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2025-05-25 18:35:24

Within my lifetime, I think my favorite year for media, at least music and probably movies/TV, was 2010 (hon. mention to '09 and '11). What's yours?

2025-05-01 22:56:38

The fucking nerve of my Drs/therapist to think my anger is bipolar mania, and not a perfectly reasonable reaction to the way I'm treated *and* occasionally having the energy to actually show that reaction. Fuck em all.

2025-05-01 22:11:45

05.01.25
Definitely need to work on our photo posing skills. 😅
#MouseTheDog #selfie365 https://cdn.nostrcheck.me/8086853eb6c54b1f3a7205f54f5f107816d01dc4bacf995412f923d9666ad9bd/fe6ba461d0d33409655cca53a5e9dbd20199c2e6b7d34fb228a1601db2cfb120.webp

2025-04-27 17:00:39

My burnout is burned out. I can't-- I mean, I just simply cannot. Anything. My brain is eating itself from lack of ANY dopamine whatsofuckingever.

2025-04-24 04:14:41

04.23.2025
Listening to: H.M.S. Pinafore
#selfie365 #operetta #gpoy365 #gilbertandsullivan https://cdn.nostrcheck.me/8086853eb6c54b1f3a7205f54f5f107816d01dc4bacf995412f923d9666ad9bd/f4e72456ad122312497c5bf763ebf96a21365b787a2ddca1dcabe194fb20c1f7.webp

2025-04-22 16:28:13

So I've kinda been ish-posting but I would like to properly network with fellow #musicians etc. Who wants to give me the rundown on the music scene etiquette here? Do we even use hashtags? How do we find each other and self-promote without being icky about it? (Just new to Fediverse, not #music lol)

2025-04-22 16:20:53

I have a big gap in watching what a lot of my generation would consider "classic" movies, ie the 80s and 90s (I was busy with pre-code sapphics and Elizabeth Taylor's cleavage, ok?!) and I'm USED to ppl being disappointed / outraged that I haven't seen, for example, Jurassic Park...
BUT IN MY DEFENSE, nobody ever TOLD me that Pierce Brosnan was in Mrs. Doubtfire!! I would have made the time!!

2025-04-17 22:54:53

I'm lonely. And it's not building character either, thanks, Calvin's dad.

2025-04-16 17:16:23

Don't say nitpick when you mean cherry pick. And we can probably do without nitpick altogether, but that's a different discussion. Definitely don't use it when you definitely mean cherry pick.

2025-04-15 15:36:45

Why does every single one of these goddamn books assume you have a HUGE social circle?! God fucking damn I'm gonna cry.
PS- Besides, "ranking" your friends feels yucky. What if they're doing the same to me? We all know I never make the cut. (2/2)

2025-04-15 15:35:48

Listening to Devon Price's "Unmasking Autism" and the "Cultivating Autistic Relationships" chapter, and I just gotta ask... Who are these MULTITUDES of friends I'm supposed to be asking these questions about and supposedly narrowing down to my "strawberry people"? WHERE THE FUCK ARE THEY. I DON'T HAVE FRIENDS. RIGHT NOW I LIVE IN A TOWN OF 1K PEOPLE AND 999 OF THEM ARE ASSHOLES. I have my family, who doesn't and never will understand, and ONE FRIEND. (1/2)

2025-04-13 05:28:08

I'm so tired of... watching and monitoring and analyzing and observing myself like I'm NOT myself... Can I get a break from self-awareness, please? All the meta layers are exhausting.

