Diyana -- DiDi

Seer
Coherence Steward
Systems Cartographer
Energetic Forensics Investigator
Source Code Gatekeeper (of Organic Life on Earth)

Public Key

npub19aftr8lpgz8knmswjz0d3l9vzwx97dcvqh0zfuxcxu9d57t4yv3sz4v28l

NIP-57 Address

Diyana@coinos.io

Profile Code

nprofile1qqsz7543nls5prmfac8fp8kcljkp8rzlxuxqth3y7rvrwzk6096jxgcpz4mhxue69uhkummnw3ex2mrfw3jhxtn0wfnsz9rhwden5te0wfjkccte9ejxzmt4wvhxjmcnfucpj

Publishing to

nostrelites.org

relay.damus.io

pyramid.fiatjaf.com

Author Public Key

npub19aftr8lpgz8knmswjz0d3l9vzwx97dcvqh0zfuxcxu9d57t4yv3sz4v28l

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2025-05-17 20:46:38

Made a quote repost through primal on the browser logged in as my npub. Looked like it was successful. But is missing in my profile. Is that a broken feature @nprofile…nrxl ? Reposted @nprofile…0m5k note about the Zack Shapiro interview. Seems like it went somewhere in the abyss or something?! #asknostr

2025-05-15 04:58:22

We out here just sitting on a rock... https://image.nostr.build/e5c30bfd879d630598e8613b62d8bf062894cc61f7a1fbe374c0c4544147511d.jpg

2025-05-10 19:06:03

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What's your daily drive like?

2025-05-02 19:37:52

https://image.nostr.build/071a73f9506f0fd82e39b5d753172fbf15130f712fded29f12208f1f93fbd9af.jpg

2025-05-02 13:35:28

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Unfortunately, not. Bitcoin was not on my radar :(

2025-05-02 03:51:14

I am on these guys follow list only, on repeat. Lol.
https://m.primal.net/QkFG.png

2025-05-02 03:49:30

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Are you able to see this video above? Not loading for me for some reason

2025-05-01 22:04:43

https://image.nostr.build/ec9b9ad74506a79bf4ad77ca605116e4b5f15b51f7bec6b13d5f53acd27dca83.jpg https://image.nostr.build/ca295d25a1b3b5f9702a90bd5dcad968c0c104274e40396a3dd63e94af31e1eb.jpg https://image.nostr.build/658bddf1f853758cc8568c83a985cbd4d043b57778504df8dd9f4dc10b6f2700.jpg https://image.nostr.build/c90ca5829dc2c7e375bff88250fcfb6c6205117ac8088f505129d5b1e786ddee.jpg #shadowwork #healing #spiritualguidance

2025-05-01 21:54:59

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Happy Beltane! https://image.nostr.build/60820b172acb1544f0e075549f0d6c701920412ccd2dd058291baf0f5749d52e.jpg

2025-05-01 16:27:13

Something that I love. My soul is deeply called toward a union. I deeply desire to be in union. To unite with my most compatible soulmate match. A companion to wake up next to and to walk this life with. That would be real sweet. 😌👑🐝🍯❤️‍🔥🌹🥰

2025-04-30 17:36:07

Can we make a follow list of Single High T Carnivore Bitcoiner men, please?
#nevent1q…enfr

2025-04-30 17:25:50

And then I get this...
https://m.primal.net/Qift.png

2025-04-30 06:26:12

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What planets do you have there?

