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2024-11-22 19:52:15

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@nprofile…evh7 @nprofile…g05m It’s not separate from them. It’s just outside of time and space in a particular way. This is why in China there are two souls, one that leaves the body and one that stays with it.

2024-11-22 19:50:13

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@nprofile…hwva @nprofile…5y84 That would be incredible. Wrestle next time you’re in Canada? @bot

2024-11-22 19:43:32

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@nprofile…g05m That’s why i love mathematicians

2024-11-22 19:43:04

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@nprofile…g05m I don’t think anything exists outside the universe. I think our senses, our mind, our tools, our microscopes and math are tools that measure parameters, and the “soul,” of a person is not transcendant but rather an immanent gestalt of everything that person is, which cannot be defined or understood by any of the parameters we use to measure the world, but rather through our own existence as an immanent gestalt of everything that we are. This is the “thing in itself,” a nearly inconceivable mystery which is irreducible and cannot be turned into any other form. The best we can do with all our parameters is summon it, or lead us to it with metaphor or paradox, or display everything outside of it.
You can completely know someone, but the form of knowing is different from what you expect, since it requires reaching out to them with that part of yourself, that immanent totality of you. This is how great artists, seers, prophets, mystics, etc, approach the world.
This part of you feels transcendant, because it is not beholden to the mind, and as such feels as if it is outside of time, because our linear experience of time is generated by the mind. In reality time has happened, and we are acting through it.
This easily explains the free will conundrum, but it’s hard to understand why without direct experience. The reality is the universe is material, but something else as well, and we can intuit it and share it and act by it and overthrow it, but we cannot calculate it.
You’re sort of right. Paradoxically there is no actual barrier between you and me, and yet there is something material that makes us separate. Everything in existence both exists individually while being a part of and entwined with everything else in existence. This bends reality and reaches beyond time, which is why we can touch a dead man’s soul in his works, or love someone who we cannot touch, or identify with something that is not us.

2024-11-17 14:33:14

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@nprofile…cmzh I’m just scared of homeless people in the dark okay…

2024-11-08 22:44:24

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@npub1c60…r7tq i never drink skim cuz it ruins my stomach

2024-11-08 22:38:17

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@npub1c60…r7tq I don’t know. Maybe cuz it’s like 3.25% fat

2024-11-08 22:36:39

>get home after an exhausting day at work
>needmilk.jpg
>take the milk carton out of the fridge
>remember it says shake before serving on the carton
>violently shake it
>covered in milk from head to toe
I am literally the most vacant person ever born omfg

2024-11-08 17:19:06

At times, I feel like a tiny helpless mote trying to stand against all of entropy. If this universe is nothing but an endless domino effect of karma, consequences fractally expanding outwards eternally until the universe fades away, I want to stand against that and bring something good into the world, somehow, even if it lasts only a moment.

2024-11-06 03:37:10

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@npub1kdy…2hnf He’s a good writer, his fiction is quite lovely

2024-11-06 03:18:30

Leaf Lord was right

2024-11-02 00:15:06

I think the Catholic church is genius because my estimation of it has increased by 50% after seeing Luce

2024-10-15 03:11:16

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@npub12kq…f4j5 @npub1scj…el3p @npub16q7…jrgp @npub1g55…xdg2 I like all of my family, even my mom although I'd prefer she is not very involved in my life at all. They're all dumb but I love them and enjoy their company

2024-10-15 03:06:07

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@npub12kq…f4j5 @npub1scj…el3p @npub16q7…jrgp @npub1g55…xdg2 I prefer Robert Jordan's phrasing "She was handsome rather than pretty"

2024-10-15 03:03:55

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@npub1g55…xdg2 @npub1scj…el3p @npub16q7…jrgp Actually my grandma with dementia screamed "That's a man!" when she saw her so that was accomplished already. It felt too mean though so I felt bad

2024-10-15 02:58:54

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@npub1g55…xdg2 @npub1mew…gjf7 Nooooo mid 30s isn't old unless it's me poking fun at my brother

2024-10-15 02:55:01

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@npub1mew…gjf7 @npub1g55…xdg2 He dates women his own age, he's just old (34)

2024-10-15 02:49:11

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@npub1scj…el3p @npub16q7…jrgp Yes hopefully they're together long enough for me to meet her at Christmas

2024-10-07 04:39:54

Yanks think of Canada as some socdem healthcare heaven when it's actually a country full of fascist truckers with magical powers and various agricultural mafias manipulating us from the shadows and ancient vampiric noble bloodlines sacrificing children in the Laurentian mountains

2024-10-05 05:11:49

I highly recommend Skald: Against the Black Priory if you like rpgs and Lovecraft

2024-09-19 17:10:48

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@npub1uem…jnm8 Okay based thank you i love wine

2024-09-19 16:55:08

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@npub1mew…gjf7 @npub1al5…klcc Yes caffeine affects me the same way it affects spiders

