Ellia Ivy McLeod

She/Her, Transgender, Pansexual, Poly, Photographer, Artist, Caregiver, Autistic
Cashapp and Venmo: elliaivy

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elliaivyworld_at_sfba.social@mostr.pub

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2024-09-20 05:20:28

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@npub155a…jt3u The world is so disappointing.

2024-09-15 05:30:26

Posted about being trans on Threads and got over 300 hate comments, most of which I can't see to respond, delete, or block, because oddly Threads doesn't let you see most comments on your posts.

2024-08-25 21:57:40

I need to post here more often. I've been struggling mentally and sticking to posting on TikTok and trying to sell stuff over there since I'm still without a job.

2024-08-14 03:42:44

My ex partner, still current best friend and rroommate's, new girlfriend is stalking my social media. Don't think she's here, she could just talk to me, I want us to be friends.

2024-07-19 16:30:31

The first to complain when the country becomes an unlivable police state will be the very same people that voted for it. And the will blame everyone but themselves.

2024-07-09 05:27:39

Four year relationship all a lie, she was never in love with me and never attracted to me. Don't ask me to explain that, because we even got engaged. Now I have nothing. Less than nothing. I gave everything I had and everything I was to this relationship. Now what?

2024-07-03 15:37:29

My former girlfriend, is now my former fiancée, we are now just friends and roommates. I'd rather be something than nothing, but it's still hard and I'm heartbroken 💔

2024-06-23 07:15:11

Could y'all go follow me on TikTok? I'm trying to make a career of it. And yep I'm serious. I need 5000+ of you. My life is messed up and I need the TikTok money. Thanks everyone.
https://www.tiktok.com/@elliaivyworld?_t=8nQvVGUEJPa&_r=1

2024-06-21 04:52:40

I'm now a Tiktok shop affiliate and trying to get my videos seen. This link is for my video trying to sell and amazing Air Purifier. I have it and I promise you I love it. If you have TikTok please watch the video and like and share it so I can get more eyes on the video. And if you really want to you could buy one. #tiktokshop
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTN8fv1gd/

2024-06-16 06:24:21

Anyone willing to donate an M1 or M2 MacBook Air to me so I can continue editing photos. My 2015 MacBook Pro just isn't cutting it anymore, the battery doesn't charge anymore, the screen coating has worn off and it keeps freezing up. Thank you for your consideration.

2024-06-16 05:12:33

Had a nice night out while my fiancée had a woman over she's been seeing. And then I got to hear all about it. 😈

2024-06-11 17:01:09

I'm trying desperately to get my vehicle voluntarily repossessed and the process is taking so long. It's currently parked on the street and unregistered so I'm getting tickets and the city may impound it before I can get it repossessed. I desperately need $120 to get it registered today to prevent the vehicle from being towed. If anyone could help? As I don't have the money, my Cashapp and Venmo are both: elliaivy
Thank you so much everyone.
#mutualaid #MutualAidRequest

2024-06-10 06:36:13

My fiancée's little sister made up some bullshit story about having to block me on TikTok because I was viewing her profile seven times a day. A profile I may add that had no videos. The last time I looked at her profile was over a year ago and yet she said this just happened. I don't know her agenda, but she's pissing me off.

2024-06-05 06:03:51

I've been out of work for 4 years now. Unable to get hired to do anything and that includes McDonald's. People keep asking me if I think it's because I'm transgender, yes I do along with my age. I feel useless and ignored and dismissed. My fiancée is sick and tired of supporting me, I no longer have a car, and I'm pretty sure I won't have a place to live before long. I hate my life.

2024-06-05 04:59:03

I try so hard not to be ignored, to be part of the conversation, but it always fails. I'm easily forgotten and often dismissed.

2024-06-01 04:55:53

This girl could really use the help. Insurance didn't cover everything and she still has ongoing medical expenses. She's still unable to work, and is living with her disabled Mom. This #GoFundMe campaign never caught on, even amongst family for some reason. He fathers attitude is that she's an adult and needs to take care of herself and hasn't done anything at all to help her.
https://gofund.me/1858a64e
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2024-05-28 18:54:35

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@npub17z6…4mp8 my fiance and I are struggling on $60,000 a year. We know everything's not great yet people keep lying and saying it is.

2024-05-28 18:50:32

I hate the way the world works, it's completely backwards and doesn't make sense.

2024-05-27 06:33:04

Anyone feel like giving a girl that's been going through a difficult time a boost. It's been just over a year since my fiancée's twin sister was in a car crash that paralyzed her. She had a few initial donations, but only one since then. Sam has a lot of medical expenses she's been unable to pay and ongoing expenses related to her injury. She's been unable to work so and things have been strained. Please help me meet or exceed their initial fundraising goal! #GoFundMe
https://gofund.me/ab3a0efc

2024-05-27 03:46:25

2024-05-26 05:33:19

2024-05-26 05:26:33

Growing up we always had dogs, my parents always had dogs after I moved away. For the last 22 years my parents really got into Weimaraners, breading them, showing them, and field trials. At times they had up to 7 dogs in the house. Over the last 7 years the heard thinned out and in the last year the last 3 passed away. Blue was the last to go not too long ago, so on top of everything else my parents are facing I worry how they face the day to day without at least one dog.

2024-05-25 17:54:07

The vibe is just off in my whole world right now. My apartment feels like a prison, I'm surrendering my car, my fiancée doesn't want me to touch her right now, and my Dad might be choosing assisted suicide next month. I feel lost and helpless.