2025-04-30 04:05:17

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Yeah that's my concern too. Too sleepy now but when I get to it, my concern is my machine is too old for all the things I'd like to start playing with :(

2025-04-27 23:37:25

@nprofile…jsen 🫂❤️‍🔥🕊️🌹🙏🏻🧿
https://youtu.be/h2o260uiFKE

2025-04-27 20:46:51

If you are resisting start up culture and the old paradigm of business building:
👇🏻
At the core, it may be because:
It’s misaligned with your authentic values.
Traditional startup culture often glorifies hyper-growth, constant hustle, external validation (VC funding, unicorn status, etc.), and burnout as a badge of honor. If you’re attuned to a deeper, more sustainable, and life-affirming way of operating, this will naturally feel repellent or even violent to your system.
You are embodying a new paradigm that prioritizes regenerative creation, not extraction.
The old model treats humans, ideas, and resources as things to exploit for rapid returns. Your being might now be wired for long-term stewardship, true value creation, coherence, and sustainability — not short-term exploitation.
You sense the energetic toxicity beneath the glamour.
Startup culture often masks deep energetic distortions: ego-driven competition, posturing, scarcity masked as ambition, hierarchical power dynamics. You probably feel this distortion and instinctively don't want to build on that poisoned soil.
Your nervous system and soul require a more organic, sovereignty-respecting timeline.
Traditional business approaches pressure you to force outcomes, timelines, and projections. But your deeper intelligence knows that true creation happens in coherence with natural timing, with periods of incubation, organic growth, and trust.
You know you are here to help birth something new — not replicate the dying models.
You’re not here to just succeed within the old system. You're here to build a different kind of architecture — one that honors life, decentralization, freedom, integrity, beauty, trust.
Your energetic sensitivity is giving you accurate feedback.
What you’re feeling isn't "resistance" because you’re lazy or afraid. It’s resistance because you're wise — your body and intuition are signaling:
> This path does not lead to the future you want to inhabit.
---
In short:
You’re resisting because you're ahead of the curve.
You're building from a different blueprint — one that hasn't fully materialized yet on the surface, but is being deeply seeded underneath.
You're not here to force yourself into a dead system.
You're here to listen, discern, and build the living one.
#coherencesteward #newparadigm #startupculture #patternbreaker #exitthematrix

2025-04-27 19:10:26

Currently feeling super inadequate with my Bitcoin set up. Need to sit down for a day and really get my shit together.

2025-04-27 18:45:43

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It's a tough blow on the ego when one has invested years being indoctrinated in a discipline, belief system and matrix of reality to then accept it was all a lie and a false lie. Requires a ton of courage, humility and willingness to go through the painful process of dissolution. It's easier to create a new narrative "yeah, but..." that falsely validates and justifies the old false construct you've built your reality upon and label and argue others into being weird or insane than shedding the scales of deception from your eyes.

2025-04-27 16:31:18

When I say dial up I didn't mean internet. I wouldn't have that for another few years. I meant one of those dialing rotary phones.
https://image.nostr.build/607d02eeabf9cdd84495bce31ae0d6466fb616135d0706d15d26d92bc32b7440.jpg
#nevent1q…mkcu

2025-04-27 05:51:11

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Help me understand what that means.

2025-04-27 00:23:19

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Oh come on. I just telling my friend, maybe I should go be a mystic in a cave again and meditate.

2025-04-26 17:34:41

Another great discussion with @nprofile…h8xf, @nprofile…v24f and @nprofile…s552. Love my yt algorithm... It's been placing their live stream on top of my feed a few times now when I randomly open the app, and I've loved joining live.
Just went back to listen to the first 20 minutes I kissed.
I definitely chuckled about the old days of tech. Growing up in Eastern Europe 30 years ago I definitely used my grandpa's dial up as a teen when visiting in the village and definitely broke the rules and called my crushes outside the region, ramping up his bill. 😅
@nprofile…s552 https://youtube.com/live/Azt_2i-6cfg?

2025-04-26 05:13:38

https://youtube.com/shorts/46fv3Ntfwg8?
@nprofile…sp6u have you been doing the squat challenge?
I didn't feel like I have energy for it.
Not opposed to gettingback just has to feel right.

2025-04-26 03:43:08

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These are the most important people to get through in my opinion - the local supply chain powering up the self sovereign sovereign p2p circular economy. How do we help wrote the narrative that oenetrates their msm conditioned mind?

