Daniel 🇺🇦 🇵🇸 🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍🌈 🖖

I am an autistic software developer who has become disabled by #LongCovid. I struggle with #MeCFS and am unable to work anymore. #Veteran, #Atheist, #Writer, #Neurodivergent, #ActuallyAutistic, Kinda Rad.

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2024-07-15 18:24:51

I have been pretty quiet as of late, and will continue to be, as my health has been pretty much garbage lately. I wanted to pop in real quick and say something about the shooter than tried to assassinate Trump. A lot of labels have been going around to describe him, like monster, and psycho. Let’s not forget three of the most important labels that should be applied to him. Child. Bullied. Human.

2024-07-08 16:47:45

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@npub1efl…xwh6 this, %100. And sadly the shitty doctors far outnumber the really good ones.

2024-07-08 16:36:58

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@npub1f9j…uvp9 yeah, and knowing that there is negative health benefit from the high heart rate, and that if I actually attempted to run it would probably kill me makes it that much more...

2024-07-08 16:33:21

Just went downstairs, filled up my water bottle, and sat down in my chair so of course my heart rate is up to where it used to be after hitting the twenty minute mark on a long run (6+ miles). Yay #LongCOVID / #MECFS / #POTs. /s

2024-07-03 20:27:46

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@npub13vq…06zw done

2024-07-02 21:35:06

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@npub1tdg…vaz8 oh; we are completely doomed.

2024-07-02 19:52:36

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@npub1efl…xwh6 being deep in the weird is really the best place to be.

2024-07-02 17:05:05

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@npub1efl…xwh6 I can’t drink anymore because of long COVID. It was tough at first, but I don’t miss it at all anymore.

2024-07-02 16:58:18

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@npub1efl…xwh6 that made me snort. 😆

2024-07-02 13:40:11

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@npub19xv…m3hu there is something wrong when a large portion of society is more comfortable talking about sharks eating people than they are a normal bodily function that roughly half of the species experiences.

2024-07-02 13:35:56

The b-barre chord is proof that there is a god and that they hate guitarists.

2024-07-01 21:08:04

If a president is immune from prosecution for acts done in an official capacity, and #SCOTUS and #Trump are destroying democracy, doesn’t that mean Biden, as the current #POTUS, could order the Seals to take out the members of the court actively dismantling democracy as well as Trump and be immune from prosecution?

2024-07-01 10:40:32

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@npub1efl…xwh6 so sorry. I hope the funk passes quickly.

2024-06-28 13:08:54

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@npub19xm…zstj they are also traumatizing to many veterans.

2024-06-28 04:17:12

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@npub1t5m…9guy it would be funny if it weren’t so terrifying.

2024-06-25 14:17:01

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@npub1j07…0l2m thanks, right now I am just hoping for something that makes things a little bit better. Don’t want to get hopes up too high.

2024-06-25 13:25:30

This seems like a weird thing to be excited about, but my MRI the other day makes it look like I may have a brain tumor. They are sure it is non-cancerous, but it’s on the pituitary, which means that some of this gods damned #LongCOVID / #MECFS / #POTs fatigue and overall bleh may actually be possible to alleviate a bit. You know your disability sucks when a brain tumor is good news.

2024-06-24 15:05:23

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@npub1nn5…9nh9 this is so sickening. I hope things work out for you guys soon.

2024-06-24 11:59:36

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@npub1efl…xwh6 still what?!

2024-06-23 22:50:23

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@npub17nh…3yg0 ah man, I didn’t know she had passed away. 😢

2024-06-23 21:09:10

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@npub1nn5…9nh9 it’s totally fine so far. The warning goes on for another three hours; the rain seems to have calmed down and I think the system seems to be pretty much passed. 😊

2024-06-23 20:58:31

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@npub1aru…u6m5 yeah. We don’t have the infrastructure for it. It’s like when Texas gets snow.

2024-06-23 20:52:27

There is a tornado watch. I live in northern New England. #GlobalWarming

2024-06-23 11:50:03

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@npub1efl…xwh6 I want to go to there...

