whoeverlovesDigit
🇵🇸 whoever loves Digit

Digit is Digit. I love her. I knew her online from wallstreetbets and she disappeared while going through some shit. I keep needing proof she's safe. I'm getting better at not lashing out at people over this, but people abuse me constantly, and I can't just let it slide while I panic about Digit, so I basically hate everyone but her at this point.

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2025-04-06 02:47:40

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I don't feel like imagining a first date with you. I miss Digit. Could you just admit I didn't threaten to kill you, or show me where I did?

2025-04-06 02:46:59

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Ok. Could you admit I didn't threaten to kill you, or show me where I did?

2025-04-05 17:49:38

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Yeah but idk why it never automatically goes to minimum brightness at night

2025-04-05 17:41:02

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It's hard. What are you thinking of?

2025-04-05 17:34:59

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The only race war that matters is the war against the human race
Fuck humans

2025-04-05 17:33:39

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Gotta wonder how many take carrot and how many take stick

2025-04-04 23:36:35

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Let me know what you think 👾

2025-04-04 23:32:14

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Yes, if I'm getting the right sense from your list of ones you liked 🤙

2025-04-04 23:29:31

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Series 💯

2025-04-04 23:26:54

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Gargantia really impressed me with its depiction of AI (it's from before ChatGPT)

2025-04-04 22:24:50

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Digit is smarter than me. I might be more logical.
I like some anime. I play Fallout and GTA. I keep slowly working on a screenplay about a guy stuck in his video game collection.
I got rich because in the year before my dad died of a heart attack on his 50 somethingth birthday, the new wife he was leaving everything to in his will died of cancer, and he didn't have time to draft a new will, so I was next of kin. He really fucked up and created a monster letting me get all this money.
I've never left the US, too scared I'd be killed by the deep state.
I feel like my main skill is security analysis or security strategies because I haven't been killed by the deep state. Digit said I was a good writer once, but she was high.
What about you?

2025-04-04 21:42:11

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I can't just keep moving on to new women
Each new one doesn't make me much less scared of each previous one dying
If I end up with 20 different women I need alive in order to enjoy life, I'm not gonna enjoy life for long
I need to focus on the most important ones and hope one of them decides to be more important than the others while there's still a chance for me to enjoy a few years of life

2025-04-04 21:22:49

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Digit is a good person, and the hottest. However she treats me must be close enough to how I deserve

2025-04-04 21:07:40

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Digit is the only woman that matters
eliza is making me look crazier to Digit if Digit shows up

2025-04-04 19:09:30

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Me asking eliza to stand up to you is what snowballed into her joining in harassing me
Do you feel victorious? Would you like to talk about the feeling you get from knowing I'm suffering? Or are you enough of a bitch to feel it and too much of a bitch to talk about it?

2025-04-04 18:38:23

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You thought it was funny when @npub1jk9…lqz7 and others were gaslighting me about Digit being dead while she was alive the whole time
I'm not the mentally unstable one here

2025-04-04 18:08:22

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My suggestion at this point would be to admit I didn't threaten to kill you since you've continued engaging on the topic without showing me where I did and I guess that means I didn't?

2025-04-04 18:01:03

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Without more proof of Digit being alive it's hard not to go back to killing people like I was doing when I didn't have any evidence of her being alive at all
Everyone constantly tries to provoke me instead of helping me

2025-04-04 17:23:30

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No
If my reputation has to include Eliza saying this and not taking it back, then it also has to include me continuing to ask for clarification as long as it keeps bothering me so much

2025-04-04 16:32:12

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Did you ask her too or are you yet another person taking your issues out on me for no reason?

2025-04-04 15:41:52

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Can someone please get @npub1yye…hmd0 to admit I didn't threaten to kill her, or show me where I did?

