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extraordinarily, charitably naive

any pronoun, with love

[pirate possum by Lily Seika Jones / ig: rivuletpaper]

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2024-08-16 12:58:29

https://youtu.be/HKqVKEVpQ-U

2024-07-21 21:08:25

if i had a pirate radio station for an afternoon id play this 🏴‍☠️
https://youtu.be/T6wbugWrfLU

2024-07-20 15:12:55

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https://image.nostr.build/198b87f978bca3ed1ec1a72bba70c8fd29e5fb140395f5db3fec03b31d2f1f67.jpg

2024-07-20 13:47:28

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please dont speak ill of my friends

2024-07-16 11:50:27

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what does that mean

2024-07-15 05:10:09

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https://www.huffpost.com/entry/the-truth-behind-einsteins-letter-on-the-universal-force-of-love_b_7949032/amp

2024-07-14 02:08:59

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sure. but devoid of the context in which it was written. a letter. with a specific purpose. to a specific person. ya might as well not attribute it to him or add the year. as in, what was the point of the attribution then?

2024-07-13 12:00:05

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is he a disney villain
im unfamiliar with this man

2024-07-13 11:48:27

https://image.nostr.build/c53389eb0f4a910171fa98422f1f9eca56975e7ff4e5412bc89e8adb89f8cf96.jpg

2024-07-13 03:12:59

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are you actually a human alien hybrid or are you having a joke in your bio?
like just to ask to cover bases

2024-07-10 10:45:14

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how is marriage a part of nature
what

2024-07-10 02:48:22

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my brother uses mayo
he would know
he uses mayo to toast burger buns too
i dont really like sandwiches so i am no expert here

2024-07-09 11:24:15

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you dont need water until you are thirsty
as in: your body will let you know when you need water
if you want more than that, that's ok

2024-07-08 15:15:55

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i love that you drew this to share
this is the most wonderful thing that has happened in at least the last 12 hours for me personally ☺️
& i love the further explanation
the S's are such a nice choice & i hear you about the A
🫂🐿️🌳

2024-07-08 14:26:16

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it can also be both or neither im just trying to make sure im reading the drawing correctly as intended by the artist

2024-07-08 14:24:35

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did you draw this for this like to share with me?
are the squiggles representing the general shape of a squirrel in the abstract or is it an s letter cos squirrel starts with an s letter?

2024-07-08 04:31:13

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i watch squirrels a lot
like i know a lot of squirrel behavior
this was a very singular thing im still thinking about

2024-07-08 03:19:00

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cmon, sidewalk would be so bleak as a metaphor as far as tropes go if i wasnt simply explaining my actual location

2024-07-08 03:17:40

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zero metaphor
like just actually https://image.nostr.build/7f3318571b158665d80609d4ad9a0f9148d1a093f4d4b4a2877b91903045e0d1.jpg

2024-07-08 03:15:26

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at the present moment tho
very waiting for godot-esque
like im just sitting on this sidewalk

2024-07-08 03:12:59

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in retrospect this is gonna make so much sense i just know it

2024-07-08 03:11:26

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im not having regrets
id do it all again
im just being me
& i get to be that
& if there is one thing i dont doubt it is my ability to cook
so im making something
that is for sure
like i am definitely out here
& something is being made

2024-07-07 18:07:44

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& thomas doesnt deserve to watch my last moments

2024-07-07 18:05:23

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i would never do that to dave
to daniel? sure
to dave?
never

2024-07-07 18:04:51

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the most important reason being that dave would be so inconvenienced if i got murdered by someone from nostr right in front of him

2024-07-07 17:59:59

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no im pretty sure im never going to pubkey ever again for a very good reason

2024-07-06 00:57:48

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an interesting thought experiment would then be: compare & contrast how you imagine that 1600s mohawk village differs from a town in 1600s scotland up in the highlands cos werent they living with all their relatives all up in eachother's business, too?
& idk then can research that if you want

2024-07-06 00:53:13

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if you wanna listen/watch a contemporary haud/mohawk guy cos you are interested in general, karhiio john kane is a good place to start!
https://youtu.be/kmU8mOVsz1w

2024-07-06 00:45:20

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no emergency. my friend is in involuntary. im at the hospital every day just to visit! all good

2024-07-06 00:44:21

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ok i stopped a rest.stop to answer your question cos there is a lot of traffic at the bridge & i didnt want to sit in it.
ok, so, to me, this kind of thinking is so overbroad as to be really hard to address.
'human population management' as a term strikes me as really unwell.
like the premise & the thinking is way too far out to even begin to say anything.
like, first of all, what do you mean by europeans & during what time period cos even that is so overbroad as to be really hard to address. if i had to i'd just be like: no that's wrong about europeans
reeling it all the way in to not even the haudenosaunee but specifically a single mohawk village in the 1600s.. these villages lasted in a single location for about 30 years before they depleted immediate surrounding resources & moved to another location to give that land time to rest & recover. to understand these villages in the simplest most concise terms i can manage: imagine 3 large families having a family reunion bbq permanently like that is what life is. like you just live with a whole bunch of people you are deeply related to. like every single person is your sibling or aunt or grandma or uncle. like the level of drama but also how nice it is but also deeply annoying like if anything is even slightly wrong everyone knows you so well they are like: what's wrong & you can't be like: nothing w/o them making fun of you for withholding what is clearly wrong.

