kinoko 🍓

just a mushroom

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2023-10-19 19:31:12

wizardposting for better mood
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2023-10-19 09:38:44

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@npub15c7…suze @npub1vwr…fnzd what’s the new thing?

2023-10-16 12:25:59

hello fediverse

2023-10-08 20:31:43

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@npub1wah…xc8t am i tripping or is this an estonian meme

2023-10-05 18:39:42

it’s so cold indoors that i’m wearing three pairs of socks, two sweaters, and a bathrobe

2023-09-27 22:43:08

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@npub1vwr…fnzd :blobcatHeartHug: maybe get some sleep if you can

2023-09-27 18:36:12

kinda upset how many years i wasted to get a very simple treatment from a doctor who was an expert in my issue. like, it took 15 years until progression to unbearable symptoms to get the proper treatment. wtf.

2023-09-27 17:47:12

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@npub106d…3m89 i don't want to get into details cuz it's disgusting lmao

2023-09-27 03:55:28

some journals literally just publish crackpot theories

2023-09-26 15:53:04

I GOT HELP! i got a good doc who knows what they’re doing! she did some things that already made me feel much better, one type of pain that I had is just GONE now and the other pain has an explanation and I got new meds specifically for that!!! I hope it all works out

2023-09-26 09:29:20

so how does one network these days in tech now that birdsite has gone to shit?
- i used to get lots of good connections and interviews and more through twitter, even potential cofounders, it was extremely good for business
- people aren’t using meetup.com to advertise their meetups and networking events as much
- fedi is great but not a lot of people use it, and non-terminally online folks will miss most of the content you post
- i had some success through small official student bodies or professional discords (my latest job interview in academia (!) came from discord!), but you need to go through a lot of people to get into these secret clubs
- other secret slack groups and so on that i’ve been a part of thanks to twitter
the question remains: how does someone new to the industry build up their presence, showcasing their work etc nowadays when the birdsite algorithm punishes you and it won’t reach the right audience; when everyone’s scattered around and, frankly, is starting to use social media way less?
we are also not compartmentalized. so we can’t expect a social media purely for professional connections (e.g linkedin) to work as intended. being “real”, showing your personality, your hobbies, is all a piece of the puzzle to finding great people to work with, to build companies with. and social events like conferences aren’t enough on their own, neither are they as accessible as being visible online.
This will sound unsavory to a lot of people on fedi who think “networking” is the devil. But I’m an extrovert. Despite having to be at home most of the time due to a physical disability at the moment, despite enjoying my time alone hyperfocusing, I LOVE meeting new people, learning everything about them, vibing together, ping-ponging ideas, AND getting a good overview of what’s going on in “industry” — and I use it as an overarching term for everything I love to do that can also be exchanged for money. Work isn’t everything, sure. But I’m autistic and obsessive; my passions and hobbies ARE my work, so this is what I do and talk about all the time, those are the people I want to connect with and build things with.

2023-09-20 10:56:24

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@npub1vwr…fnzd what are you using freecad for?

2023-09-20 10:50:22

happy september!
I’m doing numerical methods and dynamical systems this year, and also started a course on remote sensing for fun! ✨ what are you studying?
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2023-09-19 23:08:23

i wish @npub1c4s…aqv4 were my psychologist so i could rant about software and she’d understand

2023-09-19 23:00:43

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@npub1c4s…aqv4 is it for pretending to work or something??

2023-09-15 07:51:58

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@npub15c7…suze so true

2023-09-15 07:10:52

please enjoy the cutest sweetest lil city-building, decoration game Gourdlets! :blobcatPuffyMelt: i love it
https://aunty-games.itch.io/gourdlets
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2023-09-12 18:00:02

why are old men hitting on me

2023-09-11 12:05:31

My mum wants to learn programming as a hobby, but she’s very computer illiterate and while I think Automating The Boring Stuff With Python could be a great book for her, I’d like her to learn what files are in her OS, what does OS even mean, what is a browser and how it works, what are programs and what is a terminal interface, how to search for things properly on the internet, how to distinguish fake news and info from legitimate, how email works, etc without too many technical details. She doesn’t know what any of this means and I’m afraid that it’s going to be a stumbling block. I know that libraries probably offer something like this but she definitely wouldn’t attend a course, so it needs to be a book or an online course.

