cassidyclown

I'M THE JANNY NOW

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Halloween edit by @bara :happy2:

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2025-03-26 15:09:25

I'd probably be pretty good at being homeless as a career path

2025-03-26 13:29:31

just need to get through this year

2025-03-26 12:45:59

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@nprofile…kstr when 10grans comes back (grans casino)

2025-03-23 13:39:24

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@nprofile…la8d @nprofile…m5h7 definitely easy to do with an Internet connection

2025-03-23 13:33:23

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@nprofile…m5h7 > most people aren't sociopaths in the sense that they need to at least delude themselves
before someone gets autistic about clinical definitions, I'll clarify that I mean it in the colloquial sense that most people are not capable of living with the notion that they unjustifiably act at the expense of others purely to their own benefit. They need some measure of internal justification for doing so. Ego, superego etc. etc. But I think some people deliberately live in a state of bitterness in order to fuel their internal reasoning, it's no longer a "reactionary hurt" when you're intentionally exposing yourself to it. Tbh I do this myself (perhaps I am right now), less as an excuse to use people and more as an excuse to withdraw from them (cannot expend the energy to be empathetic to ppl who are shrimply not there) which I suspect I'm not alone in doing.

2025-03-23 12:57:36

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@nprofile…m5h7 > there is something to be said for practicing it anyway even if it's rarely reciprocated, because to not do so means the world is slightly darker and that your own soul grows darker over time as well
That's definitely the core of the issue. I see a lot of people who use the lack of empathy in others as justification not to practice it themselves, it's hard to tell how much of that is genuinely reactionary (from a place of hurt) and how much of it is just outwardly moralizing what they're doing. It's probably a combination of both since most people aren't sociopaths in the sense that they need to at least delude themselves. Tbh I know some good, empathetic people so I should probably stop being a misanthropic nigger.

2025-02-23 05:06:25

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@nprofile…4977 7 glasses of indeterminate volume will suffice

2025-01-12 05:34:01

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@nprofile…fjqm It's hard to say. Many have influenced cyberian society. We were probably a bunny instance originally owing to ruina's influence :bunnypog:. This was briefly succeeded by foxism :foxspazzin:. But the wave of sleepy settlers definitely transformed the dominant culture :fat5:. However, much like Catholicism merged with native tribal myths in South American belief systems, so the hamster-posting merged with local tradition :giganiggahuffin1: to create something uniquely cyberian.

2025-01-12 05:19:19

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@nprofile…4977 @nprofile…ktpc typical perverted french nomenclature

2025-01-11 16:35:46

Linux is the worst form of operating system except for all other operating systems which have been tried from time to time :niggainsane:

2025-01-11 15:29:00

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@nprofile…5dmj :niggapresident:

2025-01-11 09:16:48

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@nprofile…kstr > cooking over a fire :niggasleepy:
> cooking over a fire korean :NiggaSoy:
I think they prepare some of the meats in a special way though, like they beat it more or something

2025-01-11 09:09:21

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@nprofile…kstr my brother loves korean bbq yet he freaked out the one time I lit a fire in a trashcan in the backyard and stuck a grill over it

2025-01-11 05:09:03

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@nprofile…kstr randomly getting harassed by cloudflare instances now

2025-01-11 05:07:27

:dementia:

2025-01-08 16:22:55

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@nprofile…k22k @nprofile…kstr irl I'd probably try confronting the creature in the hall in the wall. I would warn azure about it too. But irl I wouldn't have that weird in-built "erm ackshually it's an illusion" thing.

2025-01-08 15:53:35

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@nprofile…k22k @nprofile…kstr yeah it was a dream