2024-07-06 00:08:34

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ok. i gotta drive home from the hospital & then i'll write ya back. about an hour. 💜

2024-07-05 20:59:32

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ah i understand
took me a little while, if i remember correctly
but i managed it
cos i had to
cos i said i would

2024-07-05 20:54:27

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when it does i hope i make it 🤞

2024-07-05 20:53:55

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i appreciate hearing your first impressions a lot 💜
thank you for your interest
i am definitely a normie
i am not sure when onboarding begins

2024-07-05 17:06:09

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im haudenosaunee
i dont know what the rest of what you are saying means

2024-07-05 10:37:28

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im not sure, ive only started, i did speak to the author for awhile tho & he is an expert on historical maps & land treaties.
on the second pg it says: "but this book is not really about Henry Hudson .. nor his crew. This is about the land that discovered him, the people who encountered him, & the river that flowed beneath him, both ways, upstream and down."

2024-07-05 10:15:38

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the declaration of independence

2024-07-05 03:29:45

here at the diner cos all i had today was my snack & after the hospital ~> zero appetite for awhile. https://image.nostr.build/a3bffd4c8645b8c509e07241d94ecb1cebccc1c294144aa81f5b5980763c8de6.jpg

2024-06-30 23:14:51

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i literally do not fuck w/ anon accounts
& the more an anon account is trying to anomalie the more i find it sad
like send an email as a person
i am too autistic

2024-06-30 23:12:27

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cos first of all, absolutely zero people have my context
which, i mean, it astounds me out of all people like singularly is michael curzi correct here philosophically speaking

2024-06-30 23:08:46

lets talk about twitter/x

2024-06-30 23:00:01

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im gonna call that typo a blessing

2024-06-30 22:58:28

man ya know something is really up when i start yelling at chris locklear thru a commercial on youtube

2024-06-30 22:53:50

https://on.soundcloud.com/X8tQBZojzWCZSDg16

2024-06-28 18:33:32

i just had another spoonful of orzo
😞
my lack of discipline
my lack of executive function
my confusion
my distress
how pressed i am

2024-06-28 13:37:39

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does this mean you've already won then? & will simply keep on winning as you continue with your small deeds everyday?

2024-06-28 13:27:12

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what does winning look like to you? what would you have to see to smile & realize a win had occurred?

2024-06-28 03:29:42

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give the people what they want
wandering around quiet halls filled with stuff & things to read at 3am

2024-06-28 00:56:55

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randomly ended up here
surprisingly for the 2nd time in my life by accident
& the first time i met a fisherman whose wife shared my first name pronounced how my first name is. so i was like. whoa. cos that had never happened to me before.
i also pee'd in the water while waving to a sailboat going by & that was a trip cos yea they gotta go thru this channel to get to the marina so it turned into being a whole parade of boats coming in for the night. which was also cool to watch. https://image.nostr.build/a70d675397802443ef35b90773edd933b940b3f5fefa68dceec13fd408e41fb8.jpg

2024-06-27 15:28:03

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if it took all the way to teenage angst, sorry to inform you, but please refer to op because you may be suffering from
#nevent1q…ldhp

2024-06-27 15:05:18

if you are suffering from Existential Anxiety around the concept of a daughter & how many dicks she could theoretically put into her mouth to suck on
you are maybe vastly unprepared for the pain in store like to the point of prolly possibly unable to be a parent
like, you should be so lucky to get to have a daughter who survived long enough & got to live to be old enough & is healthy enough to get into shenanigans like sucking dicks

2024-06-27 13:15:37

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how many of you are neobuddhists
cos like
so enjoy that or whatever
hope it is so rewarding
💀

2024-06-27 13:14:32

oh my fucking god #note1hqh…vq93

2024-06-27 13:01:51

https://youtu.be/6hhE_sqJG3g
repost from yours truly
sometimes i do circle back

2024-06-27 12:14:22

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resolve is such a very strangle word etymology-wise
like resolving
its resolved
having resolve
melt & dissolving to me is like into one thing .. so then the aspect of like: separate into component parts kinda throws me .. but then doesnt when i consider chemistry like if this was a lab
resolve (v.)
late 14c., resolven, "melt, dissolve, reduce to liquid; separate into component parts; alter, alter in form or nature by application of physical process," " intransitive sense from c. 1400; from Old French resolver or directly from Latin resolvere "to loosen, loose, unyoke, undo; explain; relax; set free; make void, dispel."