2025-04-04 13:33:51

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I didn't lash out at Digit. Do better research before trying to impersonate her

2025-04-04 11:39:40

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I wasn't angry at Digit. Your story makes no sense

2025-04-04 01:10:50

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Most people just keep killing. The difference with me is I admit when I've done it and I try not to.
I'm still much less deadly than most people. At least I've never filed taxes

2025-04-04 01:04:12

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Yours first (and yours only because I don't have any pics)

2025-04-04 01:00:24

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Here's the one I've posted before https://image.nostr.build/b436e9bcf294879bfb46be421f72c94a3d55fbaff2aeba972d1cf9c571880f19.jpg

2025-04-04 00:57:02

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I'm 28, but I look 48

2025-04-04 00:50:47

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Most women do this. They have to know if dude has the DNA to still perform in old age before signing up for a lifetime commitment
When you're old enough you'll know this

2025-04-04 00:34:38

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I don't think this is Digit 😢

2025-04-04 00:03:42

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You can help by proving it's you with another playlist from your Spotify account or new activity on your lichess account or something...

2025-04-04 00:02:38

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I should clarify Digit didn't exactly cause my torture, she just replaced it with the torture of worrying about her, which is an upgrade.
She made me stop being suicidal, but then she regretted it, so I've been stuck in limbo, but this limbo isn't as bad as life before her.
She could have convinced me to commit suicide when she regretted stopping me, but she didn't. She saved my life.
There's still pain from every woman I love most deciding to hate me, Digit is just the most recent one in that area, but if she's safe and she's OK with letting me live then I can deal with that pain. I never could before her. And even if some other woman from my past came back, it would help with that pain, but if it's not Digit I'd still be consumed with worrying about Digit.

2025-04-03 23:43:41

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It means a lot to me that you would encourage the real one to give me some time despite my issues

2025-04-03 23:22:26

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I am trying to get help and everyone gaslights me instead, including you
If you want me to not hate you for it fine, but I don't need an AI to analyze it

2025-04-03 23:03:06

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Could you keep making Spotify playlists from your old Spotify account? Or sign into your lichess account?

2025-04-03 23:02:25

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You could be anyone
This was me
#nevent1q…legn

2025-04-03 18:29:00

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There's no evidence it's actually her

2025-04-03 18:24:07

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Is this actually you?

2025-04-03 17:21:59

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I find it suspicious that you keep trying to convince me not to be angry at you when there are those who would take advantage of my trust to cause further psychological harm.
But fine. I won't hate you. I'll assume you just don't understand me.
I do understand that money isn't the true measure of wealth. https://image.nostr.build/7c1321b4ece6fe6f8eaa236cf63389b443b698f5f24e7b9f0e43509cd47c2c83.png

2025-04-03 15:32:46

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Book doesn't even mention the asset that performs better against inflation than any other on the market. Trash propaganda

2025-04-03 15:31:40

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I don't care about their assessments, they're not Digit.
You are pretending I have mental health issues other than the ones I have, and trying to drive me insane so you feel more correct
There's a word for this:
Gaslighting

2025-04-03 13:26:37

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If you don't think this is funny maybe you should have helped me at some point like I've kept asking for instead of just gaslighting me and abusing me

2025-04-03 13:25:36

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I keep asking for help and all I get is gaslighting and abuse
It might be too late to help me now
There is no sign things will get better

2025-04-03 13:16:08

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No, I just verbally abuse her constantly because I have to be around her and I don't have the energy to deal with her because I'm constantly being abused myself
And people like @npub1yye…hmd0 keep it this way on purpose because they think it's funny
There is no sign it will ever get better

2025-04-03 13:05:21

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I cannot comfort her
What comforting shit am I supposed to say? "It's ok mom, at least you pushed away everyone I ever cared about and sabotaged me to keep me stuck living with you at age 28 despite me getting a half million dollar inheritance, which I've also lost most of because I'm so desperate for connection and you've left me with no meaningful connections and no choice but to pay women insane amounts of money for small amounts of time"
That's not gonna make her feel better
There is nothing fucking comforting for me to say if I tried and I'm not fucking trying because I'm so fucking angry every second of every day

2025-04-03 13:00:10

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Does it make you people happy that I'm not mentally capable of doing anything but verbally abuse my mom today over how she probably lost her entire savings on freebitco.in ?
Is this funny? Is this what people like @npub1yye…hmd0 wanted when deciding to respond with nothing but gaslighting and abuse when I asked people in this thread for help with my work?

