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2024-01-11 09:31:25

I’ve watched Priscilla have three children while begging for connection to find a girlfriend

2024-01-11 09:17:53

I even hear girls at Kenyon talk in passing about how I’m always alone

2024-01-11 09:10:35

I literally started having people scream at me asking if I wanted pussy in Los Angeles at breakfast from across the room

2024-01-11 09:10:03

So many people make fun of me for what Whitney and Bernard are doing too

2024-01-11 09:08:58

Those are better options for people actually interested in helping the person this was done to and not organized by

2024-01-11 09:01:56

I mean that’s 12 cities where people didn’t publicly sabotage my entire life in front of people where I still have family and friends

2024-01-11 08:21:47

Women are truly humiliating my life at this point

2024-01-11 08:17:22

Something doesn’t click in my own head as to why women think this is a situation where trolling me etc is ok

2024-01-11 08:13:50

He thinks it’s funny but he doesn’t actually see the full picture of him genuinely scaring women as far away as possible

2024-01-11 08:10:44

Nobody can explain a 9 year gap in my life where I literally have no woman in sight around

2024-01-11 08:08:01

Because I have none

2024-01-11 08:07:50

I don’t even know what to say to girls anymore when they ask about past relationships

2024-01-11 08:05:54

I texted another girl I actually was kind of into that I met at a coffee shop in town from Denison but she clearly ain’t interested either

2024-01-11 08:03:31

And I don’t think they actually comprehend that

2024-01-11 08:03:20

What they don’t realize is I’m not waiting on their lives for anything

2024-01-11 08:02:51

8 months ago

2024-01-11 08:02:34

9 months ago Arielle was screaming outside the windows of the house after a girl messaged me how they weren’t ready to let women back in my life yet

2024-01-11 08:00:37

Confirming what they’re saying to each other

2024-01-11 08:00:26

When they’re so bored and I’m so tired I stop processing my own thoughts I literally hear them talk to and respond to themselves

2024-01-11 07:57:54

Whitney is clearly the only option I have

2024-01-11 07:55:57

Marks so psychotic and creepy that the first ceo I worked for covered his entire glass office in black tape

2024-01-11 07:53:35

That was 7 years ago people started saying this to me

2024-01-11 07:52:43

My own coworkers told me to run for my life from Arielle and her family not even a joke

2024-01-11 07:50:12

I clearly need more than Arielle Zuckerberg in life and I don’t see why women won’t openly admit this problem

2024-01-11 07:46:59

They literally make me want to smash everything in my house listening to them run their mouths and taunt me

2024-01-11 07:38:31

I’m not sure I’ll stop having emotions and feelings about my life until I die so if you’re waiting on them to stop you’re better off trying the heart attack scam again

2024-01-11 07:32:07

And really it’s just a bunch of 40 year old dues in tech at that

2024-01-11 07:30:07

And now that I’ve left the industry and they scared everyone away there is literally nothing but tech left 24 hours a day in isolation

2024-01-11 07:28:37

Obviously this all happens alone with no woman to see it happen

2024-01-11 07:27:58

It was legit 400 dollars worth of stuff

2024-01-11 07:27:45

They actually literally stole my entire grocery order for fun, including tissues and toilet paper

2024-01-11 07:26:24

Women are scared to be around me because of their family tbh

2024-01-11 07:23:45

They log into my Netflix etc and watch 100 movies about hitler and nazis

2024-01-11 07:23:01

For a while they were trolling me with girls on hinge and making 9/11 jokes

2024-01-11 07:21:39

You could just tell it was out of character and they stalk women so much

2024-01-11 07:20:24

They’re actually so ignorant they paid a woman to post a video of her boobs on Snapchat in her story and then just had her delete me

2024-01-11 07:17:51

I actually can’t keep any apps or notifications or my phone anymore because the trolling is so bad

