Goiterzan/Amygdalai Lama

I'm Jeff, late hatched Autist invader on the Wet Coast of Canada, child of the 60s and believed it all. I have blogs, and the theory starts with spanking in 2014 and evolves to what, I guess The Antisocialization Theory of Neurodiversity or something by now, the latest is The Spanking Gene Blog.

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2025-01-01 01:21:06

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@nprofile…uhjq
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guessing lawyer, at least one consult somehow

2024-12-30 19:16:03

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@nprofile…uhjq
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a caffiene withdrawal headache as well doesn’t help

2024-12-29 07:15:15

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@nprofile…30mk @nprofile…f9fw @nprofile…kuh0 @nprofile…9skr @nprofile…ccc4 @nprofile…67cd @nprofile…uaxc
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so that "Because I said so,," really qualifies as a reason for them

2024-12-29 00:37:41

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@nprofile…kuh0 @nprofile…ccc4 @nprofile…67cd @nprofile…uaxc
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yes, same. I recognize it like I recognize things, seen it before, know what it is. I don’t Recognize it, like the crap countries don’t Recognize Palestine or other Indigenous authorities, in an official, policy way.

2024-12-25 21:21:16

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@nprofile…uaxc @nprofile…uhjq @nprofile…67cd
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Plus I have a hard time giving token gifts, I either want to guve something really good or nothing something useful, meant to last, art, or furniture, quality clothes.

2024-12-25 03:01:21

some old Tragically Hip, I mean I guess it’s all old now, We’ll Go Too 😇💜
https://autistics.life/system/media_attachments/files/113/711/228/642/617/598/original/6b5e315b3368bd03.mp4

2024-12-24 15:31:38

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@nprofile…gljz 😳💜

2024-12-24 09:37:08

#ThreeGoodThings
1. I went shopping today, the day before Christmas Eve, groceries, pharmacy, and it was crazy, but I had mad luck in the car, I got in and out and done and home
maybe faster than usual, flew through traffic lights and roundabouts, even in the mall
lot.
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2. On the way I saw something @GreenRoc would have liked, an inflatable Stitch in a Santa hat on someone’s front doorstep. 😀
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3. Little panic this morning, I couldn’t find my specs, which I kind of need to drive, but they were on the dash of the car. 👍

2024-12-16 02:20:31

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@nprofile…n7wl @nprofile…kz3e
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and they can keep my name and my life out of their lying NT mouths.
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Sorry

2024-12-16 01:00:13

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@nprofile…n7wl @nprofile…kz3e
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my head is full of a fantasy, I want to email my spokeskid, the estranged family to tell them about you guys, to brag about how I know who I am and I have people now, and some people seem to understand me when I talk . . . and fuck them, basically, but more just to prove who I am and how I'm not what they think. 😘 💜
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I mean because of conversations like these

2024-12-16 00:40:28

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@nprofile…kz3e
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oh, that's so great, way to go

2024-12-15 21:24:58

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@nprofile…kz3e
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her fault, send her back for them
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advice, I know, NVM

2024-12-15 21:14:44

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@nprofile…kz3e
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but I guess motivating her isn’t an option - anyway, I guess families take the money and still don’t do the work and fail the home evaluations a lot of the time.
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I’m brewing this awful theory that NT people simply cannot learn anything, cannot alter their minds about anything. 😢
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We make discoveries, they say, yes BUT IT’S STILL THE SAME, RIGHT?
😈
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Sorry. Don’t encourage me, i’ve been poisoned, so try as I may, I’m poisonous. 💜

2024-12-15 20:53:04

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@nprofile…kz3e
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Is she getting PAID and doing this?
Would losing you to the other situation help or hurt her?

2024-12-15 01:24:42

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@nprofile…kz3e
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what betrayal, they saw the house, unless you think you're supposed to have done it all, it's between them and her, isn't it? Your "betrayal," is that you need help?

2024-12-14 21:18:49

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@nprofile…0804
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such a pollyanna, that guy. 😜
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Again, environments and evolution, why would the rabble’s environment produce something better? They like rare random mutations so much more than the all day environment.
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Autistics can argue with ANY normal sort. Freddie’s one of my faves for that. 😘

2024-12-14 21:10:28

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@nprofile…0804
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“Look, it’s evolution. There aren’t “deterrents,” there are ENVIRONMENTS, and we don’t avoid, we ADAPT. We have genes that respond to the reality of the “deterrents,” driving us TO the abuses of crime and not away from them . . .
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OK. There’s a man in the sky that told me you should stop hitting your kids or he’ll torture you forever 😜
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Better?”
😈😘

2024-12-14 19:50:04

starting to understand why every smart person in history gave up telling the truth and just tried to bamboozle people into being better

2024-12-12 23:52:12

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@nprofile…yqv9 @nprofile…dxsz
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I’m not angry, I don’t feel cheated. I just want one that big, and lawsuits are how things work in this country 😀

2024-12-10 18:09:17

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@nprofile…3sf2
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They think suffering is “good,” somehow and coincidentally this is the lesson of spanking, that it’s “good for you.” Plus it creates a need to deflect, to unload. I think that’s the framing, it’s the punishment cult causes this.

2024-12-09 18:25:03

I’m trying to live from my own Autistic brain, rewriting the normal
world as I go, I believe this is what developmental delays are about, and even rewrite some “science,” my way, but I have to admit, I am surely still a child, still far behind where a fully developed Autistic adult might be if they weren’t . . . feral, if they grew up in an Autistic society and world. I can sense it sometimes, my arrested development, the childish state of my thinking, that while it’s been audited for some of the most Allistic noise I can’t really use, there hasn’t really been anything to replace it all with, that I will die from age before I have a mature Autistic mind, somehow.
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Embarrassing sometimes, sometimes I have to abandon an argument, shut up before it becomes simply circular, but mostly just frustrating. I have to be this way but I could have used some help at it, and people are probably out there somewhere who could have been that, but . . . I didn’t spend my life with those people.
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#ActuallyAutistic
#ActuallyAutisticElder
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2024-12-06 20:26:49

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@nprofile…ncxj
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isn't there a law that that information has to be public?

2024-12-02 20:07:38

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@nprofile…unmw
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I guess the social political version of that meme is How do expect to end authoritarianism if you can’t stop being a dictator with your kids 😈

2024-11-23 18:17:13

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@nprofile…uhjq
Geez, tell me the site is mostly corporate bots without telling me the site is mostly, etc., huh
“Employees,” like everyone has employees 🙄

2024-11-23 01:25:54

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@nprofile…gljz @nprofile…0tg9
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thank you, you too ❤️

2024-11-22 21:32:16

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@nprofile…gljz @nprofile…0tg9
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I was the same there on Twitter as here, I thought it was like that there, just I got no engagement, squelched by the algorithm.
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That probably coloured how I feel
about people, that I cannot reach anyone, and probably changed the way I try to reach people, in some erroneous direction, I guess. 😳❤️

2024-11-22 21:03:29

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@nprofile…gljz @nprofile…0tg9
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FFS. I mean from all of us, if they like.

2024-11-22 20:56:10

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@nprofile…gljz @nprofile…0tg9
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and isn’t that the whole game, capturing assholes like me that think it’s a place where ideas are exchanged, and then silently tilting it away from half of them?
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And this was legal?
Always? Set up a false commions with a secret tilt? Sure, go ahead!

2024-11-16 19:51:37

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@nprofile…y3mz
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oh no, did they let him down?