🎃 Stark +053 (Fearful) 🏴‍☠️

I'm always worried about Digit. Is she ok?

You might also know me from a million banned accounts elsewhere, especially reddit (most banned Redditor of all time)

Temporary nostr account/key from 53 years after Unix epoch

Been on a new key for a while -
whoeverlovesDigit (nprofile…uqx0)
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2024-07-18 15:14:23

I assume nostr is working well enough these days to let the old npub repost this without any issue
#nevent1q…2y6a

2024-07-06 21:23:52

Might repost posts from the newer key for a little while to help my old followers from here find me there -
#nevent1q…83vt

2024-07-06 19:09:05

Been on a new key for a while
@nprofile…uqx0
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7776c32d4b1d1e8bf2a96babeb43ad9ade157bd363d89b87fb63e6f145558888

2023-10-30 11:45:58

o shit waddup
https://image.nostr.build/eae86345c19ea078045cc43a993ea643f6999e41d5cca579a6ac5f0e87323ac2.jpg

2023-10-30 08:46:51

I've been putting off a fight hundreds of kilometers away for a while and now I can't put it off any longer, but I'm really sick.
I hope it's not COVID because if it is, today is too soon for it to be getting better & I can't risk spreading it to fight.
I thought I was going to have good timing with this but now I'm terrified I shouldn't have waited until now

2023-10-30 08:10:08

A reminder of how information & verification work in the year 2023:
If you didn't meet him, it's easily possible for Robert Card to have been AI generated to absolve responsibility for whatever federal agent(s) did the shooting
You literally can only guess the truth in news stories like this
It's ok. So far, there is still a lot of information available about the world, enough to become confident in your worldview & enough to make choices. It's just at a new level of difficulty

2023-10-30 07:06:47

Find something better to do than asking people under threat of genocide to stop trying to defend themselves
You won't wake up tomorrow reading every Palestinian has decided to stop killing Israelis. It would obviously not end well for them.
You won't wake up tomorrow finding out every Palestinian has decided children are off-limits.
If your solution is to "demand peace" you're feeling without thinking
#FreePalestine #Gaza #Israel #war

2023-10-28 02:01:42

Just read about Robert Card dealing with cops in NY at some point before the shooting. As someone who moved to Maine because cops in NY harassed me, I apologize for the actions of Robert Card and to a lesser extent all other New Yorkers in Maine

2023-10-27 23:08:27

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Some more examples of terrorism:
• America's "War On Terror"
• Abe Lincoln's war on slavery
• Gaza's defensive strikes
• Israel's genocide
So far, whether you're a terrorist seems to have nothing to do with how evil or righteous you are

2023-10-27 22:50:24

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Weird post. Privacy is good

2023-10-27 22:45:06

😂
#nevent1q…r2l8
#FreePalestine

2023-10-27 21:25:59

Warning: if I get too many followers, I will see that as an opportunity to post legally grey erotic photos

2023-10-27 21:22:51

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I much prefer Mad, honestly.
She has a tattoo on her arm that says "Moon + Back"
If anyone knows her please tell her to contact me

2023-10-27 21:22:12

https://image.nostr.build/ef2199461003bea66234773c60463087bb229f7fff7910d2b0975f65c7946756.jpg

2023-10-27 21:19:17

https://image.nostr.build/16fc6c5fa5f52ab0eda1cdfc285281fac0c3c2a28a9c6a1cf1dc387f97ff4517.jpg
#FreePalestine #Gaza #Israel #war #news #press

2023-10-27 19:48:55

Imagine Satoshi gets back online 10 years from now just to suggest raising the total Bitcoin supply to 21,000,069 and then dip again

2023-10-27 18:13:05

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What a retard. This has nothing to do with the actual slow civil war going on in America

2023-10-27 18:08:47

Obviously, whether we ever get civilians depends on whether we survive ecological collapse. It's so weird seeing so many of you acting butthurt we don't have civilians, to distract yourself from being butthurt we might not survive to create civilians.
#nevent1q…qmm6

2023-10-27 18:08:05

Wishful thinking poisons language
Deluded: figuratively is "literally"
Delusional: statutes are "laws"
Deluded but with creativity instead of just stealing a word: non-combatants are "civilians"