2024-01-11 07:13:56

She said she would spend time with her family and watch the sunrise

2024-01-11 07:12:33

Over the summer I saw a girl on Twitter who found out what’s been going on and she talked about what she would do with no relationships in her life with someone trying to kill her

2024-01-11 07:11:00

I see total strangers fly across the country on repeat for 9 years to witness the circus around

2024-01-11 07:06:36

And I promise you it was mark and Arielle who paid those girls to throw money and underwear around town

2024-01-11 07:06:09

I don’t do drugs, I don’t buy drugs, I won’t come near crime or cons and it’s literally the same sad thing on repeat

2024-01-11 07:03:42

If Whitney completely cuts his family off and lets me start matching with people regularly again, he’d be gone in less than 2 or 3 months

2024-01-11 06:55:58

I still invite anyone who wants to take a turn at the heart attack scandal to kill me in my sleep if you wish I clearly have no reason to live

2024-01-11 06:48:40

They actually think my home and town is a playground to party, one giant circus act

2024-01-11 06:47:48

Oh the other thing all that effort to block me on bumble and tinder and they paid girls to throw their underwear and money out a car window in town at me

2024-01-11 06:46:05

All the lingo they use is totally serial killer stuff, literally all those women were grossly violated, the funny thing is there is no gram of reference for something once they started stalking me that isn’t outright rape and murder

2024-01-11 06:44:12

They’ve spent so many years beating this story about drugs and women into my head about how they tried to murder my neighbor and I think it’s to scare companies into helping them groom women for their outright conspiracy hobby

2024-01-11 06:40:09

I guess in reality I’m just leading this girl on to get out of the house for a few hours away from marks family

2024-01-11 06:38:13

Just so they could rub it in my face that they had my match and bumble accounta

2024-01-11 06:36:54

Healthy relationships with women away from their families is clearly a major partial solution yet no one on earth have ever been interested in that

2024-01-11 06:35:21

I mean I lived life for 22 years with out a circus act running around my life you know the people you know, and you know what’s being done to them

2024-01-11 06:34:25

People around me are just a game for them

2024-01-11 06:33:23

They had my own mom call me a pig while they anally raped me in bed because I didn’t have a girlfriend

2024-01-11 06:33:00

I know they play with my moms head too by training her with rape and torture to do whatever they want to help string this along

2024-01-11 06:29:53

Boy hood

2024-01-11 06:29:46

And honestly all these people’s lives are is bad math, missing people, missing jobs, 0 relationships, 0 sleep, 150 screams a day, 30 attempts on everyone in your family, missing money, where literally nothing will ever fucking add up

2024-01-11 06:26:32

He watched me go from working in a factory to making 200 thousand dollars a year with nothing in my life on repeat but rape and murder

2024-01-11 06:25:51

I’ll tell you elons math

2024-01-11 06:22:59

And the thing is I clearly don’t want to talk about conspiracy on nostr I’m just trying to get a fucking girlfriend away from sundar and mark

2024-01-11 06:22:20

I saw the last guy they did this to devotee the rest of his life to technology and researching everything people are playing with his head with

2024-01-11 06:19:51

Also the effort that goes into trying to make me look like I enjoy this and have no emotions is so psychotic

2024-01-11 06:18:48

They were saying how they plan to kill me next October like Los Angeles which honestly they won’t admit it but when you have no one in your life it really doesn’t matter that they’re beating the shit out of you with garbage

2024-01-11 06:13:22

The joke of the century being how they say I masturbate to my bumble account

2024-01-11 06:03:44

They honestly tell me to get away from them

2024-01-11 06:01:40

Priscilla and marks good cop bad cop is a total con show btw

2024-01-11 05:59:13

Possibly because his sister died associated with Facebook in my life, partially because his dad saw Priscilla and mark try to convince me I was crazy until I saw a psychiatrist before I caught on to munchausen

