Morilka

Hi, My name is Lucia/Lucy

If you've been here a while, we're probably aquaintences.

MAP, 18, (Was an) AAM, MTF, Sado, Biasto, Switch, Coprophile, Oral/anal lover, idk- there's a lot more! :transgender_heart: :mapbow: :zoo_heart: :sadism_heart: :biasto_heart: :anarchy: :mapdonttreadonme:

@dalrezna_junie@puppyspace.org is my primary partner! I love them. (:

Edgelord extraordinaire

DNI: Right wingers, Transphobes, zoosadists irl, bullies, liars

Im emotional and sensitive, and can be silly. Please gimme some patience. Im schizo, bpd, depressive, struggle to understand things and socialize, autistic, etc.

@Morilka:matrix.org Element

Deactivated alts:
@My-Tortured-Eyes@rape.pet
@Morilka_3@poni.cc
@Autismo_Clownismo@inumimi.love
@Autismo_gismo@outcast.zip
@Gismo_Autismo@baise-moi.top
@morilka@cannibal.cafe
@uberous@pawoo.net
@morilka_2@clown.university
@Clown@miiverse.cafe
@thingi@pawoo.net
@Piggy@puppyspace.org
@Piggy@puppyspace.cc
@clussy@cutecatgirls.cafe
@clown@cute.lolison.top

Public Key

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NIP-05 Address

Morilka_4@cunny-beauty.mostr.pub

Profile Code

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relay.nostr.band

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2025-03-25T21:56:29Z

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Last Notes

2025-03-25 21:51:01

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@nprofile…fd7p @nprofile…aj22 ur dedicating posts to ur own partner haha

2025-03-23 19:49:30

@nprofile…p32f his posts are now being reposted on kiwifarms as of 15 minutes ago
#nevent1q…3rjh
https://uohbelly.top/media/0007745f57964d3867f77eb6c70d444c4d4c698975c7a671027947f344659e1a.png

2025-03-23 19:49:30

@nprofile…p32f his posts are now being reposted on kiwifarms as of 15 minutes ago
#nevent1q…3rjh
https://uohbelly.top/media/0007745f57964d3867f77eb6c70d444c4d4c698975c7a671027947f344659e1a.png

2025-03-23 19:34:13

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@nprofile…fd7p pretty based group mostly. Who's the one to the left and bottom of saul of tarsus and up and to the left twice from candy?

2025-03-23 19:09:11

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@nprofile…p32f he is now saying the sort of ephebiphobic/adultist language. I get the impression he thinks he's helpless and incapable of doing anything and so his impulsibe behavior communicating something directly to people, that resulted in impulsive actions on their part, he acts like he didnt have the agency to be a part of tgat.
When in reality, he was a willing part of it. People can be abusive and manipulative. They can guilt trip you and make you dependent. Especially if youre unstable and sad. But you can still leave. Especially an online relationship. You can rethink things. You can establish boundaries. You can make it clear what you're seeking. You choose how to talk and interact with people. And you can leave or block anyone who ignores your boundaries.
But it feels like he just expected that all to happen on its own. Maybe i'm wrong. But a lot of unstable and lonely people without much relationship experience, literally do not understand these things. And having shitty toxic relationships with horrible communication as your example, and not thinking it through well afterwords, leads to conclusions like this. Now what? Will he not trust anyone who loves him and wants to be his?
Instead he could reevaluate how he goes about it.
I could be wrong. Maybe others are wholly to blame. But from what I've seen and knowing people like him and the attention seeking behavior and loneliness and obvious instability, I believe i've observed correctly.

2025-03-23 19:01:13

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@nprofile…p32f he's just moralizing now. He calls everybody here abusers. He called me one with 0 reasoning.
The truth he wont tell you is that when he joined, around may or so last year, he spammed everyone trying to send them nudes and get praise. And when the reality of whoring yourself out like that means you get objectified, hit, he blamed everyone else.
It doesnt justify how others may have treated him. But he doesnt seem to think about how he incentivized and asked people for that treatment. If he wanted friendship and communication, dont you think you would push for that after the sexting? I feel like people dont understand that others arent obligated to do anything for you. And you shouldnt assume people are just gonna understand your wants and intentions and feelings without telling them.
He was super horny and would be like "send me nudes pls adults" and now is mad that adults sent him nudes.
He used to be in rae's harem and would suck up to her if she ever was shitty to him, and now he calls her a shitty abuser. But it feels like he's come away with the impression that all maps are abusers.

2025-03-06 15:01:25

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@nprofile…fd7p its sad. I think people forgot it was meant to be radqueer, started valuing the wrong things, and people left because of that
I see people like fuyu, choccy, felix, ezra, leafus.
They try to reinvigorate things, and it only gets so far.

2025-03-06 13:41:50

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@nprofile…fd7p yeah same. I have a pawoo specifically for bookmarking old pedi posts from the more based instances. Even the more coomer ones like rms had better community and such. Im not sure why pedi seems unilaterily less good now

2025-03-06 02:35:35

@nprofile…fd7p
Remember when you posted this?
https://cunny.beauty/media/f0bbbf20aa0a54e31b292f3ac0ae5241b4715bd7d59842b4ca006eb4ce56e53e.jpeg

2025-02-27 23:02:54

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@nprofile…pccl @nprofile…vtxd probably referring to me uwu

2025-02-15 01:53:02

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@nprofile…zlxp you are really nice and polite. You tend to be polite even to jerky people or those not being nice to you. You go into things with a good mindset and heart and so i dont think people feel threatened by you