2023-09-05 12:03:53

one day it’s autumn (pumpkin spice and scarf season) the next it’s full blown summer

2023-09-05 09:55:27

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@npub1wc2…4sk7 I’ve been meaning to read him, any recs where should I start?

2023-09-02 23:02:18

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@npub1wc2…4sk7 ooof

2023-08-29 19:38:48

can i play bg3 if i’m new to rolling dice

2023-08-26 23:25:37

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@npub1wah…xc8t i don’t believe you

2023-08-22 19:09:16

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@npub1c4s…aqv4 where (asking for a friend)

2023-08-20 21:05:00

can’t wait to be productive once 2% of each organ is cut out of my body

2023-08-20 09:34:33

somebody use AI to do a genderswapped version of joe rogan talking about pinterest and detox teas

2023-08-19 10:44:03

I think Sanderson and Pratchett are the perfect authors to read when you need to lie in bed for a week in a hospial post-surgery, because it’s lighthearted and positive adventure

2023-08-16 23:29:26

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@npub1wc2…4sk7 it’s exactly the kind of vacation i would LOVE to call my vacation lmao
yes, i was planning to go to sailing school when my health’s and other stuff is better. but i always wanted to go to the artic and this sounds like the stuff i only dreamt about

2023-08-16 23:21:09

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@npub1wc2…4sk7 omg that would be awesome, but probably not around May next year but a bit later, I’d love to though, mmm… if I could help on a boat as vacation then I would be very happy

2023-08-16 23:14:29

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@npub1wc2…4sk7 yep, it’s very realistic, couple years thing for me when i get better and stuff, but sailing somewhere like that especially is my dream. would be badass

2023-08-16 23:09:21

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@npub1wc2…4sk7 this is also why i want to get captain’s papers and why i love the sea although i’m often seasick. i LOVE the feeling of nature overpowering me, it’s calming, somehow makes me think of all the beuaty in the world, it feels like it’s been always building up to this.

2023-08-16 23:06:55

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@npub1wc2…4sk7 YES. Running out into the storm

2023-08-16 23:03:36

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@npub1wc2…4sk7 I love thunderstorms too, I always get so excited when they happen. Yesterday our street was getting flooded agan and whilst I completely appreciate the catastrophic effects this might have, I am always excited when anything major happens like this. It’s like “time to get excited and embrace life and go whatever happens” in my lizard brain

2023-08-16 22:32:17

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@npub1wc2…4sk7 plastic basically lmao but tastes like the real thing

2023-08-16 22:17:50

it finally happened (i forgot to drink water the whole day and ate vegan chicken nuggets with ketchup like a goblin to rehydrate)

2023-08-16 21:34:19

keyboards were not meant to be curved, split, multidimensional, soaped, knobbed, ribbed, have nonlinear derivatives, be "mechanical", be virtual,
keyboards were meant to be keys yearning to be touched

2023-08-16 20:40:43

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@npub1xym…nz48 this is true. there are so many people who are going through the same. thank you for being my friend!

2023-08-16 20:32:56

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@npub1xym…nz48 i feel like people def don't want to hear about this, i feel like i'm being unlikable if i share this and push people away with my negativity or something, dunno. these aren't very strong feelings but they def prevent me from talking about my problems. i've only started sharing this stuff with my friends within the last year

2023-08-16 20:30:17

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@npub1xym…nz48 fedi has been really great for me too. i was debating whether or not to post this but sometimes i just, can't pretend i'm ok

2023-08-16 20:27:28

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@npub1xym…nz48 this is so amazing, i am so proud of you. depression is such a bitch. it's extremely hard to come out of, really that's super inspiring

2023-08-16 20:24:35

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@npub1xym…nz48 thank you. you are right, i don't want to die! thank you. i need to stay alive and need to start feeling better. fuck.