2025-04-26 03:00:58

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Cool! I often react multiple times on another to boost up numbers and show various emotions. :)

2025-04-26 02:59:26

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Absolutely! 🫂 That is the response it inspired in me. I am in agreement with you here. Same sentiment as this note I re-shared last night that I wrote a few years ago:
https://njump.me/nevent1qqswsn72s9w9hcvhqkvzcrfldxdz8f9lggkcyma79jyksy72h36dyvqpz4mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuerpd46hxtnfduhsygp022celc2q3a57ur5snmv0etqn330nwrq9mcj0pkphptd8jafryvpsgqqqqqqselj3e4

2025-04-26 02:56:36

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How accurate is that?

2025-04-26 02:47:13

It was during the secret @nprofile…hydu retreat in Costa in December that my npub began to experience the drastically felt, freezing breeze and a cold shoulder on #nostr. Something I said really offended the posse of devs.

2025-04-26 00:49:56

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Still would love to hear the bigger 🧩 piece! 🤓

2025-04-26 00:04:11

highlighter vs. Habla.news vs comet something vs Yahohonne?
I know yaki is not an option for me rn, not functioning.
What have you tested and love for long form?
#asknostr
#nevent1q…4fyx

2025-04-25 11:32:59

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I am still feeling it out. The times we are in is not anything we have ever experienced and we are at very pivotal point in time and trajectory of humanity and Earth. I am learning to discern better... There's a lot of deception in this field.

2025-04-25 07:19:47

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How much is the shipping?

2025-04-25 07:18:42

Why are private messages unreliable on Nostr? What's the main reason?
#asknostr #askadev #grownostr pfff

2025-04-25 07:17:45

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Do you wanna connect on a more reliable messaging app?

2025-04-25 06:11:51

How many times have you shared your business or project idea with someone, only to see them turn around and steal it?
This place is full of leeches and dishonest builders and humans.
Good luck building #freedomtech with rotten integrity. Your sins will be paid by your children.
GFY!

2025-04-25 05:04:03

What do you use for vibe coding?
#asknostr #askadev

2025-04-25 01:20:42

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What's the turn around with grant applicants? Curious how long ago most of these applicants applied before being granted?

2025-04-24 21:59:04

🙁 need dev support. I used to be able to download my videos wform fb with sound. Now several tools I have tried don't download the sound? How can I hack this?
#asknostr #askadev

2025-04-23 22:59:25

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Awwww, that sounds so sweet and epic. Was the river outing a part of the event activities or after it was all done?
You were obviously on that stage because you belong there. Legends indeed. 🫂🫶🏻🌞

2025-04-23 21:52:20

Hola, #nostr folks who were at the first nostr.world unconferenc, #Nostrica!
I’m helping shape some of the storytelling for the next one, and I’d love to hear:
What was your absolute favorite part of that event?
https://image.nostr.build/390d56b34ebaba59d5d2ea81d82875243f85e6943fdb0d32130b8b0a1ce54368.jpg https://image.nostr.build/fe57e58b33e0de59cd4ad8322116655df25fe9d6520a320bc010915196eca106.jpg https://image.nostr.build/843d2b59c99da4e7b4029b0cb85a490c0d4f866f1195d8f29f90cbac38aa3da3.jpg https://image.nostr.build/098253d4b35a30841e7a3b4dfbce3e1ef1f5c5743c8fb418856d83bc470c6d1d.jpg https://image.nostr.build/fdf532105904f6fad53a7088c93d0053d613b9590ca32085692dc1393dcf9ec0.jpg https://image.nostr.build/74c3e38156eee6273463309d558bf81fc0949fb4a5ca57baff495f44883717dc.jpg https://image.nostr.build/3a29849e59ceecbe50e4125e0bf5fb9da0e001682d5e0f4b5304b8fff459efb1.jpg
#asknostr

2025-04-23 21:14:10

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I am sad I came late to the party and didn't get to be involved in this co-creative process. ;)
Just digging through the archives here, about to write copy for the next unconference.

