Eshara

‘I have no special talent. I am only passionately curious’

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2025-04-03 02:04:48

‘The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes, but in having new eyes’
— Marcel Proust
‘Let us be grateful to the people who make us happy; they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom’
— Marcel Proust
I really want to start the ‘In Search of Lost Time’ volumes by this winter.

2025-04-01 17:06:31

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❤️‍🔥🍓🍓🍓

2025-03-31 21:07:32

Tried Hershey’s chocolate for the first time today. It’s got a sort of vomit aftertaste. Slightly bitter. It’s interesting.
When I have kids one day, when they’re rather naughty that’s what I’d give them. The taste of disappointment.
My personal chocolate list:
1. Swiss chocolate 👌🏽
2. British chocolate
3. Dubai chocolate

2025-03-31 15:19:48

What is life?
Shakespeare: ‘All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players. They have their exits and their entrances; And one man in his time plays many parts’
— As You Like It, Act 2, Scene 7
Jane Austen: ‘Life seems but a quick succession of busy nothings’
— Mansfield Park
Robert Frost: ‘In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on’
Oscar Wilde: ‘To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all’
Mark Twain: ‘Good friends, good books, and a sleepy conscience: this is the ideal life’
Allen Saunders: ‘Life is what happens to us while we are making other plans’
douglas adams: ‘I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I needed to be’
George Bernard Shaw: ‘Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself’
Pablo Picasso: ‘Everything you can imagine is real’
Dr. Seuss: ‘Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple’
Albert Einstein: ‘Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance, you must keep moving’
Stephen Chbosky: ‘Things change. And friends leave. Life doesn't stop for anybody’
Pablo Picasso: ‘The meaning of life is to find your gift. The purpose of life is to give it away’
Pablo Picasso: ‘Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life’
Sylvia Plath: I can never read all the books I want; I can never be all the people I want and live all the lives I want. I can never train myself in all the skills I want. And why do I want? I want to live and feel all the shades, tones and variations of mental and physical experience possible in my life. And I am horribly limited.
— The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
Bessie Anderson Stanley: He has achieved success who has lived well, laughed often, and loved much;
Who has enjoyed the trust of pure women, the respect of intelligent men and the love of little children;
Who has filled his niche and accomplished his task;
Who has never lacked appreciation of Earth's beauty or failed to express it;
Who has left the world better than he found it,
Whether an improved poppy, a perfect poem, or a rescued soul;
Who has always looked for the best in others and given them the best he had;
Whose life was an inspiration;
Whose memory a benediction’
Ralph Waldo Emerson: ‘Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day. You shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense’
Marilyn Monroe: This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soulmate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about’
I know some of these don’t necessarily answer my question head on, but that’s pretty human to be fair. I feel conversations are far more interesting when they don’t just end with every answer.

2025-03-30 18:12:22

Watching the sunset

2025-03-30 11:56:07

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I definitely will ❤️‍🔥🫂🙏🏽

2025-03-29 22:18:55

Always surprised me when I went to someone’s house and their mum was in jeans cos I was so used to my mum walking around in a sarong at home.

2025-03-29 20:04:38

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🫂

2025-03-29 16:35:59

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Evan 😂🤣😂🤣🫂

2025-03-27 18:55:18

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😂🫂🫂🫂

2025-03-27 18:48:48

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I was born in 1995, but I’m kind of old at heart, and young in mind if that makes sense 🫂

2025-03-27 16:46:30

I have a good feeling about the rest of the year - my gut is right 90% of the time ❤️‍🔥

2025-03-27 15:42:41

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I’m a numpty, I didn’t even notice the signature 🤦🏽‍♀️
There’s a third artist too. It’s so disappointing. I don’t like when people take advantage of others kindness

2025-03-27 15:22:37

Claude Monet, Houses of Parliament c.1900–1, oil paint on canvas
This is what it looks like really early in the morning. All hazy and blue.
https://i.nostr.build/auBDjlP1uS1Bbbpc.jpg

2025-03-27 15:15:13

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Really sucks - thank you for your post though, I was gonna share her post before I read yours 🙏🏽

2025-03-27 01:27:49

https://youtu.be/ubTJI_UphPk?