2024-05-25 04:22:46

2024-05-23 22:35:51

Finally found a place online that sells tops that will fit me but they are prohibitively expensive. And with no income, it just makes me feel worse.
I'm wearing clothes that don't fit me that I bought 5 years ago and I hate it. #biggirlproblems

2024-05-22 06:19:36

I really fucking wish I had just one friend. Someone that had my back, someone to text, call, meet for coffee, stay up with and talk all night, hold me while I cried.
I've been that for so many. I'm always the strong one, the one there for others, when is it my turn? When do I get to be weak and sad and have someone be there for me like I've been there for so many others?

2024-05-20 06:34:27

I've felt less and less myself the longer I've been off HRT and lately I've been feeling completely lost.

2024-05-20 06:34:19

I wouldn't recommend not having access to medical care for 4 years. Medical care keyed to being employed is a horrible, horrible state of affairs.

2024-05-18 05:10:17

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I didn't make the GoFundMe the family did, and they chose to share what they did. Sorry there isn't pictures of her after the accident all banged up. She still needs help. She can't go to follow up appointments because her doctor won't see her after insurance cut off covering her. People keep saying medical GoFundMe campaigns get funded so easily, not this one apparently.

2024-05-18 05:09:49

2024-05-15 05:10:05

My dad is not doing great, he has a number of health issues the most recent of which he'll need surgery for. If the outcome is not positive he's already talked to his doctors and my mother and now me about Medical Assistance in Dying. Being in Canada he has that choice.
I learned all this when I called my mother for Mother's day. I'm still processing everything and will be for a while. #MAID #medicalassistanceindying #euthanasia #assistedsuicide

2024-05-15 05:07:49

So far this year my fiancée has made $3000 less in tips compared to last year because people just don't want to tip any more. They see her working her ass off often being the only employee out front and would rather give her a hard time than leave a tip. #pleasetip

2024-05-11 04:55:27

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@npub1cc5…2r2x Unfortunately if it does make an appearance later, I'll be asleep.

2024-05-11 04:50:52

No aurora borealis for me in Salt Lake City. I'm so bummed. I haven't seen it since I was a child in Canada.

2024-05-11 02:55:11

I live a couple blocks away from the State Fair grounds and this weekend they're hosting a 3 day music festival. I can definitely hear the music loud enough to know I'm missing out. But even if I could afford to go, since COVID I don't do crowds like that anymore.

2024-05-10 06:26:09

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@npub1su2…2xus Luck is definitely part of it, and a support system, of which I don't have much of either.

2024-05-10 02:05:38

One of my least favorite things is having it pointed out to me that my struggles and lack of money/job are all my own problem and I shouldn't be complaining and whining online about it.

2024-05-09 04:32:01

I don't have a working vehicle right now, scrambling to find a cheap reliable option is near impossible. The used car industry would rather sit on vehicles and keep the prices high that sell them at a reasonable price. It's like all the housing that sits empty rather than rent at a reasonable rate.

2024-05-09 04:31:48

I feel like trying to find a cheap reliable car is like trying to win a lottery. So few options and such high mileage.

2024-05-06 23:58:41

Well that's fun. The transmission went out on my car and it will cost more to fix than it's worth and I still owe money on it as well. Don't have the money to fix it and if I did I'd be $8000 in the hole on a car worth $2000

2024-03-16 07:49:10

Was just awoken, from a deep sleep, by a fire alarm in our building. Hall was filled with smoke, lots of people streaming outside. Turns out someone burnt food on the second floor. Fire department cleared the alarm. Now the adrenaline is leaving and eventually we'll get back to sleep.

2024-03-16 07:33:39

Was just awoken, from a deep sleep, by a fire alarm at our apartment. Hall was filled with smoke, lots of people streaming outside. Turns out it was someone's apartment on the second floor but it was already taken care of my the time the fire department got here. Now the adrenaline is leaving and eventually we'll get back to sleep.

2024-03-15 05:20:46

Turns out all I need is 1.5 to 2 million dollars to buy a house in California that we will live in for the rest of our lives. No big deal.

2023-09-09 05:46:26

Down to $700 to cover rent that was due on the first. Today marks the end of the 3 day notice to vacate. Been trying to get this covered via mutual aid for weeks now. If you can help a little please do.
Cashapp and Venmo: elliaivy
Or
https://ko-fi.com/elliaivyworld
Thank you so much everyone.
#mutualaid #MutualAidRequest

2023-09-04 05:49:25

09/04 Update
Still need $1250 for rent due now, notice to vacate will be coming Tuesday.
Now have $850 from some very nice people, I will forever be grateful to.
Already been homeless, don't want to do it again. It sucks.
Cashapp/Venmo are both: elliaivy
Or
https://ko-fi.com/elliaivyworld
#mutualaid #MutualAidRequest

2023-09-01 06:58:40

09/01 Update
Still need $1340 for rent due today.
Already have $760 from some very nice people that I will forever be grateful to.
Already been homeless, don't want to do it again, it's a bitch to get out of.
Cashapp/Venmo are both: elliaivy
Or
https://ko-fi.com/elliaivyworld
#mutualaid #MutualAidRequest

2023-08-24 06:56:28

08/24 Mutual Aid Update $530/$1800+$300
Urgent Need
$1800 rent. Past due. Spent on Cat's surgery last month
Not as urgent
$2000 behind on car registration and payments. Need new brakes and spark plugs
Cashapp: $elliaivy
Venmo: elliaivy
https://ko.fi/elliaivyworld
Thanks for the kindness.
#mutualaid #MutualAidRequest

2023-05-28 04:42:13

Bluesky is a nightmare, Nazis, racists, transphobes, and all other assorted bigots. And all the infighting, early adopters fighting to be leaders and treating people like shit. #bluesky #nightmare

2023-04-27 01:39:27

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2023-04-25 05:15:45

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