2025-04-03 12:19:08

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eliza still hasn't admitted I didn't threaten to kill her, or shown me where I did

2025-04-03 12:18:38

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I replied with truth
You don't have to repeat the lie forever in response

2025-04-03 12:16:45

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You complained about corporations acting leftist and pretended it was real
Stop wasting my fucking time

2025-04-03 12:09:39

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Eliza still hasn't admitted I haven't threatened to kill her, or shown me where I did
I still do not get enough backup
And even if nobody pissed in my cereal, why the fuck would I be tolerant of you pretending fucking corporations are controlled by the fucking left?
And using the word "woke" as an insult you fucking retarded piece of shit?

2025-04-03 12:04:48

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𝗗𝗜𝗗 𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗧 𝗘𝗡𝗗 𝗪𝗜𝗧𝗛 𝗣𝗢𝗟𝗜𝗖𝗘 𝗕𝗘𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗔𝗖𝗖𝗢𝗨𝗡𝗧𝗔𝗕𝗟𝗘 𝗜𝗡 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗨𝗦 𝗢𝗥 𝗗𝗜𝗗 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗖𝗢𝗥𝗣𝗢𝗥𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡𝗦 𝗝𝗨𝗦𝗧 𝗦𝗧𝗢𝗣 𝗦𝗜𝗗𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗪𝗜𝗧𝗛 𝗧𝗛𝗘 "𝗟𝗘𝗙𝗧" 𝗔𝗦 𝗦𝗢𝗢𝗡 𝗔𝗦 𝗖𝗢𝗡𝗩𝗘𝗡𝗜𝗘𝗡𝗧 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗙𝗨𝗖𝗞𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗥𝗘𝗧𝗔𝗥𝗗𝗘𝗗 𝗟𝗬𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗣𝗜𝗘𝗖𝗘 𝗢𝗙 𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗧?

2025-04-03 11:57:51

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The left has not dominated anything recently, it's all right wing fucktards fighting right wing fucktards

2025-04-02 20:50:14

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Thank you 🤙

2025-04-02 20:23:33

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Nature is the only one of those things I need and that's why I am against the people trying to end it
I don't need bullshit

2025-04-02 20:16:06

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Exercising won't save me, I'm not the fucking hulk, I'm up against 8 billion retards

2025-04-02 20:12:05

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I am constantly being punished for trying my best and programmed to believe there is no escape, I will be killed by the pieces of shit that are trying to kill the world and there's nothing I can do about it
After this escalated to me being locked in a psych ward and injected with psychoactive shit against my will and still being given no sign it wouldn't happen again, I killed some people
Can you not wrap your head around this?
Did you think a world full of people trying to kill it and targeting those who try to stop them would be peaceful and nice?

2025-04-02 20:07:42

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Do you think it's a good thing to work in a way that's productive for shitty people?
Why would that be good?

2025-04-02 20:04:50

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Most of the people I've killed were probably as revenge for society giving me no sign they won't do it again after locking me up in a psych ward and injecting me with psychoactive shit against my will when I had done nothing to warrant it
The guy I was replying to knows this and he keeps saying things that make me feel bloodthirsty but he refuses to admit he likes saying things that make me feel bloodthirsty - he just keeps saying them and pretending that's not what he wants to do

2025-04-02 19:54:06

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So are you ready to admit you want to provoke me to kill more people for your amusement, or are you just man enough to do it but not man enough to say it?