2025-01-08 15:49:55

#dreamjournal Weird nap dream. I was staying in this dilapidated hotel room with @nprofile…kstr. He sat on the bed watching TV. I was trying to close the blinds (those old vertical, fabric ones with plastic weights at the bottom to keep them down) but many of the segments wouldn't turn completely and a lot of them were missing. Across the room a painting propped up on a dresser fell over, exposing a hole in the wall. Looking through the hole I saw the rest of the building in a far worsened state of deterioration. Peeking behind a column in the dimly lit distance was this small, humanoid creature with large, hollow sockets in which sat eyes that glowed brightly with eye-shine (like a deer). Its head was normally proportioned to its body, not like a grey alien. I had some kind of built-in dream knowledge that this creature was a "phenomenon" akin to shadow men except there was allegedly a rational, trick-of-the-lights type explanation for it. I began to have serious doubts about that but still didn't
feeI that the creature was malevolent. It just seemed curious.
I put the picture back in place and turned my attention back to the blinds. On the ground was a large, shrink-wrapped bundle of vertical blind-segments. I ripped open the plastic and began taking out the blind segments. They peeled away wetly from the stack like deli ham. I kept trying to hang them up in the places where they were missing but kept accidentally dropping them where they fell down between the wall and this large radiator-like thing that ran the length of it. I could see more of the creatures through the window in the street. I didn't want azure to see them because I thought they would freak him out, so I increased my efforts to repair the blinds.
At this point it became apparent that every channel on the TV was playing some kind of weird porn. I made a comment about needing to "delete my search history now" even though that doesn't make any sense. Azure started saying "Where's the toilet? We need some toilet humour in here" over and over again like it was some kind of bit. I became anxious that he'd want to actually find the bathroom as a part of the joke and end up seeing the creatures, as well as discover that the rest of the building was in ruins.
Across the room the painting fell over again and the creature was looking directly through the hole, except it was weirdly colored as though it was a negative of the former sighting, but it was also difficult to tell if it was just because it was in the light now. My "in-built dream knowledge" told me that rationally this was supposed to be a completely different phenomenon not continuous with the other, but it was obviously the same entity which made me more confident that the "rational explanation" was bullshit. Then I woke up.

2025-01-07 11:20:51

I may have failed my new years resolution 20+ times already :dementia:

2025-01-07 10:22:45

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@nprofile…7uxq Big nothing, should never have made it past the first draft. They let anyone in the writing room these days.

2025-01-07 10:19:14

They need to fire the writer that came up with the Elon Musk furry shit. I at least want my reality slop to be believable.

2025-01-05 13:51:06

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@nprofile…0xkm @nprofile…4977 @nprofile…kstr I'm Indian and I'm trying to complete a word puzzle. Could you write 'Vaper' but with an 'R' instead of a 'V'. Please help me saar I'm Indian.

2025-01-05 13:16:59

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@nprofile…0xkm @nprofile…kstr > Sorry, had to get that out there
maybe we aren't so different after all :niggaheart:

2025-01-02 14:23:29

i don't know how he managed to capture hong kong so well
https://s3.clubcyberia.co/pleroma/679a219008278c6204fc21b7a79ce2c80d1a98fe885a244f6d929f0c40990b72.mp3

2025-01-02 12:56:48

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@nprofile…9uhu @nprofile…4977 it's made to be heard on shitty tv speakers after emptying half a goon bag (doesn't mean what you think it means)

2025-01-01 11:21:38

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@nprofile…ktpc I was feeling like I tricked a recovered alcoholic into having "just one drink" triggering the spiral back into addiction. I'm so glad you've pulled through now.

2024-12-31 20:39:10

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@nprofile…f47p I drank the chunky milk once (didn't smell bad so I figured it was fine) and nothing bad happened but I disliked the floating chunks in my coffee

2024-12-31 20:16:05

I need to chug 3L of milk before it goes off.

2024-12-30 12:48:38

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@nprofile…ktpc gangstalked

2024-12-30 11:04:55

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@nprofile…ktpc you were supposed to be the one doing the gang stalking

2024-12-30 10:20:49

what's that boomer song where they're getting on an aeroplane or something?

2024-12-08 22:44:16

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@nprofile…rugn @nprofile…kc50 @nprofile…lwpf @nprofile…96ll :niggacat: <- draw him helping his community in five different ways

2024-12-08 10:43:01

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@nprofile…7uxq @nprofile…kstr if you looked like this goth girls would toss you food and try to pat you

2024-12-08 01:31:25

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@nprofile…5dmj :abyssmas: you know things are getting worse because we didn't need this last year

2024-12-03 13:00:54

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@nprofile…rgwv I'm working on it

2024-12-03 12:51:23

only two cringe moments to add to the catalogue today

2024-12-03 12:24:54

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@nprofile…kstr @nprofile…7uxq @nprofile…ktpc it's not even an appealing texture for a dog to chew on like wood or rubber is

2024-11-30 02:34:57

is nukie dead still?

