how many times have i said "dont wanna think about that" in my life
how many very slight non-decisions have i made that would drastically change how i live
do i want this?
i dont want anything
do i want to change what i have right now?
maybe, like 30-50%
when i am at that 50% or more, what change do i desire making?
an unrealistic superhuman feat. something impossible
so think realistically, what change do i desire making?
something exactly like the new opportunity
one that im building up in my mind anyways, it is as fleeting as a cloud in the sky
why should i build it up into a dream?
why should i need to build it up into a dream?
will accepting any path forward in life beyond stagnation, by default enter dream territory?
hm
if you give me enough money though
hm
hm
what do i have to lose
Kimochi Whyui (Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?) /
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2025-05-05 21:18:44
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