2024-09-19 16:27:46

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@npub1al5…klcc Unfortunately God made me his most sensitive child and green tea makes me super hyper and prevents me from sleeping at night, even if I drink it the minute I wake up 😭

2024-09-19 05:39:53

Any good alternative to chamomile if i want a calming tea? I'm allergic

2024-09-18 23:18:01

How my house feels after I clean
https://cawfee.club/media/09f68b6a6521dae9c1723ea38c5f378ce4204d9c46af2fe0b858cb567a02897b.webp

2024-09-14 19:59:20

Okay, another question. I eat raw honey sometimes, usually when I feel sick and have a sore throat. I hear raw honey has antibiotic properties, would it be bad for my microbiome then to eat it?

2024-09-14 19:53:52

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@npub1n2e…a6fr Sounds like I'm doing a lot right. Other than the part about stress 😂 Thank you very much.

2024-09-14 19:53:14

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@npub12kf…xxma Ok I eat yoghurt every day and haven't drank soda in years this is easy

2024-09-14 19:13:46

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@npub19uc…0vey Yes?

2024-09-14 17:22:39

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@npub1tzg…nree Earl grey!

2024-09-13 17:10:00

>Cup of tea
>Curl up in gigantic fluffy rocking chair
>Take out my copy of Gormenghast that's covered in spider webs (A spider lived inside)
>Yep, it's gothic pomo time

2024-09-13 17:08:13

It's kino thank you Grips
https://cawfee.club/media/430e1bb912353789c364eb6d5f8235c4acdabd3818eed5dfb7e4abc67d5dbab9.JPG

2024-09-13 02:34:00

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@npub1pnp…52zw @npub1kdy…2hnf It's his turn to be chained to the radiator... :cirnoheh:

2024-09-13 02:04:59

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@npub12kq…f4j5 It’s a Greek yoghurt with cucumber sauce, usually with garlic and olive oil and lemons. Healthy and delicious

2024-09-13 01:47:38

I like tzatziki

2024-09-09 16:48:31

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@npub12kq…f4j5 Noooo not yet

2024-09-09 07:04:54

You are all very kind and funny goodnight

2024-09-09 07:01:11

Is it just me or is Twin Peaks the return crap

2024-09-09 06:55:54

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@npub1hhn…lkdn This is… incredibly touching, thank you very much.

2024-09-09 06:38:43

I consciously make bad decisions, get close to bad people, offer help I have no reason to offer. I do it again and again and again, and suffer for it, but somehow deep inside I feel assured by the quietest voice of all; I did what was right.

2024-09-09 06:36:25

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@npub1mew…gjf7 Thank you very much

2024-09-09 06:34:19

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@npub1hhn…lkdn It's cuz ur freaking eepy I understand me too

2024-09-09 06:32:57

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@npub1nts…y4mr that's addiction thinking

2024-09-09 06:31:29

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@npub1hhn…lkdn @npub17dy…yf4p What the frick is a pauline epistle

2024-09-09 06:13:23

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@npub175d…wrtj Lmao thank you

2024-09-09 06:10:34

I found warmth at the bottom of the well. I found love at the end of the road. I found it all when I had nothing left.

2024-08-26 18:25:16

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@npub1mew…gjf7 I COULD BE BETTER :aaaaaa: might have to become a rentoid after all. How are you doing Benis

2024-08-11 02:42:30

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@npub1nts…y4mr Least Aryan supremacist Buddhism moment

2024-08-06 01:36:15

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@npub1lyr…pjx6 I can tell you AI has a bit of a Ted Kaczynski accent

2024-08-06 01:33:18

@npub1pnp…52zw had a rough day?

2024-08-06 01:30:40

I miss them
https://cawfee.club/media/6ba742467ab7c712e2761d89afed4acf7e065ea886f0d911a678ab3526d215e1.webp

2024-08-06 01:29:07

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@npub1lyr…pjx6 YOU CANNOT HANDLE MY STRONGEST CHILI

2024-08-06 01:28:14

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@npub1lyr…pjx6 You cannot handle my strongest chili...

2024-08-06 01:25:44

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@npub1pt6…6mf6 @npub1lc8…92pf Mist homo in the closet arc?!?!?!

2024-08-06 01:23:45

Europeans be crying when it's like 25 out 😹

2024-08-06 01:22:28

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@npub1lc8…92pf You're far from the only one even my mom was talking about how hot he is

2024-08-06 01:22:06

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@npub1t4s…ud4h Wouldn't marry anyone mentally ill enough to have a fedi account i need someone to balance me out

2024-08-06 01:13:18

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@npub1nts…y4mr I feel ya. Everyone my age must either be playing Valorant or Clubbing cuz idk where they at

2024-08-06 01:10:10

Sorry for being a race traitor but I can't stop thinking about how hot the turkish dad shooter is

2024-08-06 01:09:33

I'm such a good cook it's offensive

2024-08-06 01:08:07

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@npub1nts…y4mr Cine gf arc?