2024-06-27 12:09:06

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& that relates to this to me
https://youtu.be/RNP7PBDiMbY

2024-06-27 12:02:55

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couldve been really bad to share that meme the more i think about it.
but actually, it is now so bad it is more helpful than if i had just found the meme i was looking for.

2024-06-27 11:57:38

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less if you
more when you
& as a part of a whole
not vanishing
so maybe, actually not that close of an approx but doing what i can w/ what i got cos missing meme im not gonna spend hours to find

2024-06-27 11:56:10

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this is close enough to what i was looking for, tho the exact meme was a puzzle, tetris is a close enough approximate https://image.nostr.build/c52036a620a1c0bda0995a0cc7527a0b595c27d48cda0a6f7806906309962e79.png

2024-06-27 11:55:00

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was just dying at the puzzle hostage situation
so low stakes & yet

2024-06-27 11:44:26

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helpful to read this morning, cos related to what i dont quite have words for so ive been trying to find words to talk around the shape at least
like a loose perimeter of what im meaning

2024-06-27 11:42:11

https://image.nostr.build/5c0f9261a370016fd48aff769bc90d1b6b0cb0730df92296dc3a6644b8bc83a2.jpg #note1ra7…s0r9

2024-06-27 02:37:08

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a how-to on what?
rabbit care ✅
the sex of the rabbit ❌
cos please do not violate the rabbit's privacy

2024-06-26 17:36:29

💡oh

2024-06-26 13:16:05

i have a friend who just had a pitbull dumped on her 2 days ago in baltimore
wants me to take him cos he experienced a lot of food insecurity so he is possessive & very aloof & also hasnt been neutered
basically saying: if you dont mind being eaten, it is pretty easy to get a dog for free who didnt ask for this & do right by them & hope they simply eat someone else not you #note18s9…chz7

2024-06-26 00:36:52

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sounds protestant
sounds mormon
sounds capitalist
no thanks

2024-06-25 21:34:04

https://image.nostr.build/4f143d28ea32b5a034c4937ad9633dd26640a09b5bd7c12238802663197bf413.jpg

2024-06-25 21:06:31

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hope he sees this 🤷
or your dad or whatever
hope he tells you that you are one of the good ones
🪦

2024-06-25 17:57:16

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nostr is good for inflating balloons 🎈

2024-06-25 17:56:52

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nostr is good for flute playing 🎶

2024-06-25 17:38:10

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a much more concise way of saying all this re: hannah
is that hannah, to me, was speaking at a time when "the apocalypse is here, just not evenly distributed" really would of been a dawning prescient statement re: the west, if she meant there was no turning this around & simply that the water level had now risen high enough
what we are seeing now if that it is so high, it is touching the chosen few, the privileged ones, the born very lucky for whom all of this was allegedly for
as in, if so much of the civilization project was about immense cost & murder for the dream of a literate middle class population w/ social mobility inside a functional democracy whose best & brightest could take us to the stars
yea idk about that

2024-06-25 17:26:50

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re: the printing press, it's expansive but i prefer not to treat it seriously atm, because i was saying it in a more offhand way at the time. like just being playful.
so, while there are multitudes, for the purposes of rn: that's more of a protestant dig & a joke i was having w/ myself like 'wow she's so catholic she doesnt even believe in the printing press'
which ...
i mean no.
but maybe yes.
& yet certainly not.

2024-06-25 17:18:41

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i think to a certain extent now, 73 years after she wrote this, we are simply so far downstream as to almost be in another universe. like over the event horizon into another world. especially w/ the advent of ai, proving fact/fiction & proving true/false is more nebulous than ever before.

2024-06-25 17:12:53

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ok, so the assumption i took about why this was being shared was that there was something within what she was saying that we could do something about. like a tipping point kind of situation, or, that somewhere inside this quote implied an action towards remediation. as in: well oh, what if we made distinction between fact & fiction again. or between true & false. as if there once was something, a state of being, now lost, that could be returned to.
so that's what i meant by tiger out of their enclosure. as in, we are already at a mid-mountain avalanche presupposing there even ~was~ an actual demarcation line where would would place a 'before'
the images are from a vox convo i thought was nice, so i also included that
source: https://www.vox.com/vox-conversations-podcast/23048597/vox-conversations-hannah-arendt-totalitarianism-the-philosophers https://image.nostr.build/faf60a641739e7b38a19f3a02b7786f87ab7b4d33d04e66cad38fb2e8d05b6e3.jpg https://image.nostr.build/120418c47721c7a9269d793dc540f55f8139fe7a53eaa5c641221ee96112a526.jpg https://image.nostr.build/8c4337c64ee2f5aa93c5e125d1b8a54b864519e7b46836647f86b03d0c3283bd.jpg https://image.nostr.build/f2b2b538b8c75edfb98543126401b32ae49838045196293a968562a3279881c1.jpg https://image.nostr.build/caff254bb15aea4574df65e49fd3d48f7d90e1d4547e3beb1caad38dc04d31ff.jpg

