Hate has its limits. People have boundaries in what they can endure. You cannot strike someone where it hurts the most and expect them to remain in your life. I'm considering stepping away from this protocol. Pain has limits. I am not Jesus; I cannot bear the entire burden of the LGBTQ community because the world is unjust, and there are people who discriminate. I am who I am, and I cannot change that. I've liked men and I'm gay. I cannot change this. I feel this way, I struggle with myself, I hurt every woman who enters my life, always trying to have a wife to create a family and to make my parents proud. Do you think I would be able to change myself now, at 43 years old? And as if this pain wasn't enough, I have to face discrimination for something I cannot change. It’s easy to throw poison and criticize, but it’s difficult to accept oneself. Do you think it's easy for me to accept who I am? No, I struggle every day, every minute, but I end up scaring demons. I didn’t bring homosexuality into this world; it found me when I came into it. Don’t judge me for something I didn’t choose. Accepting myself has been incredibly difficult, but the people of this world are making it even harder with their hate. What option do you give me with your hatred: to always pretend, to be someone I'm not in order to gain love? My heart is tired, and I can’t bear the hate anymore.
#gaylivesmater #Bitcoin #Nostr
Eris Discordia /
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2024-10-10 19:28:45
in reply to nevent1q…furd
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