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2024-08-02 00:00:33

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its so good
https://cawfee.club/media/431970dcb8753ff97e9023a3c2ba67e9b164718328b4948251477e9e7c803348.png

2024-08-01 23:59:31

if my funeral doesnt have melkite funeral cake (its called ameh) i dont wanna die

2024-06-26 02:34:41

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@npub14te…le5h legit so many meme charts could be avoided if people read what their religion teaches. getting Catholics to read the Catechism is like getting Superman to eat kryptonite.

2024-06-25 02:17:00

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she talked to me for 2 hours. i wonder if she wants to call tomorrow...

2024-06-24 21:21:57

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i hit it
@npub1mew…gjf7 you can have your energy back

2024-06-24 15:15:08

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alright r/coffeeclub what do i say
https://cawfee.club/media/b5f369bc494edc8b3e42e8eb2b87cc8c6fb77e18bfe9dce4838504899fa18afc.png

2024-06-23 22:04:08

315 squat attempt tomorrow. LEND ME YOUR ENERGY
https://cawfee.club/media/b63a7fd0a7f949f39dd2b629f45bb484a0969681e2813f81acc7d28ecfe36b1f.jpeg

2024-06-23 18:57:54

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update, i'm not sure why this happened. i was saying sociopath stuff like "i enjoy harming people" completely deadpan so idk whether she's crazy or not.
https://cawfee.club/media/46cdb00c8d5509a2ffd87feafacf5414a2ca0ad5c7205f2a93b581e2f7f7878b.jpeg

2024-06-23 04:45:57

met my friend's siblings today. i called his older and younger sister harriet smith and lydia bennet respectively. they were equal parts horrified and shocked that i called them that, but also impressed that i knew the deep austenlore...

2024-06-18 00:23:29

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@npub1pgl…js4k ...honestly, if it helps me hit my nutrition for the day, and isn't *horribly* disgusting, i'd be down to try it.
there is an angel and a demon on my shoulder, and they're two of my closest friends. one is ALSO the type to do this stuff, and the other thinks i have an eating disorder.

2024-06-18 00:19:54

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@npub12kq…f4j5 just looked it up, there's a ton of good gyms in Jacksonville!

2024-06-18 00:16:48

i wonder if you can eat powdered milk by the spoonful

2024-06-17 23:29:26

how do people get fat? gaining weight is actually so hard

2024-06-17 16:22:35

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@npub175d…wrtj i really like the mix of personalities here, its very interesting scrolling through the instance timeline

2024-06-11 05:00:32

i wish tsunade was real

2024-06-04 22:42:49

>practicing my kung fu in my room
>form has a hammer fist
>swing my hand down unaware of my surroundings
>hit my hand on a (dull) pointed end of metal furniture
>shrivel up into a fetal position on a floor in pain
I HATE FURNITURE I HATE FURNITURE I HATE FURNITURE I HATE FURNITURE I HATE FURNITURE I HATE FURNITURE I HATE FURNITURE I HATE FURNITURE I HATE FURNITURE I HATE FURNITURE I HATE FURNITURE I HATE FURNITURE I HATE FURNITURE I HATE FURNITURE I HATE FURNITURE I HATE FURNITURE

2024-06-03 16:52:52

one of my friends started using her kid to grind in WOW classic
forget bot accounts. child labor accounts are the new meta.

2024-05-23 09:17:54

some zoomer from the local high school thought i was a girl today when i was buying an energy drink at the store :angrynoises: :angrynoises: :angrynoises: :angrynoises: :angrynoises: its not my fault my hair goes all the way down to my lower back (well yes it is but THATS NOT AN INHERENTLY FEMININE TRAIT AHHHHH)
i wonder if on the day of judgement the beggars who we didn't give anything to will come as prosecution witnesses

2024-05-17 20:58:37

i hate watching my friends fight
unrelated, but heres some laufey
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VArOUfVOjqI

2024-05-11 01:54:30

@npub1mew…gjf7 @npub1eeu…ap7h @npub1g0u…3vfw highkey yeah, fighting is the thing in enjoy most in this life

2024-05-02 16:25:59

my copy of The Problem of Empathy came in today! excited to read it.
unrelated, but we're making it out of pools with this one
https://cawfee.club/media/777c2dd47f0469fe2d7774ad6c83f6028fceaf46439fcaa3e4a44c70bb223fdc.mp4

2024-03-27 04:26:58

befriended a black woman today.
is this the beginning of my anti-racist arc????