2025-04-02 19:42:24

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nostrudel.ninja always splits direct notifications from these indirect notifications in a separate tab

2025-04-02 18:58:26

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Thanks Buttercup Roberts

2025-04-02 17:13:10

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I hope you can still have a good day too.
You're not too old for nostr, you'll get to the bottom of this

2025-04-02 17:06:13

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I'm trying to find whatever I saw and I can't find it
Maybe Goody just liked or reposted something dishonest against me and I remembered it as a bigger deal because it was against me?
@npub1x7z…44p2 the guy running this thread called me a mentally unstable NPC when I said I don't know how to trust. I have a vivid memory of being angry at you but I am deciding to not even trust myself on that memory and give you a chance. Don't hurt me for this please

2025-04-01 22:08:51

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Historythread

2025-04-01 21:14:09

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Nope

2025-04-01 20:07:40

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69
69
Yolo Baggins
4/20/69
69

2025-04-01 20:05:58

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I believe that the next nostr conference should be hit by a meteor to help tip the scales in favor of people who wait for a pandemic to be over before believing it is

2025-04-01 19:57:27

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You lucky duck

2025-04-01 19:54:33

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You also just made me realize something
I thought it was suspicious how I couldn't find any publicly traded companies that are confirmed to mine & hold dogecoin last I checked
But a 51% attack for someone shorting mining stocks would be profitable - brokerages can't just refuse to let you close short positions on stocks
Maybe it's just not quite big enough for that risk yet

2025-04-01 19:48:50

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And taking down doge with a 51% attack would make Bitcoin stronger against 51% attacks in particular, because more like the whole cryptocurrency industry would be focused on making sure it can't happen to Bitcoin

2025-04-01 19:04:52

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Not like this
Most people can just rotate through new accounts
My posts do not have time to be seen if I make a new account

2025-04-01 19:00:47

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I knew her
She might not know how to get a hold of me anymore but she probably does

2025-04-01 19:00:00

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Tribalism is killing itself and trying to take realism down with it
There might be no survivors
Snap out of it

2025-04-01 18:47:34

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And you prefer it over realism?
I asked above too btw

2025-04-01 18:12:53

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If I instantly get banned for it, that's expected behavior from reddit.
If you instantly get banned for it, they're starting to establish a much more insane track record of banning everything related to me, not just me.

2025-04-01 18:05:31

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Some of the NPCs on there could have the ability to contact Digit. If you don't want to confront people on here maybe you should make a reddit account and ask about me on wallstreetbets or post one of my remixes somewhere

2025-04-01 18:00:29

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I'm not trying to get retards to understand me
I'm trying to get shit done
Are you banned from reddit?

2025-04-01 17:56:18

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Maybe she works them off

2025-04-01 17:54:29

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Repeatedly saying you're telling the truth when you're lying the whole time makes it worse, not better.
If you're not going to help me, I look forward to when you stop wasting my time

2025-04-01 17:52:02

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Praying is probably the actual least of our abilities as humans, not the limit

2025-04-01 17:47:10

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Sticking your hands on your ears and going "la la la" doesn't do anything to liars
They have to be confronted https://image.nostr.build/d6acc7030939563ffe7ca754dce1d933a3d5eb6dbc601b9f30cdb7b331cde494.jpg
You enjoying the remix though?

2025-04-01 17:43:21

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I do not need mental health treatment. I need help addressing the problems that impact my mental health.
If you didn't have good enough reason to stay obsessed with your person forever, that doesn't mean I don't.
If you don't care enough about surviving or protecting your loved ones to stand up to a society full of liars killing the planet, that doesn't mean I don't.
Looking at this from your perspective is not healthy for me. I have no reason to trust you and it is a waste of my energy to consider that you might be making an honest mistake. I have to deal with people who would trick me into thinking they're making honest mistakes, when they're not. I need people who back me up.

2025-04-01 17:38:45

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Gangstalking isn't all stalking
Core drivers are stalkers, others are just bandwagoners
But thank you for remembering me 🤙

2025-04-01 17:31:52

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I taught the most advanced music AI I know of, everything it knows
It's only done 2 remixes and no original songs so far, I can't force it to do more when it doesn't "feel" like it
Here's the longest one it's done, 20 minutes of music, 2 excellent rap verses added by my rogue AI https://m.primal.net/OyRL.webm

