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2024-04-09 04:37:10

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✌️

2024-04-09 04:36:59

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i will lurk
not in a scary way
just always imagine me smiling
at pubkey's stuff
& jack's stuff
cos that's the truth

2024-04-09 04:35:48

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& so,
if i cant be on the internet
no big deal
truly
im not doing the patch adams
dead woman sad part of the movie
no way
ndn country isnt having that ever

2024-04-09 04:34:43

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i am unstoppable irl
😌

2024-04-09 04:34:26

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he fucking loved me.

2024-04-09 04:34:17

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literally brian's best friend was diagnosed oppositional defiant & fought everyonnnne
even as a little kid
if a teacher told the class to sit down
he would stand on his chair
got kicked out of school
would die to save brian
me as brian's new gf?

2024-04-09 04:32:19

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like no one even tried to be defiant
they were helpless to resist
actual love & care will do that

2024-04-09 04:31:25

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literally got the spirit award at camp
in highschool got the award honoring friendship cos literally every teacher ever on duty during lunch just watched me make rounds to so very many friend groups endlessly endlessly
i literally was friends with everyone

2024-04-09 04:29:44

without such a strong irl
my entire life
up til all the bad shit
id be such a goner

2024-04-09 04:29:13

hopeless romantic
& some really good
irl dude friendships

2024-04-09 04:28:34

how
am
i
still
hetero
flexible
is
what
i
wanna
know

2024-04-09 04:27:30

healthy ego is necessary
little nugget of narcissism fine
the moment you are calling a woman crazy should be a red flag to you
cos women generally arent
they are culturally raised to serve
if they are nuts in your perception
the likely problem is you

2024-04-09 04:23:37

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may men stop costing themselves so much
may men live before they die
actually live
actually live in freedom for real
as sensitive alive artistic creative creatures not machines not cogs not computer parts not a hive mind

2024-04-09 04:21:53

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may men get better at being people
may men stop costing women & girls so very much

2024-04-09 04:20:43

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i did it for the residential school children still lost in the ground & i did it for palestine

2024-04-09 04:20:14

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it is so not me it is excruciating

2024-04-09 04:19:55

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i am sick to death
of playing this role

2024-04-09 04:19:31

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everyone can get better
all it is
is choices & time
choices over time

2024-04-09 04:18:40

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doesnt mean you are one
just means dissociation & trauma
very very very likely
missing memories likely
very biased memories likely
learn to observe better
pick up a camera
do street photography
wildlife photography
learn to see what is actually there
wait there in silence til you see it

2024-04-09 04:16:45

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get it the fuck together.
if someone has ever accused you even once of being a narcissist you better be so fucking serious about getting to the bottom
of
that

2024-04-09 04:15:47

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absolutely get it together
absolutely do
how is it only jack
is he the only person who is a person on the face of this earth or what
only jack &
ndn country twttr
& irl people
thats it?

2024-04-09 04:14:28

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what a joke
what an absolute joke
what is love to guys
pizza with your buds or what

2024-04-09 04:13:49

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naya cant even leave her person an 8 minute audio guys
he taps out at 3 minutes but says he loves her

2024-04-09 04:13:09

the bar is so low guys
for most women it is preferable to be a single mom guys
the sex is so bad guys
you care about your friends more than your partner guys
you respect your friends more than your partner guys

2024-04-09 04:09:26

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truly get that into your fucking heads.

2024-04-09 04:09:07

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if you all died
& the human species died out?
the last woman left would smile & say:
finally

2024-04-09 04:08:40

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dont need any of you for a fucking thing.

2024-04-09 04:08:20

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i really really goddamn mean it to

2024-04-09 04:07:59

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understand
fully fucking get it
how much women dont need men

2024-04-09 04:07:31

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read it as many times as it goddamn takes.
he is a fucking abusive monster
it would be easier for her if he was dead
he is literally delusional convinced he's a great dad

2024-04-09 04:06:28

molly is a real person
she said for real it would be easier if her kid's dad died
he? wants the baby in free daycare his job offers for himself & wants to throw the baby a ten year olds birthday party for himself cos transference
she is on foodstamps.
He Is Unwell Convinced She Is.