2025-03-26 02:51:35

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❤️‍🔥🫂

2025-03-26 02:45:05

https://tidal.com/track/355382340?u

2025-03-26 02:14:00

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Goodnight Forrest 🫂

2025-03-26 00:42:08

Next time you come across a piece of art you really like while on a walk, in a gallery or in your home, try sitting in front of it for an hour, thinking about it - or at least try to keep your thoughts related to the art.
This note is for me, but you can do it too if you want.

2025-03-20 18:22:42

Mum sent me photos of her recent adventure. She took the 9 hour train from Kandy to Elle in Sri Lanka. She didn’t do the ‘hang out of the door’ trend while crossing the 9 arches bridge.
I feel so much fomo when I see the pictures - then I think about a nine hour train ride with my mum and I feel okay again. I’ll go with someone one day. Probably my brothers. They would let me hang out of the train.
In Elle they visited the Mahamevnawa Buddhist Monastery in Bandarawela.
They were in this building so high up in the mountains at one point, it looks like they were in the clouds.
Mum promised me she’d bring Buddha back for me.
https://i.nostr.build/mvpHqkSNdtOT6cQa.jpg
https://i.nostr.build/5SAKrruoLjwvt3dn.jpg
https://v.nostr.build/j3nJ0CP3ed63aB1M.mp4
https://i.nostr.build/pc6DyxSNjfaGQszO.jpg
https://v.nostr.build/DUlojuHcdVyiHApw.mp4

2025-03-20 00:16:50

I’m scared cos my brothers not well but everything’s going to be alright cos that psychic feeling I get is telling me that everything is going to be alright. Everything will be fine. I am an incurable optimist and everything will be fine. Love is more powerful than anything in the world and I have an abundance of it for my brother. Of course, he doesn’t need it though cos he’s going to be absolutely fine. I wish I could tell him, but it’s so hard to say it out loud.

2025-03-18 22:34:02

https://tidal.com/track/221120050?u

2025-03-13 16:42:46

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I keep mine in my backpack

2025-03-13 16:28:23

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I dare you to send someone a bill for it 😂 would be funny 🫂

2025-03-10 05:38:51

Walter Cronkite - woke up thinking about this man. I have no idea who he is. Googles him - still no idea why I was thinking about him. Will read about him when awake properly

2025-03-07 23:39:38

Wondering if cheese really does give you nightmares

2025-03-06 15:35:26

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Me too 😁❤️‍🔥

2025-03-06 15:16:54

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Wow ❤️‍🔥

2025-03-04 11:19:42

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Possibly a silly question but is it possible to have an ‘unfollow all’ button for people who don’t want to go to individual profiles to unfollow?
If this is already a thing please just ignore me. I started with amethyst and it was fun cos I followed no one and nobody followed me. My first post was like sticking my hand in a pond. It might be a lake now. Or maybe an ocean, I’m not sure.

2025-02-25 19:48:22

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Haha naw I wish! I think they’re lovely too

2025-02-25 10:43:00

I used to do tap and jazz dancing when I was a child. I tried out for ballet first but mum didn’t think it was a right fit.

2025-02-24 22:21:40

Brilliant film https://i.nostr.build/OrY9CYxi6uvgR5VF.jpg

2025-02-24 19:24:21

I probably wouldn’t shag a Stormtrooper, but I reserve the right to change my mind

2025-02-24 17:47:14

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Me too 🔥💃

2025-02-24 17:46:37

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Best poem I’ve ever received 🫂❤️‍🔥thank you 🙏🏽

2025-02-24 17:17:14

https://tidal.com/track/46904426?u

2025-02-24 16:55:40

Watching the sunset

2025-02-24 15:44:09

https://tidal.com/track/74558107?u

2025-02-24 15:31:56

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🫂🫂🫂

2025-02-24 14:16:18

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Nope, it’s Hanson 🔥

2025-02-24 13:24:42

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❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥🫂

2025-02-23 23:22:50

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Anelito Fuggente (Fugitive Longing) by Ruperto Banterle 1914