2024-06-25 14:48:36

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on hannah or on the printing press?
either one i can say more, just not sure which one you are asking for more on!
🫂

2024-06-25 12:09:48

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i lament the printing press too, for what it's worth

2024-06-25 12:08:15

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curious as to how this is applicable in this current climate to you if you have interest in answering
cos to me, it is landing a little like: the tiger escaped the enclosure & the advice is: well, it wouldve been better if the tiger didnt. like oh ok. but it did.

2024-06-23 20:12:26

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if knowing your rights mattered it wouldnt be a dystopia

2024-06-23 19:26:18

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who knows what kinda movie this is
ya know?
who knows
who cares

2024-06-23 17:31:40

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?? there involuntarily
& no actually
have you been to hospitals
even ok ones dont have pillows in abundance
there are no great hospitals
ok is the best it gets
most range from bad to catastrophe

2024-06-23 17:20:41

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i have to go to the hospital to see my friend

2024-06-23 17:07:08

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the beaver den was a better spot to hang out in
i could spend all day in there https://image.nostr.build/c573add28f0dbb8753ba2a469dc40a2a490999ab27e8e64ea12372344a41d3b3.jpg https://image.nostr.build/7de089c612123906bdea25d506b0643a73c297d2d4b68cb5679beb8ec4274314.jpg

2024-06-23 16:30:10

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not for long. 🙏

2024-06-23 16:16:41

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cool well
this has inspired me to make art where i get dudes to cum in my pussy as a method of conceiving human life just so i can name my tiny fetus @steve before i abort them
thank you
i'll let you know how it goes ✌️

2024-06-23 10:20:15

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idk what im supposed to be imagining & im not sure that many people know what a file hash is or means
i am part of that many people
i cant even tell if you mean this is good or bad

2024-06-21 20:45:05

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i did
i have a letterpress which is the backbone of my homemade paper cardstock company
i make cards & bookmarks by hand & i sell them at the farmer's market in town every other saturday of the month from april thru october
i recognize it
i can tell by the depth of the pressing on the paper i made

2024-06-20 17:54:33

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https://image.nostr.build/c3a00525f22c05c39a24a8d9b6f52c4150787dd8beb83ad450871c143019f865.jpg

2024-06-20 17:51:52

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israel wasn't mentioned once. https://image.nostr.build/613726c67e72724d6080b2fccfe745a26092dad919a2fe4e59489dfbc4108411.jpg

2024-06-20 17:50:26

what terrorist activities https://image.nostr.build/f99e945d799eb40fe06947d9b099adbf145ff1ba54e2a428fcd8c8a652dc10ae.jpg

2024-06-20 14:58:13

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totally! except im kinda lowkey like gently gluten free atm

2024-06-20 14:53:13

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bomb ricotta + lebne + sheep's yogurt + sheep cheese + half & half + salt + sugar
on top of just straight up a shitload of mint in my backyard
+ strawberries & blackberries & rosemary
10/10

2024-06-20 14:50:55

read em & weep but for joy w/ me cos eating too, not sorrow https://image.nostr.build/c766c1979edcecf5c862d265b0da5eba9ff232b051034dceb8a736e56553ee3a.jpg

2024-06-20 14:13:43

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it wont because the entire world wont let it
or it will because the majority of the entire world preferred that & how can that be?

2024-06-20 14:03:02

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no. we literally arent doing this.
we must insist we are not doing this.

2024-06-20 13:59:37

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Quando Alexandre estava prestes a morrer de febre na babilonia, os generais dele perguntou com quem deve ficar o imperio
Ele respondeu "com o mais forte"
this is literally you
when did alexander die
how long ago
how should we treat you when you are no longer in your prime strength years

2024-06-19 18:28:58

currently in my bathtub
the water is saltier than the sea
🌊🧂🥨🧂🌊

2024-06-18 23:16:22

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guess who agreed to get that kid during rushhour & drive him all the way into the city for the last 15 mins of a protest

2024-06-18 14:54:55

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that's very not good
is there a way to find out more info about why?

2024-06-18 09:54:17

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gm lydia 🌺🌸🌼

2024-06-18 00:35:58

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i dont wear one for that
i wear it when my backpack is oppressive & my bag wants to choke me
to death
it is a sensory thing