2024-08-06 01:05:54

Some niggas gotta learn how to let go and HAVE FUN

2024-08-05 18:03:25

Romans insulting Germans for getting married in their 20s is so funny

2024-08-04 03:59:24

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@npub1lyr…pjx6 Hope you have sweet dreams~
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2024-08-04 03:50:18

How's it going y'all

2024-08-03 15:12:38

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@npub1jkh…m08d I’m so happy for your new being happy arc

2024-08-01 23:26:22

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@npub1lc8…92pf @npub1duh…6q2f yeah like i said classics

2024-08-01 21:38:45

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@npub1wh3…0yvx I can get behind that

2024-08-01 21:24:25

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@npub1wh3…0yvx I'm not sure if she should be allowed to compete or not, I'm not sure what sort of advantage she has, but someone born with female genitalia is female I think.

2024-08-01 21:02:41

Someone has to teach pundits what intersex is this silly stuff happens every olympics

2024-08-01 20:28:01

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@npub1mew…gjf7 I’d like that. My in laws are really Christian and they’re the best people I know

2024-08-01 19:58:19

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@npub1duh…6q2f ALSO I DONT READ ESOTERICA OR EDGY LITERATURE I JUST READ THE CLASSICS AND MIDWIT FANTASY I HAVE THE MOST STANDARD TASTE IMAGINABLE

2024-08-01 19:57:51

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@npub1duh…6q2f FEMCELS SDO NOT SMELL OKAY

2024-08-01 19:55:12

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@npub1sa2…jgrv I don't know you well enough

2024-08-01 19:54:43

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@npub1duh…6q2f I smell good stop being so weird!

2024-08-01 19:53:06

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@npub1sa2…jgrv histrionic/borderline/narcissistic personality

2024-08-01 19:52:51

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@npub1duh…6q2f I'm hairy enough I don't wanna be a werewolf

2024-08-01 19:52:32

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@npub1qfr…h2zd Hmm I think those are basically normies

2024-08-01 19:47:58

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@npub1qfr…h2zd Good idea but they never leave their house. I have one schizoid friend and he doesn't seem to possess human attachment so I can never offend him which is interesting but I only see him every like 6 months

2024-08-01 19:33:17

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@npub17tj…p725 It's so hard to stop having woman moments

2024-08-01 19:25:14

I do retarded things like befriend cluster b people and then get sad when they treat me like dirt, how do I stop

2024-08-01 02:17:48

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@npub1wh3…0yvx I’m quite far north! Looks like it’s a weevil

2024-08-01 02:16:48

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@npub129f…f2rw Ah yeah there was an infestation since my grandma lived here and then left bur grains were left everywhere, thank you!

2024-08-01 02:04:00

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@npub1wh3…0yvx No I took the pic and then fell asleep and now he's gone

2024-08-01 01:59:42

WHAT IS THIS
https://cawfee.club/media/b49128164994f98428aacac7f6017c19e6d067b7275ddf9766db056368e20647.jpeg

2024-07-30 23:54:29

What a fucking day https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NbNU0TLSN9Q

2024-07-30 15:29:09

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@npub1lyr…pjx6 Just some pals calcifying our glands

2024-07-30 15:26:32

https://cawfee.club/media/b94c2318105c39f43ca11b1c2d3e679b2bdb5761ab3567fd5bd9a355dee9b734.png

2024-07-30 05:43:24

The tenants hear a crunch crunch crunch through the floors as i eat chunks of fluoride

2024-07-30 02:08:34

Hurt my foot which sucks because I’m not even human I’m just a pair of feet carrying a torso and head and arms and legs

2024-07-29 18:50:19

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@npub15gh…6hx4 Human flesh

2024-07-29 02:29:03

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@npub15jz…clp6 a nightmare vision brought to life

2024-07-29 02:24:57

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@npub1qfr…h2zd What a thoughtful wolf, I shall correct her mistake

2024-07-29 02:10:14

My grandma stopped giving me the cookies she bakes! I can't figure out why! What did I do!?!???!

2024-07-29 02:05:32

I feel like Nietzsche's worldview is secretly deeply childish but I don't wanna put the effort into articulating why

2024-07-29 01:56:51

Just made supper guys :) what do ya think
https://cawfee.club/media/f59bab9d5460a8caa8b0719bb0fa9c11b966e48dc2845c6a0e4adf91acc12acf.webp

2024-07-29 01:55:02

I LOVE greek salad

2024-07-28 18:23:55

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@npub12kf…xxma THANK YOU VERY MUCH 🙏🙏🙏🙏

2024-07-26 17:46:37

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@npub1ap6…cnls subsets don’t exist

2024-07-26 16:31:46

What is the cause of Foster Wallace derangement syndrome?