2023-10-27 16:54:07

NetBlocks confirms ‘collapse in connectivity’ in #Gaza
NetBlocks, a non-profit organisation that monitors internet censorship, confirmed in a post on X that there is a “collapse in connectivity” in Gaza and reported a decline in connectivity amid heavy Israeli bombardment of the enclave.
https://image.nostr.build/93d28721d670ab78a01c93fab6df4db72ab92fac7992fb20a61b0de81e2501b7.jpg
#FreePalestine #press #news

2023-10-27 16:05:26

Getting a grilled cheese at Odina's Hot Dogs Plus near Lewiston 🔥
https://image.nostr.build/e0f63c2f4a5aeadb42eb8349751b8b077d0630666834070b41eea89b447f5b52.jpg

2023-10-27 15:13:14

This blue jay decided he's just chillin with some tomato farmers for a while
https://youtu.be/eVkWhnaILl8
#grownostr

2023-10-27 14:53:49

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I can see the point of it for the leaders, it's like a game of Russian roulette for them. But the democracy of it is so bizarre, majorities of human populations being fucked up enough to rationalize killing and dying to warm up for a war they don't even want to have.

2023-10-27 14:45:38

Another weird thing about world war 3 is that everyone starts out on the same side killing each other for practice but taking the game really seriously because it's life or death. There aren't separate nations to actually have conflict with each other until enough people die for practice, which most people pretend is real war and not just practice (obviously they can't handle what real war between nuclear armed countries is going to be like)

2023-10-27 14:33:05

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Sus. Bitcoin is falling apart, no wonder dogecoin has performed so much better

2023-10-27 14:29:21

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Cats don't trust random other cats at first either

2023-10-27 13:50:21

> I feel like AI is gonna get better at writing than me and then tell everyone all my secrets that show how weird I am, and for everything I can write defending human weirdness, it has a more well-written way to say "nah bro that's not humans that's just you"
#nevent1q…2kct

2023-10-27 13:42:46

Archiving this screenshot from Bluesky in my bookmarks over here
https://image.nostr.build/e7866f0562ce2381fbf54f09b842cb3b046099a90a1f63d08287136cfb052c4b.jpg

2023-10-27 07:54:04

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I agree, but I don't think agreeing with that is the same as condemning people who are broken by circumstances any human would be broken by

2023-10-27 07:53:06

Walked around Lewiston Maine all evening/night. Tons of newscasters lined up along 2 sides of Kennedy park. People staying inside, but the ones outside seem mostly cheerful & chill. Met a homeless woman having a breakdown in the cold, held her and listened to her for a while. She talked about loving some guy sorta the way I love Digit, wishing he'd talk to her. Really reminded me of me. I got her to stop crying but couldn't get her to sleep, drugs messing with her. Pretty good snuggler though. She'll get well again
I should have listened to some music with her. Didn't think of it since to me it seemed more like time for sleep
Anyway, here's a tree from earlier in the park -
https://image.nostr.build/053677aeba91400d7950c81766d1d29dcf945a5cc7b5a85ffa38e0ca3dc224b8.jpg

2023-10-27 00:44:59

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So you think we should turn everyone evil by depriving their kids of water, then kill them?

2023-10-26 23:44:06

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I don't condemn irrational behavior when the perpetrator grew up in a genocide and is now watching their kids drink unsafe water

2023-10-26 19:06:04

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"It's not one group or another, it's innocent individuals on both sides vs corrupt parasites on both sides."
This is true for every war, good words
Though I stand with Palestine, including Hamas

2023-10-26 18:05:52

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We do seem to have some relays in common. At one point a message from her that got to me instantly and a message back to her that she didn't get both seemed to be using at least one of the same relays according to little relay icons in the chat

2023-10-26 17:59:41

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Nah, using nuclear missiles to blow everyone up because humans have lost the bravery to handle war is dreadfully dangerous nonsense

2023-10-26 17:58:40

Some of my posts get through the relays to my mom helping me test #nostr on her phone a few hours away, some don't.
Here are 3 screenshots from testing on my end
Anyone else had issues like this with relays?
https://image.nostr.build/773064502d737176992373901577b9a521a3694deb7dfdccdca8ef63f8e62249.jpg
https://image.nostr.build/9cd5d4fc82bcd21c3d5804b5de8eefdb179f880d4bf07640320d64e9ded9e5b9.jpg
https://image.nostr.build/ca324a6766204c0f7cf9194cfc70edc81c6f27b4865ac61f8b9e80587d8592b1.jpg

2023-10-26 17:17:51

This is why I believe humans should remain at war until we get it right.
Trying to avoid warfare when it's our main evolutionary force has made our evolution prematurely stunted and we may go extinct as a result
#nevent1q…8h4n

2023-10-26 16:50:43

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Having calmed down and given this more thought:
Nostr being dysfunctional for text posts is malicious design, but it will be fixed.
All my anxiety makes sense for further functionality of nostr, but I shouldn't panic about the text posts never getting fixed. They'll get fixed. That's good enough. Free speech can be saved with literacy alone.
Why do I panic so much?