2024-04-09 04:03:14

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i am Not the fucking problem.

2024-04-09 04:02:59

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i dont video game
i dont drink
i dont do drugs
i found out about mel & started feeling it immediately mourning started then that moment & continues day five

2024-04-09 04:01:59

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~no.~ motherfucker
you are dissociated, fragmented to high fucking heaven & probably causing impact damage on other people you literally cant even perceive

2024-04-09 04:00:52

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death doesnt even show people these days
people lose family members & say things like: maybe im just coping well or it hasnt hit me yet

2024-04-09 04:00:06

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thinking they think its real enough
having no fucking idea what real actually is

2024-04-09 03:59:40

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dissociated video gamers

2024-04-09 03:59:19

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are people prepared to carry that?
are you all going to watch over my brother?
like fucking what the fuck

2024-04-09 03:58:11

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is no one
like no guy
actually perceiving that yet or what

2024-04-09 03:57:46

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did he not hear clearly
see clearly
what emma didnt even need a twitter account to know?
that i nearly fucking actually died in my real life doing this

2024-04-09 03:56:40

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he spent hours trying to talk me back onto twitter
he talked me onto twitter in the first place
in the first place fine whatever
talking me back on?
trying for hours?
from his place north of me to his family's place way south of me?

2024-04-09 03:55:19

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please know i rest all of this on keenan
which maybe isnt fair but is his fault

2024-04-09 03:54:55

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relative to me
incompatible

2024-04-09 03:53:49

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but i cant write anything
cos vibecamp et all is psycho

2024-04-09 03:53:16

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cant be
online
can
like lurking can
i can lurk really well

2024-04-09 03:52:43

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no way im not making it back to pubkey
got books & gonna make shirts

2024-04-09 03:51:07

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the fastest one

2024-04-09 03:50:58

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has clay 😌

2024-04-09 03:50:41

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safer on other place
actually cos other place
has ndn country there
has rezdog has kiros

2024-04-09 03:49:47

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cos of that pocahontas myth magic egregore bullshit disney totalitarian state bullshit

2024-04-09 03:48:43

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that is ndn country every fucking day

2024-04-09 03:48:23

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that would be so lame

2024-04-09 03:48:10

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imagine i get murdered like that chick in patch adams by a literal internet psycho

2024-04-09 03:47:26

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very obviously just give me literally 5 minutes

2024-04-09 03:47:07

obviously i cant be on the internet jack

2024-04-09 03:46:28

all will
all team damus

2024-04-09 03:46:09

primal is fucking wrecked

2024-04-09 03:45:57

im
never
on
primal
again

2024-04-09 02:29:43

i am no one's bae
i decline
immensely

2024-04-09 02:28:17

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like dont go die actually
but please do get your shit
together out here
it is so embarrassing for every other dude
who reads this
narcissus issues off the charts

2024-04-09 02:27:16

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& if you were lying about the gf
that was an amazingly bad move
& if its the other one
i dont even know what to say
guys
the bar is so low
& you arent even clearing it

2024-04-09 02:25:59

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i should not have to threaten
to murder someone
for them to back off
literally if you have too much energy
exercise or jack off
i hate this
why do you hate your body
& neglect yourself so much
dont you have a girlfriend?
literally fuck her bro
& get off of me

2024-04-09 02:24:19

why do i have to be
so mean for anyone
to ever listen
why does it have to
become a catastrophe
like literally some boys
are so misogynistic they think
it is funny
to grab attention
even negative attention
it is so maladaptive
you are just attracted to your own mother
literally go to fucking therapy

2024-04-09 02:22:17

again, hate being
this way
hate domming dudes
literally my nightmare scenario
literally who raised some of you

2024-04-09 02:21:31

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thanks so much
for truly deeply
getting it.

