nature of this protocol limits my right to stop this person. I'm sure many have witnessed this abuse and found it amusing, watching as this person @npub1jel…6w42 verbally and systematically harassed me from various public spaces.

2024-10-07 06:52:53

@npub1sg6…f63m , if you don’t do something to block this user @npub1jel…6w42 and his fake accounts, I honestly think you are just as bad a person as Elon Musk.

2024-10-07 06:44:52

@npub1sg6…f63m I have always thought that you were hiding behind @npub192k…43u7 ’s profile, but I finally found the person who has been stalking and terrorizing me for months. It’s this person @npub1jel…6w42 . He occasionally posts illegal content, and I am requesting you and @npub180c…h6w6 to block him because he is dangerous and an obsessive stalker. His comments are offensive and degrading. Please take action against this person because his ability to blend in is frightening. Due to this person's bullying, I have experienced panic situations. I can't even block him; he keeps following me and sees everything I post. If the block option had existed from the beginning, I would have blocked him, and he wouldn’t have found me. None of this would have happened, and I wouldn’t be saying to you the word I don’t want to mention because I know you don’t like it.

2024-10-07 06:25:25

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😆

2024-10-07 06:22:26

@npub1jel…6w42
You deserve to be in prison. Do you really think you can do so much harm and come out unscathed? I have never known anyone as vile and with such dirty qualities as you. You may hide, but believe me, one day you will end up in prison for all that you have done. You are a despicable and wicked being. You have bullied hundreds of women. You act like a great authority married to the public on Nostr, but in real life, you don't even have $200 in your bank account. Continue to bully and mock everyone, taking advantage of the empathy of others, but believe me, one day you will face what you deserve—perhaps not from the law, but from God. I have left you to God because I will no longer give you any energy or importance. May God have mercy on you for the person you are.

2024-10-07 04:53:32

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Fren what is this, I can’t see it

2024-10-07 04:52:29

Be a good person today so that your conscience doesn’t torment you tomorrow.
#grownostr #nostr

2024-10-07 04:41:40

This is the way .
Positivity is important. If someone bullies you, stay composed. Hold your head high like Jack because everyone is a victim of their own actions. Since karma caught up with me for the injustice I did to Jack, my conscience is killing me. I'm thinking of becoming a better person for myself and for the people around me. #note1nyv…edeg

2024-10-07 04:37:27

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I don't know how I would live in a virtual world without my frens who have a positive mindset and are so good. We need to distance ourselves from bullying people.
Thanks again frens

2024-10-07 04:28:19

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True! Thanks fren !
❤️
Only love and ☮️

2024-10-07 04:03:54

She is taking a shower after I kissed her. https://image.nostr.build/dd6c2a57df560b34d8819adea06ec0b5f36d1841e6017eed442db08b9a9d94ff.jpg

2024-10-07 03:46:43

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💯

2024-10-07 02:35:07

https://youtu.be/7YvAYIJSSZY

2024-10-07 02:25:45

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😂

2024-10-07 02:16:18

自察 https://image.nostr.build/0e9819ba31dbcc3eed4744e3ea6ac21ee56b600b8ae9819e8e85c61676fd2bf0.jpg

2024-10-07 02:08:31

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To take away my right to act freely and consider that a victory, and then to mock me as he has done with hundreds of women by bullying them. Is this the kind of fate you're suggesting I should accept?

2024-10-07 01:36:52

I used to think that Elon Musk was the worst person in the world, and honestly, I don't want to change that opinion.
A person who does everything for money, despite already being a billionaire, is never satisfied. After insulting the Jews, he allied with them again to support attacks on Palestine, but in secret, he’s a Nazi. His biggest dream is to become a global leader and fulfill the prophecy of the Antichrist to mark himself in history.
I don't want to convince myself that there's someone worse than him. It would be really disappointing for me if I actually believed there are people more evil than him. But, besides all that, I believe there's something dark inside every person. For example, when I feel someone is doing me an injustice, it becomes really hard for me to hold back from retaliating. My empathy is strong, but the monster inside me is even stronger. The more the injustice grows, the more that monster within me grows.

2024-10-06 23:51:30

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❤️

2024-10-06 22:58:20

GN frens 🥱

2024-10-06 22:26:52

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moi devez trouver un parc avec des oliviers pour méditer.

2024-10-06 21:59:29

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☮️

2024-10-06 21:51:26

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😂🕊️

2024-10-06 21:48:33

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qu'en penses-tu?

2024-10-06 21:45:25

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Despite everything that's happened, I still think you're the most well-read person on this platform. Your writing might not be on the same level as mine, but I honestly believe you're very talented.

2024-10-06 21:42:04

#grownostr https://image.nostr.build/3034e5fa8dba0dadd5ebfb51da6c1ae9c34c499a618a23c45fa49f407c3d4390.jpg https://image.nostr.build/4d43d15335ad011e61ae3b650397a914d21705f6070484935fe116d05f329b4d.jpg

2024-10-06 21:28:01

Frens have you lost faith in my sincere feelings?
#asknostr

2024-10-06 21:02:42

#grownostr
https://youtu.be/FTDJBXVKLdQ

2024-10-06 20:46:39

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I know, it’s over again