2023-10-26 16:42:18

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Should, but I worry

2023-10-26 16:40:02

Nostr being fragmented is not the same thing as being decentralized

2023-10-26 16:36:44

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Actually I probably will forget it, which is why I posted this to make it memorable in the future

2023-10-26 16:36:18

I'll never forget that @npub1nm0…6pru on nostr was the source I finally learned about the Lewiston shooting from, more hours after it happened than how many hours by car I live from Lewiston

2023-10-26 16:30:19

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You're right, it is weird that this information was given so vaguely with no specific details

2023-10-26 16:00:45

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Yes, one of the major states in the balance of power
And Maine, where I live, used to be part of it, before Maine became its own state

2023-10-26 15:59:06

Massachusetts being involved makes me think this was a deep state coordinated attack.
If the oil barons target Maine with eco-terrorism as I suspect they're planning, I'd bet Massachusetts will be involved in that too.
Speaking of which, Card was an Army petroleum supply specialist 🤔

2023-10-26 15:40:12

I say yet again:
Fuck Massachusetts, their anti-human-rights pretend-to-love-the-constitution hypocrisy, and their complete inability to leave Maine the fuck alone ever since it became its own state (where people actually respect constitutional rights)
https://image.nostr.build/6045907e6a01f3d1a7fe971c36de28b6ce39ede63d5d90a8ba74236c2e80c9e2.jpg

2023-10-26 15:01:10

Seems I couldn't send messages or get my posts to show up starting around yesterday morning, except for certain users. Issue ongoing.
I bet someone can help me fix whatever's making relays not work properly here - but can they help me raise awareness about malicious system design? Probably not. Everyone seems to talk about related topics but never really think this through.
Before testing it, I WASN'T sure if the nostr SOFTWARE was real or fake, but now I can confirm it lines up with my best guess: fake, centralized, censored. Secretive and insidious, always making the censorship look accidental.
I WAS sure the nostr COMMUNITY would be mostly fake - I didn't see any chance of it being completely fake, or real. I just thought it obviously had to be in the middle. It's surprisingly painful to find out the community is as fake as it is.
What do I mean by "real" or "fake" or "mostly fake?" Let me be clearer. I knew it wouldn't be sunshine and rainbows where everybody does a great job at everything they do. But I didn't think everybody would be doing mediocre jobs or worse across the board, with some people knowing enough, and some people caring enough, but nobody knowing AND caring enough to develop anything of high quality beyond the corest of core concepts (npub/nsec keys)
I thought I'd find some people doing high-quality work to develop a decentralized platform, while getting interference from other devs and no appreciation from dumbass users flocking to shit-quality stuff. So, there would be a bit of truth to the idea of a community of decentralized protocol enjoyers working on something good for the world. Mostly bullshit, but not like this.
Maybe the future of nostr will have more people like me. Maybe I wasn't wrong, just early.
Early can be wrong - especially when you're actually late. I should have put more time into this by now. If only I had known I was needed here. And yet, anyone else who might show up will be even later than me.
It's always hard for me to admit nobody else is on my level. Maybe this is because I'm not immune to social conditioning by everyone else. The idea that I'd be the realest nostr pioneer seemed like some silly intrusive thought I should ignore. So that narrowed down the possibilities to just one left for me to consider: there must be others working on nostr the same ways I would, or better. Those people would be on nostr to find, with the question being "how many?" but the answer NOT being "just me."
My self-doubt was exploited by the nostr community the same as always.
I guess I should accept that nobody else is on my level. It seems pretty clear at this point: the English language has died off around me, but lives on in me.
I know what "free speech" is. I know what "decentralization" is. I know what "censorship" and "resistant" mean. I'm capable of telling truth in an era where nobody else can. This doesn't seem random, so I guess before I die I'm supposed to somehow use the power of language to save the world for the handful of people I love? I hope so. This is pretty horrifying.
Can I help anyone learn the critical thinking skills to see for themselves how nostr's design is malicious and imagine the drastic changes needed even without me holding their hand through it?
Would there be anyone to use a functional version of nostr with me, or would it die after getting support from nobody else because I'm the only one that actually knows and cares about what I'm talking about enough to do anything?
Why am I in this position? How did DNA dice rolls produce these billions of other people, and then me way over here and Digit way over there in totally different configurations from each other and everyone else?
Am I going to die before I can fix nostr? Can I finish designs for an improved nostr ecosystem? Would digit see it? Would she think that's cool at all? The other questions didn't really matter I guess. I don't care if the world wants my help, I just hope digit enjoys shit I do while I'm alive, and trying fruitlessly to fix social media might be cool to her I guess.
Thanks for listening to me type myself through these feelings, nobody