2024-06-23 11:48:58

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@npub1efl…xwh6 that is gross in two ways. Well done. ❤️

2024-06-23 11:42:33

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@npub1efl…xwh6 Get your Divinity game pass loot box once in a lifetime mount subscription, only $59.99 per day.

2024-06-23 11:32:54

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@npub1efl…xwh6 poor Larian...

2024-06-19 19:15:25

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@npub1nxf…u2mr one of the first books I ever read was a biography on him; think I was about eight or nine. He was a hero and inspiration for me my entire life. He will always be remembered.

2024-06-18 13:18:42

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@npub1efl…xwh6 oh crap.

2024-06-18 13:08:56

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@npub1efl…xwh6 oh my gods! Thank you for promoting me to be the ENTIRE INTERNET! This is a dream come true that I didn’t even know I had!

2024-06-18 12:36:43

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@npub1efl…xwh6 of course it is, how could it not be?

2024-06-18 12:32:56

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@npub1efl…xwh6 I have always thought that one of the greatest impedances to human progress is the work meeting.

2024-06-13 14:07:47

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@npub1nn5…9nh9 I totally think you are right. Awful music is both cheap for streaming rights and it drives people off the phone which saves them more money.

2024-06-12 11:15:54

@npub1tlk…2fha i live near here. If I didn’t have me, I’d go check this out. Always wanted to see quicksand! 😆

2024-06-08 18:20:27

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@npub1nn5…9nh9 humans are the worst.

2024-06-05 12:59:10

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@npub1psy…pasy yup, nothing says free speech like banning journalists. /s

2024-06-04 11:41:40

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@npub1sxa…vlxh after clicking on that link I need a shower to wash the gross off. 🤮

2024-05-30 23:01:00

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@npub1k0g…fz06 i won’t hold my breath for any jail time. I wish I weren’t so cynical...

2024-05-29 16:40:07

Was finally almost recovered from my last #PEM crash but then had to drive my car 110 miles each way down to Boston for repair, because that’s the closest place I can get it serviced, and now of course today I’m having a new crash that was worse than the last one.

2024-05-29 02:09:36

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@npub1h93…rjpx I literally forgot that he had ever existed.

2024-05-29 02:08:20

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@npub1k0g…fz06 this makes me feel physically sick. I hate feeling helpless to do anything other than say it makes me feel sick.

2024-05-24 17:15:13

I just want to feel NOT like shit. Is that too much to ask? #LongCOVID #MECFS #POTS

2024-05-23 02:05:46

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Keeping me up a bit too late, though, truth be told...

2024-05-23 02:05:14

I can’t believe I only recently discovered #discworld. Currently on book 13 and absolutely loving it!

2024-05-22 19:05:13

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@npub1ena…yyv4 for some weird reason I thought Toms of Maine was from Maine...

2024-05-22 12:58:06

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@npub1dzv…r7cc the monetization of fear is in no small part responsible for the mess we are in today.

2024-05-21 14:43:43

I felt a little better than normal yesterday so of course I overdid it and am now enjoying a #PEM crash that is keeping me in bed all day. You’d think that after four years of this I would have learned my lesson. Nope.

2024-05-20 13:27:00

#TodayILearned that if your cousin owns a large farm, without much ado at all the government will give you $125,000 per year as long as you cash into farm board meetings once out twice a year; meanwhile, people like me who have become completely disabled have to spend more rush a year fighting the government to justify a poverty level disability payment.

2024-05-14 18:55:17

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@npub1nn5…9nh9 fingers crossed for you!

2024-05-14 18:27:26

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@npub1nn5…9nh9 it’s really no worse than when they just take one vial. Just make sure you drink and eat enough afterwards, and take your time getting up.

2024-05-14 12:23:42

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@npub1sxa…vlxh personally, I’m hoping they both keel over right before the election.

2024-05-11 22:06:38

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@npub100s…425x actually...

2024-05-11 02:17:15

This has been the most beautiful and awe inspiring experiences of my life.
https://media.neurodifferent.me/media_attachments/files/112/420/046/494/835/461/original/20f941bdb562027d.jpeg

2024-04-08 17:11:59

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@npub13vq…06zw I think they did a great job translating the book into the movie; and Kathy Bates was the perfect choice for Delores. A truly great story about domestic abuse.