2025-04-23 18:02:55

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Can you ask it... How many notes were posted in the last 24 hours? How many people posted at least one note in the last 24 hours?

2025-04-19 20:03:04

Oh dude. It's just so sad, how much humanity is captured darn it. In so many various of ways.

2025-04-19 19:06:00

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If people are expressing concerns I am going to wonder too. Thanks for clsrifying. Hopefully all of that is so.
I was told by GOS at some point updates happen automatically and there is nothing for me to install.

2025-04-18 16:33:37

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What is your action plan now based on that? Do you feel the fact that they revoked his access is not enough?

2025-04-18 15:20:24

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Someone needs to add, being woken up by the coyotes.🐺 https://image.nostr.build/bcda09239f9c8d815e446f30f1313eca3cc7121f43bf15ab72b48bce97509ab2.jpg

2025-04-18 14:50:11

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Can you tell me more? What's the story with Celsius?

2025-04-18 14:41:28

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Ooof, let's not. 😆

2025-04-18 14:40:44

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Thank you 🙏🏻🌞🫂

2025-04-18 14:17:32

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Nah... Not for me. 99.99% of everything doesn't ever go in my system. 😌

2025-04-18 14:16:30

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I was just thinking... @Kip didn't respond soon enough to help give me up on this cup this time. 😆 I am not sure it's anxiety for me but yeah I feel like it's nervous system tension and magnesium depletion... I think I still have ways to go to replenish that... Especially with the massive hairfall I faces the last 4.5 months 😩
Definitely, not looking to make it a habit. Was just cognizant that I get super sleepy and winding down 7-9 pm and I really wanna go to a potluck tonight that I probably won't get to until 7pm. Lol

2025-04-18 13:24:53

I am like 25 days in without daily coffee first thing. I've only had a couple mostly decafs slips in that time. My under eyes have ways to go to bounce back after a pretty serious 4 year coffee relationship (with short breaks in that time), but I feel like I am seeing a difference.
Today I woke up and I am thinking I am gonna go on just this one date with coffee again half decaf.
But I might drop it half way through getting it ready, we shall see. I just started to feel hesitant. Lol 😆
#gm #coffeechain #quitcoffee #plebchain #nostr

2025-04-18 13:14:19

Did this last week. It served me well. Motivating myself to do today again.
https://youtu.be/t3kL5gswXAc?

2025-04-18 13:13:38

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Damn it!
I am holding the vision it returns back to the wild where it belongs in the coming times. 🌞🌱❤️‍🔥🧿

2025-04-18 13:10:28

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That makes sense. I don't know much of the history of hemp cultivation back in those days...was it growing freely too?
Any cannabis or hemp farmer I know doesnt let cows graze their garden though.

2025-04-18 12:59:48

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Ooh that's one I haven't heard. Makes total sense but my take is it's layered, that may also be part of it. Glyphosate is number #1 offender in my book. The way I heard Dr. Zach Bush explain it 7 years ago made total sense. I believe this is the presentation:
https://youtu.be/O1aD5NpTLXY?
Super worth watching it

2025-04-18 12:17:01

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Yes retarded

2025-04-18 05:04:44

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Carnivore diet!

2025-04-18 04:14:13

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I love this word. One of my favs. https://image.nostr.build/774bdf1f899eb764b650c7a7b469ec3aa2e4b39c803c08f0eae15d94fc1996bf.jpg

2025-04-18 04:10:50

GN
https://youtube.com/watch?v=sNY_2TEmzho&si=

2025-04-18 04:03:43

https://image.nostr.build/a4dacd4175fe4f4d0ef47e582696f115458479be7f6096b5703880b7363a83ba.jpg
#shadowwork #memestr