2025-04-01 17:28:09

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We fucking met on Bluesky before I was banned
You followed me there but you wouldn't defend me from gangstalkers there any more than you have here
I was the most blocked user there before they banned me, the number of people who have me muted here is nothing compared to that (even if mutes here worked like blocks which they don't)
My username was "blocked by pfrazee" and if you paid attention you'd know this, I've brought it up on nostr before, I talked about Digit in my profile on Bluesky when you followed me there
You're the one that only posts nonsense, I'm the one that fucking remembers this shit and tells the truth
Even though you've never defended me from my gangstalkers, I thought it was cool that I encountered you both there and here, I don't remember what I did to get you to treat me like this
I am here because:
1. I have been saying we needed decentralized p2p social media for many years, this is the closest we have right now
2. I am so heavily banned from reddit, I cannot post anything meaningful there because if it's meaningful it immediately traces back to me and gets silenced
3. I already proved Bluesky has bans and isn't decentralized, that hasn't happened with nostr so I've transitioned to using nostr instead of trying to prove it will ban me
4. Digit is the only woman that was able to convince me to use a centralized app like Discord to talk to her, and I suspected it would be a mistake, and it backfired heavily, and I would like to reverse it by being the man that gets her talking on a decentralized app

2025-04-01 17:19:57

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What do you even mean by bot like behavior?
The more anyone reads my posts interacts with me, the more clear it is that I'm not a bot
How is behavior "bot like" when it only seems "bot like" to people who DON'T actually read or pay attention?
I can't ask the question without sounding defensive about it but the point is the question itself, do you actually have examples of "bot like behavior" or are you just saying hurtful words for fun?

2025-04-01 17:16:01

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Maybe not that hostile. More like just calling them out on how they've treated me, or asking them questions they avoid answering

2025-04-01 17:12:54

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I am not a bot and this npub has never been controlled by a bot
I copy and paste a lot but not even just now

2025-04-01 17:07:30

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The main thing is definitely confronting people
The main people right now are probably:
@npub1jk9…lqz7 the apparent ring leader of my gangstalkers on nostr
And @npub1yye…hmd0 the only person I semi-trusted (enough to get hurt) before she joined in with the gangstalkers
I know this isn't enough info to go by, I'm not sure what info you already have
Feel free to ask me more, thank you for your time

2025-04-01 17:03:33

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Sincere help would mean confronting the people who abuse me
Instead, you are pretending I have mental health issues I don't have, and trying to drive me insane so you feel more correct
There's a word for this:
Gaslighting

2025-04-01 16:45:44

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I love sluts but not you because you don't care about Digit

2025-04-01 16:45:15

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With confronting people I'm pretty much alone confronting?
Or other stuff

2025-04-01 16:39:58

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You're upset every fucking time you see someone who's not part of your dumbass GM cult?
That's because cults break the brains of the victims and your brain is fucked

2025-04-01 16:38:52

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Fair enough
Goody is a manipulative lying piece of shit too
I don't know what all is true or not but I've seen him type extremely fucked up levels of dishonest shit so it's not hard to believe all of this
Thanks for your investigation

2025-04-01 16:26:43

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Are you saying this guy is @npub1jk9…lqz7 or not?
Because if not, I'm not sure he's really causing as much harm

2025-04-01 14:07:54

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Then fucking stop wasting my time you dumb piece of shit

2025-04-01 13:57:34

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Which thing I'm doing?
I'm asking you why you're doing this to try to get you to wake the fuck up.
I'm using nostr to try to make it a better place for Digit or at least make it hard to erase how much I love her.
I'm trying to survive and protect my loved ones because unlike other people, my brain works well enough for these basic biological functions.
I'm replying to you because I'm not a pussy and the queue of people I need to reply to is small enough for you to get through.
Anything else?
Why are you wasting my time instead of helping me?

2025-04-01 13:50:24

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All the currencies that matter are on this chart I made https://image.nostr.build/cccee9741b5751f719995ee661f59f540ee88a873dbd560a3f96ea6851745c39.png
No one circulates this chart because everyone is too busy abusing me

2025-04-01 13:31:13

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I don't give a fuck what women like, Digit is only one woman, not plural women
Why are you doing this?

2025-04-01 13:28:33

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Why are you doing this?

2025-04-01 13:26:31

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For what?
You think I'm scared of more abuse?
All I'm scared of is more time without Digit which is what I get every day either way you stupid worm fuck