2024-03-12 20:52:10

i lowkey kinda miss england. i miss crashing with my e-friends and playing with their kid and the comfy small town vibes. i miss the double decker buses that i always wanted to ride on since i was a kid.
https://cawfee.club/media/d1f04ac048f715dac0ef325a99856c1d34a5b6085ab3f80c91f83709b7f50384.png

2024-02-29 07:35:31

Sometimes I like writing suicide notes. They help me realize why I could never actually kill myself, namely I'd hurt the people who rely on me too much, from a fatherless girl who's basically been like my little sister for a long time, to the friends I've vented to as well.
Of course, I have other reasons to live. Some good, some bad, but they're all things I desperately hold onto.

2024-02-27 18:29:11

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@npub175d…wrtj hair has a distinct smell so you can tell whether it's being taken care of or not, which tells you about a woman's current state. the women i'm close to have this tendency to overwork themselves. they can try to hide how stressed they are but their hair is a dead giveaway.

2024-02-27 18:26:15

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@npub175d…wrtj the only reason i know this is because i have long hair myself and whenever i'm stressed i forget to take good care of it. theres a reason a common trope among women is cutting their hair when they're stressed because it's kind of a hassle to take care of.

2024-02-27 16:07:02

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@npub175d…wrtj this sounds EXTREMELY creepy so id never admit except behind closed doors, but you can tell if a woman is going through a lot during a given period based off whether she cares about her smell, especially her hair.

2024-01-04 00:45:18

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@npub1swe…wjk4 reading ur posts feels like watching an abuse relationship documentary

2023-12-29 00:53:20

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@npub1g0u…3vfw tbh its not *that* hard if you know their fundamental fears and desires

2023-11-12 16:40:03

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@npub1g0u…3vfw i like it here bc i can post my schizo rants abt life and no one outside of here will ever see them

2023-11-12 16:35:36

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@npub1g0u…3vfw hidden-san what is dark fedi

2023-10-02 00:02:41

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@npub1d0n…ahqw ily niggy

2023-09-01 05:21:52

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@npub1pt6…6mf6
Yup! She's naturally a pretty compassionate person, and her main goal in becoming a doctor is using that big brain of hers to help save lives.

2023-09-01 05:04:53

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@npub1pt6…6mf6 @npub175d…wrtj @npub1g0u…3vfw knowing about closed sets leads to a closed mind to vice and knowing about open sets leads to an open mind about virtue.
i wonder what this makes clopen sets.

2023-09-01 05:02:05

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@npub1pt6…6mf6 @npub175d…wrtj @npub1g0u…3vfw i wish i could say its based but homie doesnt get enough sleep. please keep her in ur prayers, hope she can get through this + med school after this.

2023-09-01 04:50:48

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@npub1g0u…3vfw @npub175d…wrtj
I pinkie promised a nun that I wouldn't be a misogynist, and as childish as it seems, I put an absurdly high value on pinkie promises. With that disclaimer, I feel like women would have a total breakdown if they found out about all the physiognomy stuff.
I'm not saying that every woman needs to be fat or something, but I do think that general society put some pretty bad standards on women and emphasize the wrong things (being dainty and twig-like instead of working out and eating healthy), emphasized in day-to-day life. A lot of women focus solely on being desirable to men, and this desire exists in way too high of a measure even in women who do actually take themselves seriously, as real humans with real hobbies. Women get so focused on reaching societal beauty standards that they end up developing weird neuroses about this.
Given that this weird pressure exists on a societal level, I think introducing my friend to canthal tilt might have gotten to her more than I expected (she brought up a picture of Mother Mary in her apartment that had negative canthal tilt the next day, plausibly as a joke but I'm not sure). I hope it didn't make her neurotic about her own canthal tilt, because I'd feel awful if it did (especially since this spawned out of a joke between me and my roommate about his canthal tilt and her happening to be at our place when this happened).
Fortunately she has too much schoolwork to get further into physiognomy autism.

2023-09-01 04:30:37

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@npub175d…wrtj @npub1g0u…3vfw
A lot of my irl friends are total normies, and being someone who was terminally online for years, it's a weird feeling having access to arcane knowledge that nobody else knows about. I remember having to explain to one of my friends, this innocent Catholic girl, what canthal tilt was.