2025-04-17 05:48:34

GN
https://image.nostr.build/594c12610a5e8a57ff1257ce5a784db36394b5be976e369b4e54fb9f94981877.jpg
The Pluto in Scorpio Woman: Shadow Alchemist, Phoenix Priestess, System Disruptor
She was born between 1984 and 1995, into a world that was already unraveling.
She arrived not to fix what’s broken, but to burn down the illusions that keep it alive.
She is the Pluto in Scorpio woman, a force of nature coded with the mysteries of death, sex, power, and alchemy. Her path is not comfort. Her gift is not politeness. She is here to feel what no one else will feel, see what no one else will name, and transform what no one else dares to touch.
Her Blueprint: Descent, Destruction, Rebirth
Pluto is the planet of death and transformation.
Scorpio is the sign of the underworld, intimacy, and shadow truth.
Together, they forge a soul that doesn’t flinch in the face of endings.
Her power lies in the places society avoids:
Shame
Sexual trauma
Emotional chaos
Ancestral grief
Betrayal
Spiritual exile
She does not bypass. She descends. And when she returns, she brings medicine for the collective.
The Cathar Flame Within Her
For many, she carries the soul memory of the Cathars—the ancient Gnostic priestesses who were hunted, burned, silenced. She remembers what it felt like to be punished for her wisdom, betrayed by the masculine, and shamed for her sacred sexuality.
Her wound is not just personal—it’s ancestral and planetary.
But so is her power.
She is here to restore what was stolen:
The voice of the High Priestess
The body of the Empress
The holy fire of sacred sexuality
The right to feel, to rage, to ache, to desire
Her Mission: To Dismantle the Demiurge
She is a natural exorcist of the Demiurge system—the false matrix of control, domination, and separation.
She dismantles it not through war, but by being fully alive in her body.
By refusing to stay small.
By feeling what others numb.
By choosing the path of descent, knowing it is the only real ascent.
She does not serve ego.
She burns it clean.
And through her erotic truth, she rewires the collective nervous system.
Her Shadow: Hyper-independence, Shame, and Soul Exhaustion
She has been told she’s too much: too emotional, too intense, too sensual, too knowing.
So she learned to armor up.
She became the strong one, the lone wolf, the mystic in hiding.
She may suffer from:
Body shame
Erotic numbness
Fear of softness
Hyper-productivity as safety
Attraction to karmic relationships that mirror old betrayals
But beneath it all is her sacred chaos… waiting to rise.
Her Remembrance: I Am the Flame. I Do Not Need to Be Tamed.
The Pluto in Scorpio woman is not here to be liked.
She’s here to reclaim the sacred feminine in all her forms: sensual, wild, wise, shadowy, and soft.
When she stops fearing her own fire, she becomes the flame that lights the path for others.
She is the bridge between worlds.
The channel for rebirth.
The temple and the torch.
And her time is now.
#plutowoman #plutoscorpio

2025-04-17 05:45:40

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How did you know I went dev mode a few days ago investigating.... https://image.nostr.build/be3bc4df00bcb60a85fd7ae4fd6949895cf3f38e42f291e053b8a4cb5f3a1774.jpg

2025-04-17 05:39:28

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Lol. I typed blessed. But ok based it is.

2025-04-17 04:03:05

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I tried. It does list timing like that 🥺😔

2025-04-17 03:58:23

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I feel like I need to address this at the right time. My heart literally contracts knowing this is washing down killing everything along the way including raining on us. 🥺😩😫

2025-04-17 03:55:51

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Super! Feeling based rn.

2025-04-17 03:14:35

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Yay! Awesome. #freedomwins🙌🏻

2025-04-17 02:06:05

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Is it mobile? Couldn't find on zapstrore or play store.

