RayuDW :verified_gay: :fedora: :drgn_happy_blep: 🔜 NFC

🆙 Wholesome and gentle werewolf-dragon hybrid of various sizes • With great size, comes great responsibility!

🤝 Respect each other's boundaries and don't be a jerk. The world is a shitshow already ❤️

🙌 Some other things about me:
Privacy enthusiast • Beginner artist • Software developer • Writer • Beginner GameDev • Leader of @SwabianFurs

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📧 PM friendly!
🔞Sometimes (CW'ed) NSFW boosts; (Minors) Beware!

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Some tags:
#furry #fursuit #macrofur #privacy #gamedev #godot #digimon

Personal hashtags:
#ArtOfRayu #RayuCandycane #RayuFursuit #RayuThoughts

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2025-02-10T22:28:43Z

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Last Notes

2025-03-14 08:53:52

Hey, you there! Do I look cute with this stick in my snoot? :drgn_up:
Huh? What you mean with "This is not a stick in my maw"? But it was standing so sweet on the roof of that skyscraper there :drgn_pleading:
Happy #FursuitFriday :drgn_happy:
📸 Smoodi
#furry #fursuit #MacroMarch #macrofurry #RayuFursuit #NFC2025
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2025-03-09 10:12:01

*sigh* Good thing first: New music is a good distraction rn.
Job search and stuff is frustrating recently. Not because of not finding stuff but for noticing how much I reflected on myself recently. This in general isn't bad, it just makes me more vulnerable to my own inner critic and lack of self-confidence. Seeing a project you like using and then realizing all of the entire stuff was made by a single 16 year old Dev while you try to find what Skillset you have?
Normally, this is totally irrelevant, since I prefer personality over skills. However, I know I have my issues with getting this back in my mind when I'm heading a bit downwards in my mind :/
Or wanting to update your CV for new jobs and noticing the tool you recently used now has terrible UX cause they added AI stuff everywhere possible and the prior document created there can't be edited anymore and needs to be done from scratch again? Yeah.
Yeah, I retextured my VRChat avatar;
yes, I drive 4 people 15 hours to Sweden and was responsible for the road trip;
yes, I daily drive Linux for 1½ years already;
Yes, I organize little events in the area;
Yes, my last little party I planned escalated into a little FurDance and it was amazing to party like I want and made others happy too
This all however, is just "Yeah, anyone can do that and it's nothing special" often in my head, when I'm feeling down. And this is interesting, because I am aware what I can do but kind of blocking myself from that knowledge?
I just don't feel like I could say something like "I did this and am proud of it and show it around too". Because I feel like I'm not doing anything special. On the other hand, people are happy and have fun with the stuff I do, and this is the best possible outcome.
So, maybe I'm unable to fully "accept" it or get in in my mind somehow? Especially when I'm a bit sad or something?
*Sigh* Yes, reflection and growing stronger in mental space is tough and takes long. Sometimes, I'm just completely overwhelmed with it, it seems. Which is fine but also doesn't make sense in my head.
Anyways, thanks for reading my monologue TED Talk

2025-03-07 09:47:49

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@nprofile…35e3 I mean, people won't get pretty far anyways because a giant floofy and cuddle addicted creature is blocking several roads there x3
It's a involuntarily added all-day meet for everyone's calendar :drgn_happy:
Just... be careful about so much affection. The road block might grow into a even bigger one otherwise >w<

2025-03-07 09:27:09

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@nprofile…35e3 Reject work and every day stuff; be surrounded by warm and cozy floof and a cuddle-addicted giant hybrid :drgn_heart:

2025-03-07 08:47:17

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@nprofile…35e3 Not only that! Don't forget the bonus perk of having a giant floofy mattress, even with wings for extra comfyness :drgn_heart:
And listening to that heartbeat of the hybrid too for a relaxing sound while falling asleep too :blobcatheart:
You... Might just have an issue getting this bed into your room tho :drgn_wrench:

2025-03-07 08:25:29

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@nprofile…35e3 Don't get distracted from the street, silly :drgn_blep:
Or climb onto the floofy hybrid and fly with him. It's mich quicker, avoids traffic jams and guarantees a breathtaking view! And all environment friendly too! :drgn_heart:
Headpats and Hugs are enough as payment :drgn_happy:

2025-03-07 07:33:54

You might have noticed more big floofy creatures stomping around recently. And maybe some who are trying to get comfortable with the new size, like Rayu. Go say him "Hi", he only wants to play and help. You will get a hug too! :drgn_heart:
📸: GeorgieWoofy
#FursuitFriday #MacroMarch #fursuit #furry #macrofurry #RayuFursuit #NFC2025
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2025-02-27 14:32:52