2023-08-16 20:21:50

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@npub1xym…nz48 yes but I am such a workaholic perfectionist that in addition to all of this shit my brain also worries about this.

2023-08-16 20:18:50

i am in more pain every month with worse symptoms, the growths that need to be operated are visible, but my doc refuses to operate because i "should have children first" (I can't sleep, do anything due to pain, how the hell should I have children?), i get suggested to take oxycodone and benzos daily instead of operating the root cause, my mood is dropping, i can't work, i am afraid of going to other doctors because last year I collapsed in the ER floor and bled out while getting yelled at to go home for "having bad periods due to being underweight" and "just take painkillers every day", and if i go to a bad doc to have surgery it might make things worse. my hormonal treatment isn't working anymore. meanwhile i am afraid people will judge me for gaps in my resume
i feel like i am losing my mind

2023-08-16 02:26:58

please repost my jokes because they’re good but nobody can see them (no one’s laughing) (i know they’re good because i’m laughing)

2023-08-16 01:21:20

estonian moomin
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2023-08-10 20:45:46

new thingy
https://epcc.itch.io/idu/devlog/573169/demo-version-12-draw-lines-to-build-with-auto-shrunken-blocks

2023-08-09 19:42:03

i just saw a guy wearing an exoskeleton???

2023-08-04 20:08:31

feeling like maybe my account is worthless and i shouldn’t be on fedi or smth, i dunno

2023-07-23 07:55:57

going to fish school

2023-07-18 12:08:33

i’m sick and i literally have to take a blue pill and a red pill
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2023-07-17 12:46:55

let’s be friends!

2023-07-14 19:47:49

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2023-07-14 18:25:15

found my boyfren taking care of a disheveled, disoriented bee, saved from under storage outside. he gave her water and sugar and we just sat there watching her recuperate and clean herself, until she started moving around faster and finally took off in about 15 minutes. it was so wonderful and precious

2023-07-12 22:19:51

The Internet is leaking
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2023-07-11 19:07:09

a plan is in the works to visit yakushima for 2-3 months in the winter. i'm looking for tips regarding renting and living on the island, any help is welcome and greatly appreciated!

2023-07-07 15:55:07

is splatoon at least a lil bit strategic? i’m considering getting into splatoon

2023-07-06 17:19:10

today’s mountain hike was apparently equal to 28 flights. the hike itself was really doable, but the heat (36C) made it much harder

2023-07-04 15:10:37

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@npub1wah…xc8t @npub1c4s…aqv4 @npub19ev…s343 you can’t wash away the training

2023-07-04 15:00:05

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@npub1wah…xc8t @npub1c4s…aqv4 @npub19ev…s343 this isn’t really true. it’s just a lot of makeup

2023-06-27 16:44:08

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@npub1wc2…4sk7 @npub19ev…s343 once you reach a certain income level, it’s cheaper to pay for your own private health insurance, etc than rely on benefits; and that income level is actually upper middle class, not millionaire/billionaire level.

2023-06-25 21:53:23

incredible 80s? energy in this midsummer pic of me
https://cdn.raru.re/media_attachments/files/110/607/073/151/041/335/original/e84c585009b2011b.jpeg

2023-06-14 16:35:18

i can’t believe moon is going to be lebron’s stepdad

2023-06-12 22:15:55

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@npub15c7…suze i’m so happy i finally got him, i’m gonna name him prickle

2023-06-12 21:57:30

bristlebud is my favorite ooblet, just look at him
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2023-06-11 20:03:45

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2023-06-11 20:03:12