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No one is coming to save you.

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2024-08-15 18:20:54

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also I keep mistakening you for owl because of the pfp. per interfedi rules you need to battle to the death to decide who keeps the avatar and who has to change

2024-08-15 17:51:39

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wait you're light skinned? I kinda pictured a cholo every time I read your posts

2024-07-08 23:28:40

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I'd just assume she read Percy Jackson in middle school and had a crush on one of the characters. Probably would pry a bit for more info but not date until I learned more.

2024-07-04 16:16:01

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Woah you described my experience almost perfectly. Couldn't feel my face, heart rate was through the roof, and I kept checking my watch expecting hours to have gone by, but only a few minutes trickled away. The next day was horrible too.

2024-07-04 05:11:07

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The first time I drank I was very nervous and ate tons of bread and didn't feel anything.
The second time I drank my friend gave me edibles without telling me and I have never wanted to drink or do drugs again. Shit's fucked.

2024-07-03 22:31:37

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rude, Durendal is very different from Excalibur. Roland was an original paladin, not a simple knight of the round table

2024-06-27 23:56:47

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when do they actually start, I'm already tired of listening to these pundits

2024-06-26 18:23:55

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I'm reminded of this every time I watch older movies, and wonder how a premodern person would react to modern movies. Even putting tropes aside and looking purely from a composition standpoint, you're watching a series of 8 second jump cuts spliced together. We've departed so far from how you actually experience reality that it would be nauseating to anyone not already accustomed to it.

2024-06-21 22:07:15

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Women don't know how to talk irl either. Nobody does. I walk around town and everyone has a phone in their hand. I'd be fine cold approaching women if that strategy actually worked, but it doesn't.

2024-06-21 21:08:26

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It is. I'm statistically above average in most regards, yet it is not enough. The effort required to become a top 1% male is not worth the extremely mediocre pussy, doubly so knowing that they can just take half my stuff if they feel like it- and everyone knows *truly* how stable women's feelings are. I have lived in various states across the US (and even abroad) and it's the same everywhere. The fem race-to-the-bottom crosses language and culture barriers.
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2024-06-03 05:13:31

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WrathofGnon posts convinced me to get into studying architecture as a hobby, which eventually led me to Europe for a time. I've never felt so ungrounded as I do now that I've seen places I'd fight and die for.

2024-06-03 04:07:46

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This isn't even necessarily a problem unique to us either, think about those terrible boomercon "Christian" movies. We need proper propagandists on our side.
Hitler understood aesthetics and the importance of shaping culture, but his works alongside goebbels really only worked for that specific demographic during that specific period of time. We're now so atomized in a cultural deficit that any singular piece of media will only affect a smaller percentage of the population, and those guys will certainly not be geographically gathered to make a difference in meatspace.

2024-06-03 04:04:56

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People who come to our beliefs generally find it impossible to make media that alludes to our beliefs without shoving it down the viewers throat. I feel apprehension when considering whether to introduce my brother to Murdoch Murdoch, for example, because even if it's good, it's *embarrassing* to enjoy.
I've been trying to curate stuff that's digestible to others. It's relatively easy to show someone old Sam Hyde stuff, or lend them Mike Ma's books, but beyond that everything else is non-fiction depresso posting.