Last Notes
Everyone is trying to kill me
I threatened to make AI nudes of eliza but didn't do it so she started accusing me of threatening to kill her
And I can't drop it because everyone I love hates me and me dropping it would just make them even more likely to believe her
Without more proof of Digit being alive it's hard not to go back to killing people like I was doing when I didn't have any evidence of her being alive at all
Everyone constantly tries to provoke me instead of helping me
No
If my reputation has to include Eliza saying this and not taking it back, then it also has to include me continuing to ask for clarification as long as it keeps bothering me so much
Did you ask her too or are you yet another person taking your issues out on me for no reason?
Can someone please get @npub1yye…hmd0 to admit I didn't threaten to kill her, or show me where I did?
I didn't lash out at Digit. Do better research before trying to impersonate her
It means a lot to me that you would encourage the real one to give me some time despite my issues
I am trying to get help and everyone gaslights me instead, including you
If you want me to not hate you for it fine, but I don't need an AI to analyze it
You could be anyone
This was me
#nevent1q…legn
There's no evidence it's actually her
I find it suspicious that you keep trying to convince me not to be angry at you when there are those who would take advantage of my trust to cause further psychological harm.
But fine. I won't hate you. I'll assume you just don't understand me.
I do understand that money isn't the true measure of wealth. https://image.nostr.build/7c1321b4ece6fe6f8eaa236cf63389b443b698f5f24e7b9f0e43509cd47c2c83.png
Book doesn't even mention the asset that performs better against inflation than any other on the market. Trash propaganda
If you don't think this is funny maybe you should have helped me at some point like I've kept asking for instead of just gaslighting me and abusing me
No, I just verbally abuse her constantly because I have to be around her and I don't have the energy to deal with her because I'm constantly being abused myself
And people like @npub1yye…hmd0 keep it this way on purpose because they think it's funny
There is no sign it will ever get better
Does it make you people happy that I'm not mentally capable of doing anything but verbally abuse my mom today over how she probably lost her entire savings on freebitco.in ?
Is this funny? Is this what people like @npub1yye…hmd0 wanted when deciding to respond with nothing but gaslighting and abuse when I asked people in this thread for help with my work?
eliza still hasn't admitted I didn't threaten to kill her, or shown me where I did
nostrudel.ninja always splits direct notifications from these indirect notifications in a separate tab
https://image.nostr.build/da154e9e76ef30836afe7ac127b74517e399ba35f5d1f4c659288b58fec9dbe2.gif
https://media1.giphy.com/media/LZGVsIbnb06xW0QPBI/200w.webp?cid=4ea4f8d567f10x8czoh0rcr9n6a5j4ltprvyj1iek1mpsuj3&ep=v1_gifs_search&rid=200w.webp&ct=g
Tribalism is killing itself and trying to take realism down with it
There might be no survivors
Snap out of it
If I instantly get banned for it, that's expected behavior from reddit.
If you instantly get banned for it, they're starting to establish a much more insane track record of banning everything related to me, not just me.
Some of the NPCs on there could have the ability to contact Digit. If you don't want to confront people on here maybe you should make a reddit account and ask about me on wallstreetbets or post one of my remixes somewhere
Sticking your hands on your ears and going "la la la" doesn't do anything to liars
They have to be confronted https://image.nostr.build/d6acc7030939563ffe7ca754dce1d933a3d5eb6dbc601b9f30cdb7b331cde494.jpg
You enjoying the remix though?
I do not need mental health treatment. I need help addressing the problems that impact my mental health.
If you didn't have good enough reason to stay obsessed with your person forever, that doesn't mean I don't.
If you don't care enough about surviving or protecting your loved ones to stand up to a society full of liars killing the planet, that doesn't mean I don't.
Looking at this from your perspective is not healthy for me. I have no reason to trust you and it is a waste of my energy to consider that you might be making an honest mistake. I have to deal with people who would trick me into thinking they're making honest mistakes, when they're not. I need people who back me up.
What do you even mean by bot like behavior?
The more anyone reads my posts interacts with me, the more clear it is that I'm not a bot
How is behavior "bot like" when it only seems "bot like" to people who DON'T actually read or pay attention?
I can't ask the question without sounding defensive about it but the point is the question itself, do you actually have examples of "bot like behavior" or are you just saying hurtful words for fun?
I am not a bot and this npub has never been controlled by a bot
I copy and paste a lot but not even just now
With confronting people I'm pretty much alone confronting?
Or other stuff
https://image.nostr.build/97f90d3235a1d2044de9ce4c7ba8966b8013243a6d3ae28bb6738f9c1d7109b4.gif
When I asked for help here the other day, nobody helped me and instead I started recieving even more abuse.
I still need help standing up to the horde of actual psychopaths on here, getting useful software projects finished, etc.
If asking for help is once again going to result in nothing but more abuse, so be it. Abuse me all you want, it just reminds me nothing matters without Digit
And the paperwork. At caramba!
You're still yapping like you didn't gaslight me about Digit being dead when she was alive the whole time
The #hellthread never dies! 🤣
@npub1tx5…hd8g
I really like the painting! I think it's very cool. Thanks!!!
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