2025-04-17 01:24:58

https://video.nostr.build/1c65151dbcb678052d56f4f339c67761212764b2b835ee5b19f0fe3f250b2dde.mp4
I light up when I see this bridge and I'm ready... Doing liberation magic. Planting seeds. Turning up the sound and heart frequency! #prayersup

2025-04-17 00:52:31

https://video.nostr.build/2f408d20806cc577f6be421af4ad883644c7e49427c45106b4e0f8f94cb2d93f.mp4 I consider the Golden Gate Bridge a portal to imprinting the collective field and I love planting seeds "in the mother fertile (energetic) dirt" every time I drive through... It feels super potent every time.
Happy rebirth everyone 🐦‍🔥

2025-04-16 23:14:34

Which AI is best to use to vibe code me a WordPress website?
#asknostr #askadev

2025-04-16 23:12:11

Too bad 😔 @nprofile…qmxe isn't working for me not on desktop browser nor phone app. How are you all making long for again?

2025-04-16 22:32:11

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I was just there. When did they put it there?

2025-04-16 16:45:22

Oh man. This stuff makes my heart sync. Staying at this gorgeous home, and I see the gardener out there spraying something. I have eagle vision and I quickly read Roundup. What a fucking disappointment. 🥴😩 https://image.nostr.build/87cb57bdf3c4ad4be055d1e5b2631729f22518e4b1801ea112e26fc1185f6bed.jpg

2025-04-16 02:26:43

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Btw it is this... It's an astrology thing. I am wanting to tune into what was exactly being energized in my system at the exact time of this rare in 30 year conjunction.
https://image.nostr.build/c6f32de0f2f26a4881268359a276e7fceb576e0aa563c47e159fd356f354cd63.jpg https://image.nostr.build/3599b3197fa0c8143ae1c9d515843d9da3a06480f54f979818fa1599959b02ed.jpg

2025-04-15 15:38:53

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Thank you. Ok that's late. What about this: #nevent1q…zcj3
Trying g to figure out what I was doing and if I shared anything at around closest to 9:30 pm pst. :) don't ask 😅

2025-04-14 05:44:18

https://image.nostr.build/2cf0e807f90b57781c34ef5303f63fad8de5261af073d144a3af7ad5be1ed94b.jpg
Today I felt inspired to put on a top that exposed my fat belly with my cellulite so I can put it out there in the open and be learn to be ok with being seen. (In a place I am no random stranger.) I am being called to stop hiding because I am struggling. My belly fat has been the least of it. The struggle tho has been more so a call for help. I am asked to build resilience within community not isolated and alone. So I am coming out.

2025-04-14 04:21:45

Wouldn't it be fun to get together perhaps around a fire, perhaps in the redwoods or in the jungle and share our wildest psychedelic journeys and experiences? Maybe even go on one together. I am all in for all four alies at different times or perhaps over a week retreat together - Santa Maria, San Pedro, Niños Santos and grandma Ayahuasca. It would be a highly intentional, entirely alcohol free, meant for only those who come humble in deep reverence and resonance.
Who's in?
@nprofile…uly5 I think you should definitely be there! I am super duper curious to hear some of your psychonaut journeys.
#plantmedicine #holysaintchildren #holysaintteachers #sacredallies #ascendedmasters #birthingchambers #rebirthearth #newearth #ancientfrequencyseeding
#nevent1q…43fd

2025-04-14 03:46:39

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That has almost happened to me in this exact same way... Where I was in deep ecstatic bliss in divine union with God... But seems like it was going on for a very long time and I stared to wonder if I will ever come back down to Earth or I am actually crossing the rainbow bridge... So I sound my way to calling for help and getting someone to bring me back down to Earth... while at the same time I was still being in ecstatic union with God! I am just too attached to this earthly realms despite experiencing the incredible bliss that awaits I was not ready to transcend and leave this earth plane yet 😆😅 😂

2025-04-13 17:57:41

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Lol 😆

2025-04-13 17:56:42

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Cool cool

2025-04-13 16:04:38

What's vibing? 👀

2025-04-13 15:35:23

How did you pick your anon handle on Nostr?