2024-11-29 04:00:15

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@nprofile…kstr @nprofile…3j8n @nprofile…3w5m but not anonymous imageboards which is funny, a generation will be turned into channers

2024-11-29 03:58:40

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@nprofile…3j8n @nprofile…3w5m like boomer lawmakers have the foggiest idea

2024-11-29 03:49:43

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@nprofile…3w5m @nprofile…3j8n it will only be implemented for Facebook and Twitter

2024-11-29 02:57:22

Pic attached is on the social media ban in Australia for 16 year olds and under. While I don't have a problem with that alone, it will necessitate the use of digital ID for any adult who wishes to use social media on the Internet, which is something everyone should have a problem with. It has passed the senate.
Labor and Liberal are our two main parties (analogous to democrats and republicans respectively). Every minor party of all political stripes voted against the bill. This is democracy manifest.
https://s3.clubcyberia.co/pleroma/4d8cd0b664f8cc167a28cee185ff518ff959c08b65cf08b147ec5e3026c58a80.jpg

2024-11-28 15:23:59

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@nprofile…rgwv friend (male) ?

2024-11-21 02:58:43

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@nprofile…4977 throw him in
https://s3.clubcyberia.co/pleroma/55d07618b2406e9bb656ecc9749532aefc278167fa023165dac338580fd019de.webp

2024-11-21 02:17:15

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@nprofile…m5h7 it's like when I first heard my dad say "redpilled" - it's worlds colliding

2024-11-18 03:09:51

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@nprofile…9fxe @nprofile…fjqm pleroma bullshit database rot probably I don't know anything about it. He has a lot more active users than me and the actual working sysadmin experience to see where things are headed. I'm also lazy and don't take this too seriously which why things are often broken.

2024-11-18 03:03:03

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@nprofile…9fxe @nprofile…fjqm close registrations as in not approve any new signups I mean

2024-11-18 03:02:12

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@nprofile…9fxe @nprofile…fjqm Not a whole lot tbh. There's been 8 signups this week but usually it's about 1-2. If it ever got to the point where user signups where such that I'd need a server I felt like I couldn't afford without donations I would close registrations and encourage people to make their own server. But I don't see that happening for a while yet.

2024-11-18 02:55:05

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@nprofile…9fxe @nprofile…fjqm I don't know. I don't have a good reason to stop in the foreseeable future. I figured when I have kids I'll stop because of the time/energy demand and that might still end up being the case but tbh small fedi instances are manageable enough that closing registrations would be sufficient. We'll see.

2024-11-18 02:45:18

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@nprofile…fjqm same, I feel like it would give meaning to my life

2024-11-17 03:18:43

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@nprofile…rgwv @nprofile…fjqm the air is too sweaty there

2024-11-17 03:06:14

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@nprofile…fjqm I'm not in Queensland though

2024-11-06 06:21:48

I should've trusted the plan

2024-11-06 04:34:03

wow what the fuck I have to care again, this sucks

2024-10-30 21:38:44

While I don't want to ban people just for being gorilla nigger retards or even for making one-off remarks in bad-taste, if you sincerely argue that "epstein island was based actually" and then jump server to here to argue for the abolition for the age of consent, I really have no choice but to consider you a pedophile and therefore a threat to the continued existence of this instance. John-Pleroma aka senator armstrong has been banned from cyberia for this reason.

2024-10-22 12:30:00

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@npub1y6t…9wl9 @npub1ljl…8fwp :muffinchuffin3d: :niggamuffinchuffin3d:

2024-10-22 12:27:23

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@npub1y6t…9wl9 @npub1ljl…8fwp holy shit holy shit

2024-10-13 10:47:09

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@npub1x2v…ar98 @npub1wah…xc8t open source your house to me right now

2024-10-09 03:47:36

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@npub1pnp…52zw @npub1x6h…c3yv why would I want to do that

2024-10-09 03:44:32

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@npub1x6h…c3yv cruise control is gay anyway

2024-10-07 10:10:52

restarting instance soon

2024-09-20 13:46:23

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@npub1kdy…2hnf always, i2p as well and for all frontends. I used to have it in the about I accidentally overwrote it when updating the frontend and have been too lazy to put it back since.