I just lost my job 🫠

2025-02-24 21:42:04

Look how he tries to be innocent while I caught him wanting to drive
#furry #fursuit
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2025-02-10 20:33:15

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@nprofile…35e3 Oh noes, you too? D:
Had that last night and woken up each hour for some minutes and couldn't sleep anymore. Let's see how it'll be tonight. If this might will be like last night, I'll call my doctor instead of doing Home Office I guess. Even when still in trial period of my contract I guess :drgn_nervous:
Have a fast recovery and feel floofed and hugged :drgn_heart:

2025-01-20 13:39:42

Nachmittags Tief. Manchmal fühlt sich das echt wie 3 Stunden an, und ne Minute dann gefühl 130 Sekunden :drgn_nervous: :drgn_shocked:

2025-01-06 13:34:52

Ok. Ich werd nach der NFC und nach den Wahlen aller Wahrscheinlichkeit nach erstmal umziehen (oder zumindest woanders erst mal unterkommen, wenn's klappt. Oder im Auto pennen, geht auch und bins gewohnt) und von dort aus dann durchziehen.
Kontext: ich hab n Büchlein hier, dass ich AfD Wähler*innen gerne vorhalte. Darin stehen alle menschenfeindliche Aussagen drin die seither gefallen sind. Das Cover ist, je nach Seite, entweder "AfD: Das ECHTE Wahlprogramm" oder "AfD: Unkommentiert". Die Coverfarbe ist knallrot.
Gerade kam mein Vater rein, hat das gesehen, und anstatt zu fragen was das is, hat er erstmal voller Enthusiasmus gefragt, ob ich jetzt auch noch vernünftig werde und Seiten wechsle. Das genau über diesem Büchlein diverse "FCK AFD" Sticker und andere Sticker stehen, die komplett Contra AfD sind hat er mal ignoriert. Genauso wie mein gut gemeinten Rat, sich das Büchlein mal durchzulesen und dann nochmal genauso zu mir reinzukommen. Hat ihn nicht gejuckt. Auch nicht meine sehr direkte Ankündigung dass er dann gegen sein eigenes Kind und dessen Rechte wählen wird.
Ich freu mich schon drauf, wenn das surprised Pikachu Face kommt, wenn ich meine Nummer ändere und seltener dort hingehen werde. Und Kontakt deutlich einschränken werde. Was er vergisst ist, dass er zum einen sich selbst am meisten damit schadet, aber auch, dass er von mir auch sehr abhängig ist.
Ich verstehs einfach nicht. Na gut, manche Menschen lernen es nur auf harte Touren. Manche lernen es gar nicht. Und ich denk echt immer mehr mein Vater gehört letzterer Kategorie an. Der könnte glatt der AfD beitreten, so viel gequirlter Quark da in letzter Zeit kam zu den Meinungen
Rant over. Thanks for reading

2025-01-03 22:44:41

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@nprofile…35e3 Sandwiched between yeen belly pillow and floofy hybrid hugs :blobcatheart: :drgn_heart:

2025-01-03 22:39:48

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@nprofile…35e3 YES :blobyeengrin:
I'm sure three big portions might suffice for a bit. At least when there aren't any snacks or food smellable for his trained nose x3
But hey, yeen offers comfy belly pillow too :3 :yeenblob_heart:

2025-01-03 22:32:56

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@nprofile…35e3 Before that happens, you also need to make sure my yeen is fully satisfied. This can take a while however, especially when he gets to hear "free food"~
After that, we may talk about it :3

2025-01-03 22:23:42

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@nprofile…35e3 How dare you bribing me with free food :drgn_knife_cute:

2025-01-03 22:03:37

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@nprofile…35e3 No promises :drgn_3c:
Is this a bribe now? :drgn_sip_woozy:

2025-01-03 21:54:17

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@nprofile…35e3 I'll only nom, no worries. I only bite when asked or when I mistake you as piece of meat :drgn_3c_evil: :drgn_up:
That's one type of payment I can easily pay over and over again :drgn_cute_heart:

2025-01-03 21:28:01

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@nprofile…35e3 You definitely will get payed with floofy werewolf hug then :drgn_heart:
I might nom on you when meat is not ready yet tho :drgn_angel_blep:

2025-01-03 21:19:44

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@nprofile…35e3 But... werewolf hybrids want to snack some meat from time to time :drgn_pleading:

2025-01-03 20:09:27

Gosh, everything here is so fancy and full of lights, I almost forgot about #FursuitFriday 😳
📸: @nprofile…pp8f
🪡: LightbringerCreations
#furry #fursuit #RayuFursuit
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2025-01-02 13:00:00

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@nprofile…35e3 The max I have is like 250kbps download. Which is even slower than the "Right to fast Internet" actually requires.
Development stuff is terrible, especially uploading but I don't know why it was this bad today tbh.
We got glad fibre a month ago, but it's not connected yet. And if it will be, I hope the general speed also gets updated x.x

2025-01-02 12:01:14

In case you're interested how terrible rural German internet can be:
It took me 5 minutes(!) to install uBlock Origin as extension just now. I hate it :drgn_knife_cute:

2024-12-20 06:40:37

Grown to a new level today and the level up bonus item was a thin layer of snow.
Me likes that a lot :drgn_heart:

2024-12-19 15:10:11

Imposter Syndrom is just... ._.
I might need to learn to get used to needing 2 hours then to find out it wasn't much of a fix needed. Not even a new line if code. After struggling for like 2 hours and then one colleague looks at it and did it instantly.
Maybe I overreact, sorry. Just makes me anxious about skills and stuff 😅

2024-12-19 08:51:10

A colleague of mine now also uses Barq.
Furryfication has started :drgn_3c_evil:

2024-12-07 09:25:49

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@nprofile…35e3 You're not allowed to open it before the Christmas days however :drgn_3c:

2024-12-06 11:05:56

Spotted a cutie there!
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📸: @nprofile…u4yp
#furry #fursuit #FursuitFriday #RayuFursuit
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2024-11-25 09:51:51

I don't even have a new job yet but I can see my wallet getting drained with cyberpunk-ish stuff and artworks already next year :drgn_dizzy:

2024-11-21 08:32:53

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@nprofile…pjeq @nprofile…35e3 Be careful. Pokemon might attack you in high grass :drgn_knife_cute:

2024-11-04 10:13:55

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@npub1dg4…qhax Hast du auch n flauschigen Hug hinzugefügt? 👀

2024-10-23 07:47:07

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@npub1dg4…qhax Und dann gibt's Leute wie mich, die überlegen nen Blog parallel dazu laufen zu lassen :D
Aber das Zeichenlimit hier verwöhnt mich da echt sehr tbh :D

2024-10-23 07:33:37

Boah, das hohe Zeichenlimit hier ist Fluch und Segen zugleich. Ich kann meinen Gedanken freien Lauf lassen und viel tippen und erklären, zugleich können dadurch auch teils *sehr* lange und detaillierte Antworten entstehen, die mache Leute ggf abschrecken :D
I just like to prove my points and explain them :drgn_heart:

2024-10-04 09:15:42

Thinking about what might fit more for #spookyseason and #spooktober :drgn_think_confused:
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2024-08-16 05:10:05

You want coffee but cou get "Please clean machine" instead :blobfoxmelt3:

2024-07-10 13:26:56

So, heute das Fachgeschpräch meiner Prüfung gehabt. Resultat? Eine bestandene Abschlussprüfung und ein jetzt offiziell arbeitsloser Hybrid, da ich nicht übernommen wurde.
Aber hey, life goes on.

2024-06-26 06:05:11

Die guten Vollstapel-Web-Apps, man kennt sie :D
Danke #Microsoft :DD
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2024-06-18 11:38:28

Jobanfragen und InMails bei LinkedIn kicken anders rein und überfordern mich nur n ganz dezentes kleines bisschen :blobfoxsipterrified:
Like, soll ich da noch ne NAchricht zurückschreiben, wenn ich die Stelle nicht interessant find? Soll ich dennoch mal nen Termin nehmen, damit ich weiß, wie die ticken? Brain, stop overthinking ._.

2024-03-29 09:33:08

I feel this and I hate it
#adhd #memes
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2023-12-09 18:55:41

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@npub1vg4…2yt8 That's the sad truth D:
Don't leave me without suit Cuddles :drgn_sob:

2023-12-09 18:08:09

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@npub1vg4…2yt8 They are. You possibly don't wanna go away by own intention. Why would you anyways?

2023-09-15 18:30:11

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@npub1vg4…2yt8 Und der "Serviceaufzug"
Also. "Techniker" ist "informiert", was? :DD

2023-09-15 18:17:45

Of course. No convention without that thing to happen :D
#east11 #furrycon #furry
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