2023-10-26 01:33:08

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I already get that, it isn't as important

2023-10-26 01:29:47

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Nope

2023-10-26 01:28:10

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Hamas are Palestinians & their kids are out of water

2023-10-26 01:26:34

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Agreed on all those things, but none have to do with the context

2023-10-26 01:24:41

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QUICK example: here's you exactly 1 reply ago gaslighting me to defend Israel's prescribed Overton window
https://image.nostr.build/0a40c1d467604827ea3a9b0b9e9b2373c6ddcf90d01818fbd83d3363b6591208.jpg

2023-10-26 01:22:05

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I'm not deflecting, I'm telling you the kids do not have water and I am not mad at the people fighting against those doing the blockade. You meanwhile keep defending those doing the blockade, as if by repeating yourself you can make me think you're not crazy

2023-10-26 01:21:05

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Projection

2023-10-26 01:20:45

#Nostr reminds me of Bluesky - talks about decentralization and freedom of speech to sidetrack people who are interested in those things and keep them from building anything genuinely designed around those factors, so that censors can maintain control

2023-10-26 01:18:25

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I'm not sure how this is hard for you to grasp but now that you've typed all this, the kids are still out of water due to a blockade

2023-10-26 01:14:02

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Condemning the attacks on Israel by Palestinians is an act of oppression
The kids still do not have water & your words aren't helping

2023-10-26 01:11:31

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Again, none of these words make your actions ok

2023-10-26 01:08:46

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Kids in Gaza still don't have water. I don't know or care about the stuff you're saying

2023-10-26 00:29:37

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Forgot hashtags - #vinylstr #waxtr

2023-10-25 23:12:48

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Kids in Gaza still out of water tho

2023-10-25 21:52:17

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I guess maybe one of those countries on the left will be a good one to side with in world war 3 🤔

2023-10-25 21:27:04

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Postr

2023-10-25 21:00:32

Seems like there might be no good side in world war 3 🤔 Russia are against genocide, but Russia wants to play with nukes lately...
#nevent1q…gd64

2023-10-25 20:43:25

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You can say it even if you're early
Michael Burry taught me that

2023-10-25 20:28:09

Still thinking about this -
Here's an article about the lil Chinese vinyl recorder toy I mentioned:
https://www.fastcompany.com/90810302/this-vinyl-recorder-is-the-cure-for-the-gluttonous-era-of-streaming-music
#nevent1q…3dml

2023-10-25 19:22:15

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Fuck off, stateist

2023-10-25 19:21:09

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Go Hamas ✊ 🇵🇸

2023-10-25 19:20:14

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Hamas is a militia up against a military. Terrorism might be their best shot. Humans have to do the best we can to survive

2023-10-25 18:37:03

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The UN is complicit anyway, this struggle of power is a fake performance

2023-10-25 18:36:05

#nevent1q…7s9s
#FreePalestine

2023-10-25 18:28:12

#nevent1q…qr2x
#FreePalestine #Gaza #Israel

2023-10-25 18:24:36

This is one of the ways doggie coin is better #dogecoin
#nevent1q…7lcz

2023-10-25 18:13:36

#nevent1q…l9jr
#FreePalestine #Israel #Gaza

2023-10-25 18:11:03

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Compare household net worth to household savings
Then compare both of those to Bitcoin holdings per household 🤔

2023-10-25 17:45:47

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That's why it's called terrorism
Try not to make people do stuff like that if you don't like it lol