2025-02-23 20:15:50

https://tidal.com/track/1604286?u

2025-02-23 18:23:00

This song is in my head
https://tidal.com/track/1268496?u

2025-02-23 17:58:46

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❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

2025-02-23 17:35:58

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Me too 🫂 just so calm and inspiring ❤️‍🔥

2025-02-23 17:34:12

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Oo what’s a ‘bitches brew’? I don’t think we have that here 🫂

2025-02-23 17:33:14

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It really is 🥹 everyone focuses on the bad but it’s got a lot of beauty too

2025-02-23 15:48:59

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He’s got such a lovely smile

2025-02-23 15:46:05

Hayao Miyazaki https://i.nostr.build/A6eMkG9vAsmSMehM.jpg https://i.nostr.build/2Diouwza5mSpJnME.jpg https://i.nostr.build/7k0I8E0pz551a9jZ.jpg https://i.nostr.build/qbIVbjbOFPVqjFLW.jpg

2025-02-23 15:35:50

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😂🫂🫂🫂

2025-02-23 04:33:11

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Goodnight Phil 🫂🫂🫂

2025-02-23 03:49:31

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Goodnight arealkingzking 🫂

2025-02-23 03:48:43

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Goodnight Vanessa 🫂

2025-02-23 03:47:38

Possibly unpopular opinion because I know this is the ‘GM protocol’, but I have always thought ‘GN’s’ were far more endearing 🫂
They are rather rare on here these days though

2025-02-23 03:42:35

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Goodnight lovely 🫂

2025-02-23 03:40:50

A little road in Vauxhall, London 📷 https://i.nostr.build/VjbyzVLE3Ug5ghOY.jpg

2025-02-23 03:35:25

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This caught me off guard 🤣😂🤣😂 bloody hilarious 🙏🏽😂
Mate, im with you 🤣 Aparently they’re really small too. Everyone is super sad and emotional about it because apparently it was at the end of its life and wanted to swim up to see the light for the first time? That made me rather sad for it and emotional too, but then I see its face and I can’t help but laugh 😭 I feel bad but I can’t help it. Nature did them so dirty 🙈

2025-02-23 03:30:21

Looking up https://i.nostr.build/mOO04oFQeFiNtWFb.jpg https://i.nostr.build/oL8QaVcwofzStyaY.jpg

2025-02-23 03:28:12

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😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣

2025-02-23 03:26:27

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Thank you, very kind 🙏🏽🫂
I think I might 🫂

2025-02-23 03:23:49

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🫂🫂🫂🙏🏽

2025-02-23 03:19:47

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Thank you, verbiricha 🫂🫂🫂

2025-02-23 03:19:03

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Thank you, lovely 🫂

2025-02-22 19:28:51

‘In the photograph, Earth's apparent size is less than a pixel; the planet appears as a tiny dot against the vastness of space, among bands of sunlight reflected by the camera. Commissioned by NASA and resulting from the advocacy of astronomer and author Carl Sagan, the photograph was interpreted in Sagan's 1994 book, Pale Blue Dot, as representing humanity's minuscule and ephemeral place amidst the cosmos.
Voyager 1 was launched on September 5, 1977, with the initial purpose of studying the outer Solar System. After fulfilling its primary mission and as it ventured out of the Solar System, the decision to turn its camera around and capture one last image of Earth emerged, in part due to Sagan's proposition.
Seen from about 6 billion kilometers (3.7 billion miles)’
I once heard that when you clench your fist, that shows the size of your heart. Not sure if that’s true. My fists are kind of small, so that made me feel fragile and a little sad. I didn’t want a small heart.
Then I saw this picture and realised It’s all about perspective really. https://i.nostr.build/wQg3Srsg9doCLF24.jpg

2025-02-22 17:35:09

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Thank you, Bitcoin Sikho 🫂

2025-02-22 17:34:23

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Thanks Will 🫂🫂

2025-02-22 17:25:49

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See I agree with this too 🫂
I’ll read ‘Determined’ after, I think