2024-09-11 00:45:33

fucked up how literally everyone in political commentary is an insufferable faggot now and there's no one covering the debate who is tolerable

2024-09-04 04:21:00

To be fair if you fake being a jew that makes you an honorary jew
https://media.clubcyberia.co/pleroma/98e8a9b0f058f18f539c014ec7077b2ce2e2a34470cb95cccc5a99492ba51067.png

2024-08-17 03:06:40

finding out today if it's over again or if we're back

2024-08-07 12:24:42

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@npub17jx…w2x2 @npub1pfn…yx6f you're not a shithead you're a niche, pico eceleb

2024-08-05 15:45:18

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@npub18fh…xydc is that really for tea or is it some kind of cock and ball torture chastity cage thing

2024-08-05 15:38:05

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@npub1x6h…c3yv :BadDay: does not

2024-08-05 15:22:41

have they thought of putting real tea leaves in the bags with the strings instead

2024-08-05 14:01:28

> tea bag split :suicide:

2024-08-05 10:09:33

I need nothing to happen for a few more years

2024-08-04 06:52:59

Friday's spelling bee pangram was "molested" :dementia:

2024-08-04 06:42:29

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@npub1x6h…c3yv good

2024-08-04 06:41:51

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@npub1x6h…c3yv did you win?

2024-08-04 06:40:36

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@npub1x6h…c3yv thanks bestie how was the movie?

2024-08-04 06:38:47

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@npub1x6h…c3yv cleaning my room (idk how to clean my room)

2024-08-04 06:37:29

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@npub1x6h…c3yv hi

2024-08-04 05:45:05

how do i clean my room

2024-07-05 09:58:51

saw a guy on the bus looking at pictures of rats on his tablet

2024-06-16 12:04:58

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@npub1xwj…pu49 can the camel go through the drive through?

2024-06-14 12:30:58

> welded diff but never been skidded
:smug3d:

2024-06-12 15:39:52

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@npub1kdy…2hnf I wouldn't even blinkle

2024-06-09 12:05:54

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@npub1y6t…9wl9 I suddenly understand where Chris was coming from when he complained about sonichu copyright infringement

2024-06-05 13:46:52

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@npub1xyr…yavs I don't need pills I need land and timber and cheap fuel

2024-06-05 13:37:04

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@npub1xyr…yavs I'm all out

2024-06-05 12:01:06

bitter pilled right now

2024-05-31 09:15:28

I hope my kids to never have to think about politics ever. I hope they just have fun, interesting hobbies that consume all their attention. They'll find out what a government is when they're 12 and think that's the goofiest shit they've ever heard and go back to playing the flute or whatever it is they enjoy doing.

2024-05-16 12:33:02

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@npub1kdy…2hnf I think because they're thinner while the wine glasses evoke images of obesity

2024-05-16 12:29:28

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@npub1kdy…2hnf champagne glasses less-so for some reason

2024-05-16 11:21:09

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@npub14p3…z9qv do you consider piss among the more favourable liquids?

2024-05-16 09:48:36

viscerally repulsed by filled wine glasses regardless of the liquid

2024-05-13 08:24:46

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@npub120n…nr5j he didn't even share them he just downloaded them

2024-05-10 11:19:44

lightning but no thunder :sadretard:

2024-05-09 11:17:08

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@npub17jx…w2x2 grandmas, zoomers - they're all guilty

2024-05-09 11:15:47

killing everyone that mentions their age in the comments section of a song

2024-05-06 13:02:17

meaning of twitching eyelid?

2024-04-29 11:38:05

if it doesn't rain tomorrow I'm going to kill the sky

2024-04-16 11:19:47

thoughts?
https://media.clubcyberia.co/pleroma/599e848b4c79dbd1946f3fe237804d723e50f1c0b99c5f69fafd328b87f9d78c.jpg
https://media.clubcyberia.co/pleroma/8858b15ba8bf138cc9d888f629a416cbc6488867013d3a7bc6ad46e9621e36bc.jpg

2024-04-14 01:54:24

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I love the heart and blush emoji trigger so much
https://media.clubcyberia.co/pleroma/d44dc4f1370771c5b0da5c225cfba44d686078d431c6bb9b3398abfd4506a3b3.png
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2024-04-14 01:43:55

find yourself a news livestream with a flag-spamming livechat (good fun)