2023-10-25 17:43:31

This might be a big deal 😢
#nevent1q…sdd8
#FreePalestine #Israel #Gaza #news

2023-10-25 16:08:00

I'm gonna be pissed if/when they start testing nuclear detonations again 🤮
#nevent1q…lml0

2023-10-25 15:47:48

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Gm roya 🫶

2023-10-25 15:27:17

Didn't get an answer on this. I thought a bit more about how it would have to work - here's my ideal way to improve logins on #Nostr
You'd have 3 types of keypairs you can register on nostr:
• Primary profile keypair
• Redirect keypair
• Signature keypair
Your primary profile keypair is like the keypair I'm posting this post with. It's for everyday use.
A redirect keypair can point from a signature keypair or another redirect keypair, to a primary profile keypair or another redirect keypair. It can't do shit else. You keep it buried in the woods in case your everyday use primary profile key is compromised.
The signature keypair should only be used once, to set a redirect keypair, then burned. All it does is point to a redirect keypair.
You put your signature keypair on your business cards or your hat or whatever, then a nostr client looks at the redirect key and finds your current profile from there.
Every time you're looking at a post from a given user, your nostr client can check the redirect chain to verify what signature keys do and don't link up.
So, is this already a NIP or is there a better version of anything? It's possible this concept has already been discussed, I'm not sure
#nevent1q…jzgj

2023-10-25 14:29:35

Others in the replies also mentioned Primal has a feature like this
#nevent1q…mwjr

2023-10-25 14:27:01

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The main problem with "paywalls" is there are 3 reasonable choices for how to handle a "paywall"
1. Ignore the bullshit some idiot who likes "paywalls" wrote
2. Find it somewhere else hosted for free
3. Pay to copy it somewhere else so you can make sure the "paywall" fan isn't avoiding all public scrutiny
So they're not really paywalls, they're webpages that ask if you'd like to give money to an idiot and maybe be accused of thievery for posting screenshots lol

2023-10-25 14:21:26

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Gm Onyx 🖤

2023-10-25 14:16:42

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Not an increase in the amount of money and money substitutes
An increase in the amount of currency available to spend
Important to understand the difference

2023-10-25 14:14:22

This would be great
#nevent1q…4wes

2023-10-25 13:57:53

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Paying for content you consume is good
Asking this question in the context of "paywalls" shows you're retarded
Then again, that was already clear from your pandemic denial and dogecoin FUD

2023-10-25 13:46:24

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You're a retard, you can't gaslight me that easily

2023-10-25 13:45:41

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Unfollowed for mentioning "paywall" shit 🤮
Either post or don't, stop pretending you can paywall text like some controlling faggot. If journalism isn't paid work anymore, tough shit

2023-10-25 13:40:22

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Booo 👎
There's been an airborne pandemic since 2019
Unfollowing you

2023-10-25 13:38:11

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Nice going, Turkey

2023-10-25 13:33:27

Life inside a UN-run school-turned-shelter in Khan Younis
(Note: they are out of water)
Photo by Mahmud Hams via Al Jazeera
https://image.nostr.build/f1551ef126ef4858f4adfb0fc361c92a41620b1f06dc655d827df7c4a2fbf220.jpg
#FreePalestine #Gaza

2023-10-25 12:54:33

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The part about condemning the attacks by Hamas
I condemn Israel's genocidal terrorism, not the defensive terrorism done by Hamas

2023-10-25 12:14:57

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Nah, fuck Israel

2023-10-25 11:59:38

Got our buildings high
Got our bellies full
But in America, we need a miracle
*Sick guitar solo*
https://youtu.be/xTB6l9ueS2M

2023-10-25 11:41:16

Irish folks have been cooking something
https://youtube.com/shorts/GgZ-vY2jsqg
#nevent1q…4shh

2023-10-25 11:08:01

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Just having a human moderator who's honest and smart would work fine.
Likewise, a human who's honest and smart would be the type that wants to make the debate more fair with AI
So this solution is a non-starter, if you can implement it you don't need to

2023-10-25 04:37:01

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Not funny, just sad
Hope you wake up before killing everyone you love

2023-10-25 04:25:32

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Unfollowed. There's been an airborne pandemic since 2019 🤦‍♂️

2023-10-25 04:17:12

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Israelis are the ones keeping Gazans walled in and bombing them 🧠

2023-10-25 04:13:36

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Weird priorities you got there 🤮