2025-02-22 17:24:00

A drawing I did of the statue ‘Undine Rising from the Fountain’ by Chauncey Bradley Ives in (1880-82).
I probably won’t finish it. Probably. https://i.nostr.build/VooH6bhZ7xYP9e0P.jpg

2025-02-22 15:06:34

V important
https://youtube.com/shorts/6jAT9RWcxEM?si=mVOLL1OXxe7ulfhN

2025-02-22 15:00:14

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😂🤣😂🤣🫂

2025-02-22 14:58:04

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I’ve only heard a few tracks from it (which are brilliant) but will be listening to this today 😁🫂🙏🏽

2025-02-22 14:55:30

Hannah Fry is brilliant
https://youtube.com/shorts/mvLoThj0E00?si=VRue-IsSWXmZgEj_

2025-02-22 14:46:53

https://youtube.com/shorts/97uqjKAG_iI?si=1SCvfoHzbKwuO7mQ

2025-02-22 14:00:59

https://i.nostr.build/JcbpDZuEzDO4wCJH.jpg

2025-02-22 13:48:08

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😂🫂

2025-02-22 13:47:16

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Oh dear, I don’t know that I agree with him there. Seems too black and white, and I’m also skeptic about his finding that we don’t have Free Will. It’s hard but I think people can go against their natural instincts - that being said I’m no neuroscientist 😂🙏🏽
He is an incredibly interesting man, I really like listening to his interviews. Still early on in the book, but liking it so far 🫂

2025-02-22 13:42:15

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🫂🫂🫂

2025-02-22 13:41:31

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So are you, Jonathan 🫂🫂

2025-02-22 13:40:11

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Beautiful 🫂
I bet you’d love his music 🙏🏽

2025-02-22 13:36:42

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Go for it, lovely ❤️‍🔥🫂

2025-02-22 13:36:10

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I believe it was most likely Andy Stroud, her husband at the time

2025-02-22 13:33:43

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Winona Ryder 🫂

2025-02-22 13:30:46

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🥹🫂🫂🙏🏽

2025-02-22 13:30:13

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Oo that sounds lovely 🫂
Ah mate I bet you’d love it - with gravy and roast potatoes 🤤

2025-02-21 19:12:22

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I’m one of the ‘stupid people’ 🥹🫂
It’s a shame really, I thought we had something rather special

2025-02-21 19:06:19

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Ooo that’s my least favourite meal - and Shepherd's pie 😭
I love a Sunday roast though.
You should visit! I think you’d like it, the sun is due to make an appearance 🫂

2025-02-21 19:00:47

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I can’t argue with you there 🫂 I think it depends on the parts of London though 🙏🏽
The weather is very grim 😞

2025-02-21 18:54:35

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My best friend is back 🥹🫂 I missed you man

2025-02-21 18:50:20

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My local pubs not bad 🫂 they do pizza
It’s very 1984 here at the moment though 🫂 slowly slowly

2025-02-21 18:20:19

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You are a very angry person 🤔 I suggest meditation 🫂

2025-02-21 18:14:35

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You need to think 🫂 really, really think
If you don’t get it, I can’t help you cos I don’t have time right now 🙏🏽

2025-02-21 18:07:28

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I never thought I was powerless 🤔

2025-02-21 18:01:22

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Mine too 😁❤️‍🔥🫂

2025-02-21 18:00:22

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You make no sense 🫂 and that’s okay

2025-02-21 17:44:07

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Ohhh I see! Aw I dunno, I got a really bright flashlight thingy 🥹🫂 I’ll stick with this, but honestly we don’t even need guns, cos it’s not that dangerous here. I suspect they just want people to think it is so we don’t go out I suppose. It’s not completely safe, but then they should really think about why that is.
I wish they would find it in the budget to maybe increase youth groups, and have free or cheap sports clubs for teens and young adults. Give some lost people things to do and places to go instead of taking things away. Absolutely bonkers

2025-02-21 17:30:49

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What’s an open carry law? 🫂

2025-02-21 17:27:11

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That’s exactly what I read too 😩

2025-02-21 17:23:09

🤦🏽‍♀️ https://i.nostr.build/IVhwGJrrkBXzLanH.jpg