2024-01-11 05:57:13

I saw they added Caleb my cousin into my snap friends to add list and what they don’t realize is my family doesn’t touch my name online because of them

2024-01-11 05:53:34

It’s like if Whitney treats my life with minimal dignity and respect for 5 seconds they totally stop

2024-01-11 05:51:16

The literally did turn it all off almost last night, tonight they’re just bleeding my ears out and rambling

2024-01-11 05:49:52

After nine years of being single with Arielle and mark I can safely say the only thing I care and think about is a woman I’m actually into away from their life

2024-01-11 05:47:02

My own friends refuse to watch me live a life nothing and nobody anymore

2024-01-11 05:43:34

And when people start contacting women outside of any sphere of your life it gets even weirder

2024-01-11 05:42:37

You know someone felt bad and actually wanted me coding again and away from mark and sundaes family’s and I saw that, and I had the opportunity but I literally am that sick of 9 years of their whole women obsession that I turned it down

2024-01-11 05:36:17

And his whole adhd medication conspiracy, I actually think someone was so retarded involved that they confused stimulants with stimuli because stimulants ease how your brain processes stimuli when you have adhd

2024-01-11 05:32:32

That’s his whole gag computers and one semester of psychology he plays with

2024-01-11 05:32:02

I’m hoping in time I can just block their life out mentally

2024-01-11 05:31:43

I’m trying to practice cbt to clean up the garbage stimuli they fill my environment with

2024-01-11 05:27:09

I just can’t take being alone with them doing this anymore

2024-01-11 05:26:46

I’m going to take her out anyways but it kinda feels like I’m just eating a dog turd I don’t want

2024-01-11 05:26:23

I don’t even like this girl from bumble but she’s the only woman I’ve connected with on the app in all reality

2024-01-11 05:25:06

Women are literally just toys for them to play games with

2024-01-11 05:21:00

That’s literally all they do with the girls they contact and stalk on repeat

2024-01-11 05:19:01

And you know they kept playing with that girl in California they were in contact with, like burning rings on my finger and then having her talk about rings etc to play head games, and they clearly were contacting this girl and lying to her face about what they were doing, and then she invites me to a piano recital for children and they just sat around raping my dick to the children she taught and kept contacting her

2024-01-11 05:16:43

I think he’s embarrassed pretty celebrities saw him do this and know what he did so he tries to match me with ugly people in case they ever look back again

2024-01-11 05:15:37

Calling me their dog again

2024-01-11 05:14:48

Or their favorite thing to do is match you with really pretty girls and then when they message you back just delete them in front of your eyes

2024-01-11 05:11:20

It’s been literally so many years now

2024-01-11 05:11:09

After a while of someone flooding you with ugly people for fun online to discourage you it does get to your head

2024-01-11 05:08:48

Today they crank it back up full blast and no one

2024-01-11 05:08:35

Last night they turned it down really low with 6 people on bumble

2024-01-11 05:08:17

It’s the up down on and off game

2024-01-11 05:00:14

That was in 2015/2016

2024-01-11 05:00:03

I saw Arielle post a picture of what they want on Twitter one time and it was a 500 pound naked man masturbating to pornhub on an oculus

2024-01-11 04:58:32

They are raping the tip of my dick and talking about fetishes Arielle is not into

2024-01-11 04:51:06

I couldn’t even have a date to my brothers own wedding, I couldn’t find a date making 200 thousand dollars a year, I couldn’t find a date being the best man at a guys wedding whose entire house and family they later terrorized

2024-01-11 04:49:21

Not a woman I’m interested in really but still

2024-01-11 04:48:24

Maybe she’s just into cruelty

2024-01-11 04:47:40

7 years and it took 2 minutes for a woman to ask me out on bumble

2024-01-11 04:46:27

It’s crazy how their victimhood idea goes on whether or not you’re saying anything about it

2024-01-01 07:24:05

I am literally using years of my life on earth for an aspergers fantasy people keep fueling