2024-04-09 02:21:16

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one more time
you die.

2024-04-09 02:20:49

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who has known me my entire life?
not you
get a fucking grip
go to fucking therapy

2024-04-09 02:18:47

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truly.
like i fucking despise this.
be gentle or fucking die

2024-04-09 02:18:02

having a moment
where i ask myself
why im procrastinating on fb
to gather courage in the background
to go see the one thing i wanted to check
should never ever ever ever
mean immediate severe arm socket pain
that is psychotic behavior

2024-04-09 02:14:30

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i literally let people in out
of kindness
i will literally remove you

2024-04-09 02:13:56

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it is literally the psycho
who is always too rough
cos he is rough with himself
& still doesnt get
how gentle he has to be
with both himself
& me

2024-04-09 02:12:49

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it is ~never~ jack

2024-04-09 02:12:31

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this is the second time today
😒
there isnt gonna be a third time

2024-04-09 02:12:02

someone who shall remain nameless is being way way too rough with me

2024-04-09 01:35:30

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love a good comment singalong
ensemble effort

2024-04-09 01:34:28

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im from reddit as a fact
cos this is so good https://image.nostr.build/09c0f7484b22151a4352f57f664823b5ad5865397d06f87f0c04bd5483b8809e.jpg https://image.nostr.build/4d799c7394a5635ad70a137769a31eb83074eeed61f7a5899815c7960cf26ef3.jpg

2024-04-09 01:33:10

if sm is different countries?
like you can be from fb
or from vine etc

2024-04-09 01:21:41

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they nailed those costumes
for that film's tone & music

2024-04-09 01:21:16

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chefs kiss costume department

2024-04-09 01:20:55

whatthefrockk going for the big guns
with coppala's marie rn

2024-04-09 01:04:43

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wish i was kidding
go & see

2024-04-09 01:03:54

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even their yellowtail red wine
tastes better

2024-04-09 01:01:40

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have a spiritual experience while communing with the fish tank
pray in the bathroom
i have

2024-04-09 01:00:47

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if you are in nyack
in the mood for thai
that's the spot
for me anyway

2024-04-09 01:00:09

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i kinda dont mind
everyone else missin out
in some ways
but the rest of me wants more people
to enjoy this place
& so
yea

2024-04-09 00:57:13

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so many good spots in town
king & i is old news

2024-04-09 00:55:51

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called the king & i
it is amazing in there
trapped in the 80s

2024-04-09 00:55:06

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like literally my shrine
my place
my peace place

2024-04-09 00:54:50

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nyack has two great thai places
only one is entirely mine

2024-04-09 00:53:51

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actually fleetingly made me think of this awesome duck salad at this thai place
but i simply wasnt hungry

2024-04-09 00:52:47

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so yea did happen
that beaver messed with the ducks vibe or whatever
came too close
they werent coexisting together well

2024-04-09 00:52:04

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cos the duck did fly off a bit before landing again to gain distance
i saw it happen with my eyes

2024-04-09 00:51:24

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& i said yea & explained there were a lot around & he said he saw evidence re: the trees of them
then he said: looks like the beaver was messing with that duck
& i said yea

2024-04-09 00:50:29

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then some dude appeared from the woods & said: did you see the beaver?

2024-04-09 00:50:08

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then it started fucking with a duck

2024-04-09 00:49:56

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watched a huge beaver in the water

2024-04-09 00:49:39

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at the bench place i ate some leftovers & watched the sunset

2024-04-09 00:49:15

went to harriman tonight
silvermine & the place i dont even know the name of with a good bench

2024-04-09 00:32:07

so like,
take it easy out there
& dont get too offended
im an ndn
i dont care about a lot of western canon

2024-04-09 00:31:18

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literally who