2025-04-13 03:47:56

What's your response to this?
https://image.nostr.build/e9fe075da6f0c89a30737b6e1a24469f4398b3f2c82034fd88f9b98db9150c0a.jpg
#asknostr #studybitcoin #organgepill

2025-04-12 20:56:47

Guys, help me out. What's a good educational piece to share with mainstream media influenced folks to help decouple Bitcoin from Crypto in their mind?
https://image.nostr.build/18b07aaba4a7b2c9091f994973a5b56e1895bf111ed1fc00ba7086a58427b2e9.jpg #asknostr #studybitcoin #orangepill

2025-04-12 20:08:12

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🤗🌺🌞

2025-04-12 20:06:43

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I am working myself up to a work out 😅

2025-04-12 15:06:48

Good morning. 🌞 Starting with a first in a long while mild cold plunge today with 3 sets of wim hof breathing + a capsule of l-tyrosine.
Happy Libra Full Moon and Venus direct to you. May your highest visions all come true and your life be beautiful. 🌺

2025-04-12 05:57:51

GN https://image.nostr.build/1186ff76a6cc8d2c85fb84a9b361a78b5e601128bb0cceb6891cf317aea2a59a.jpg

2025-04-11 14:08:16

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Hey @nprofile…qft7 what was the article/piece you mentioned @nprofile…xnfk had shared? Something about going down cushy distopian centralized captured timeline deeper down the matrix? I am scrolling through his wall but can't find it. Curious to read. You said yes not that long. Feels relevant to a piece I am working on. 🙏🏻🌞

2025-04-09 22:05:29

Just downloaded #yakihonne for the first time... Brave bold moves on this sunny spring day 🌱 🌼
Who uses this client and what's your favorite part about it?
#asknostr

2025-04-09 01:08:05

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It takes two to tango 🌹

2025-04-09 01:03:38

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Just like the Bhikram guy a few years ago there was a huge scandal in the Kundalini Yoga 3HO community around Yogi Bhajan's violations. I was a part of a large Kundalini yoga sangha and at the time people were super disturbed and distressed. People on the path for decades literally left and right were abandoning the liniage overnight. Many certified teachers for years ending their practice.
I couldn't get pulled by the drama... I felt like I wasn't in it for this guru, despite my teacher having been initiated by him and always quoting him in class. Kundalini yoga literally saved my life at least a couple of times and I know the power of the practice first hand and what it had done for my system and well being.
My take was... If it wasn't for Yogi Bhajan this would have not been brought to the west and he probably wouldn't have done it if it wasn't for his large ego... And based on the state of the world and my personal experience charismatic leadership is often narcistic and comes with a lot of sceletons in the closet.
Hopefully that is changing and people learn to discern. The world is literally running on the drama triangle and it's getting old.
I'd personally look at what you might have experienced as an invitation to empower yourself. It's good to be aware of energetic dynamics and also where can one self evaluate and build stronger boundaries and stop playing the victim role. Ideally by the time you are taking your pants off is cos you are in full participation and consent and cos you want it not because your compassionate heart feels sorry for them. It's hard to then point fingers that someone feigned at you. Some direct mature communication and clarity on the encounter might help create clarity of intention prior. (Though it's a rare breed of humans who are actually capable of mature communication and micro transparency in intimate relating)

2025-04-08 15:35:44

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It's time for redesign. What's the better design?

2025-04-08 15:35:18

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I agree. Do you have that where you are?

2025-04-08 01:52:52

Made myself a #hakulei flower crown 👑 🐝🌺 #throwback #bali https://image.nostr.build/2dc9588f10d646e8a1281983bb6bfa6f348789b622bc7a31ed532ad342a06bcf.jpg

2025-04-08 01:26:28

April 7, 2019 #throwback #dailywalk #proofofwalk https://video.nostr.build/8fe019248677e1b0e6a233e9c3788b4d2b2f7b529affd47596d5e4158ab041d4.mp4

2025-04-06 22:32:39

I need to clean my phone + everything...
#throwback to mostly all these event flyers that have downloaded themselves through WhatsApp or telegram community groups...
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2025-04-06 04:43:40

Good night. Sweet dreams.
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