2025-04-13 05:00:36

https://media0.giphy.com/media/3o7qDYvk1n5Gs1Z996/200.gif

2025-04-12 22:10:55

Found the BEST t-shirt at 5Below a while back; had to chop off the collar & hems because 🎶sensoryyy issuuuues🎵. Now, the important question is, do we think this is American Girl of Today's Coconut, or Tintin's Snowy? (#achantelleaday 04.12.25)
#gpoy365 #selfie365 https://cdn.nostrcheck.me/8086853eb6c54b1f3a7205f54f5f107816d01dc4bacf995412f923d9666ad9bd/7bc3d5314d067448e89cc7436cda255d6163c406fdabd035f8d43d456db9f0c0.webp

2025-04-12 04:08:44

Jesus fucking christ!!! I'M AUDHD. I'm just trying to figure out how to start very beginner minimal exercise because I'm really fucking exhausted and WEAK all the time. Did I mention I'm autistic AND have ADHD?! I'm lucky if I remember to EAT most days. And I'm supposed to figure all THIS SHIT out, just to deal with chronic fatigue?? I'M WIPED OUT JUST READING IT. https://cdn.nostrcheck.me/8086853eb6c54b1f3a7205f54f5f107816d01dc4bacf995412f923d9666ad9bd/82ad4511420dacc2590c5e6105df5bac3d5b180ba1440cf0870be5dd37ea9fbf.webp

2025-04-11 08:54:50

Connections
Puzzle #7
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http://bit.ly/connectionswords
#connections #puzzle #daily #crossword

2025-04-10 21:08:51

This is what it looks like when I'm writing / composing. Very ugly and bloody. 🗡️🩸🖋️☠️ https://cdn.nostrcheck.me/8086853eb6c54b1f3a7205f54f5f107816d01dc4bacf995412f923d9666ad9bd/94fa24915f023d36759ffe9710fc8b37a685a540b1d2f9ed48b5d0614400a4ec.webp

2025-04-09 21:31:52

I may be autistic, but even I can tell when an old coot is asking why I shave my head just to be obnoxious vs someone who is actually digging it and curious.

2025-04-09 08:36:55

I guess sometimes you just gotta have insomnia so the bridge that's been eluding you for ~2 yrs to finish a song can suddenly pop into your head like magic at 3am. 🙄

2025-04-09 04:43:39

Shout-out to everyone who has left, and to the ones who will leave when they decide I'm too much. Or not enough. Shout-out to everyone who has an opinion on how I need to fix myself before I can be loved. Fuck y'all, you were wrong. I'm just fucking #autistic, and contrary to how y'all have made me feel about myself, that's OK. (2/2)
#autisticmusician https://cdn.nostrcheck.me/8086853eb6c54b1f3a7205f54f5f107816d01dc4bacf995412f923d9666ad9bd/0328e8c0cec21c23bce11598a309ccf7e73dee7d79156c5990314a1040283234.webp

2025-04-09 04:40:48

So I missed World #Autism Awareness Day by about a week, but what the heck, shout-out to everyone who has treated me like a broken lazy waste-of-space too-needy too-sensitive freak throughout my entire life. (1/2)
#AuDHD #autismawarenessmonth #autist https://cdn.nostrcheck.me/8086853eb6c54b1f3a7205f54f5f107816d01dc4bacf995412f923d9666ad9bd/2cef01ef91bacacd9054b18d3a7cef7149a45dfe2df7a52745961cb0d6044f54.webp

2025-04-09 04:35:20

2025-04-08 15:47:20

1) This is beyond bullshit, this is straight up harmful.
2) You can't just... self-sacrifice your way out of depression. So many reasons, but anecdotally: I "help" people all day, and only the people who show gratitude in return fill my emotional tank. "Helping" doesn't automatically give you Feel Good, Moral Superiority cachet. If people are ungrateful wretches, and many are, trying to give and give more and more of yourself leads to burnout and worse depression! Martyrdom is not the opposite of or the antidote to depression. You know what is, if we insist on a one-size-fits-all cure? Connection. Not "charity" or "serving" but CONNECTION WITH AND COMPASSION FOR YOUR FELLOW HUMANS. #note1tss…xzh5

2025-04-08 15:39:45

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Existential and situational depression is very, very, very real. Not to mention, a person without many tangible resources is also very unlikely to have an emotionally supportive community.