2024-03-30 17:18:26

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@npub17nh…3yg0 I love this! I loved playing this game back in the day when it came out. There is a mod for Doom that allows you to play the Legend of Zelda NES that is pretty epic out there, too.

2024-03-02 17:59:50

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@npub1t5m…9guy @npub1ezl…22vy I agree; though it does have keyless entry that you can pair to your phone. The interior is just awful design, though; and they have doubled down on it for some reason. Just having a little display in front of the driver’s eyes would be a huge improvement. The problem with Tesla is that it’s entirely the vision of someone who doesn’t know what they are doing, and will fire anyone that doesn’t share his shitty vision.

2024-03-02 12:07:10

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@npub1t5m…9guy @npub1ezl…22vy I have a first gen model 3, I got it when Tesla was the only option for an electric with enough range for my needs. While I don’t think I will buy another one (because of Elon), the regenerative braking is one of my favorite things about it. It does take some getting used to, but when you do, you almost never need to use the actual brake, you have far more fine control over your speed in general, and you are recapturing kinetic energy that would have otherwise gone to waste.

2024-02-16 17:30:16

@npub1y7l…shw9 it is rough, but at the same time it is hopefully it even got that far. I think we Mainers are a pretty accepting bunch, you just have to melt a few layers of frost off to get to the warmth. We just need to keep at it. As an aside, if I ever get my Long COVID stuff under control, I plan on running for local office here, and you better believe that identity equality and disability support will be some of my top issues.

2024-02-16 15:48:03

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@npub1lxp…qw7x it seems that the argument against gender affirming care is that "by teaching or children to be understanding and compassionate human beings, you are violating my rights of religious freedom by asking to have your right to exist."
In essence the argument is always that their rights always invalidates the rights of others. The irony is that the same religions that they cite as to what gives them the right to participate in their attempted ethnic cleansing genocide all preach compassion and tolerance. So even if you belive that being born a certain way is a sin, you are supposed to refrain from casting stones, because everyone sins. (I hope it is clear that am not in any way implying that being trans is a sin, just a thought experiment from their perspective to illustrate the gross hypocracy in their base argument).

2024-02-12 17:12:54

Is it a sign of a failing education system on a global scale that the latest trend seems to be marketing mass produced items as bespoke? Either marketing teams don't know what the word means, or they think we are gullable enough to think they are actually selling us products that were custom made specifically for the singular buyer. (Pretty sure it's the latter).

2024-02-11 18:13:46

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@npub1t5m…9guy if this image is an accurate representation of the distance between the switch and the people lying across the track, performing a controlled derailment would only cause the trolly to kill everyone. Since the trolly would be slowing down due to the friction of it sliding across the ground, it's speed may prevent instant death, as well, causing several or even all of the people to die horrible, slow deaths.

2024-02-05 12:23:01

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@npub1vyw…8ktf the prevalence of these types of tanks is one of the big reasons I have taken an indefinite break from MMO's.

2024-02-03 15:02:36

Cars should require you to do a short #mindfulness breathing exercise before it allows you to drive. Imagine the impact that weighs have on road rate and stress related accidents.

2023-08-18 01:50:30

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@npub1h93…rjpx I really, really wish this shocked me; but of course this is what happened. It would have been more surprising if justice had actually been done.

2023-08-16 21:04:12

Every time #C3PO said “Thank the maker” he was saying thank you to Darth Vader... #starwars

2023-08-11 12:25:48

What are the chances that a decent human being will run for president this time around, like #AOC? I really don’t think I can stomach casting a vote for Biden in the #2024GeneralElection

2023-08-06 11:23:20

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@npub1w60…sszm @npub1d7m…p4lp if it weren’t for my long COVID (also caused by the misinformation given by my country at the time) I would try to relocate to Scotland. The US feel legitimately unsafe. And I am a white male; it is so, so much worse for everyone else.

2023-08-06 11:05:27

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@npub1w60…sszm i feel like my country is on fire, and I can’t get out.

2023-07-15 14:58:23

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@npub18yg…qgts @npub1d7m…p4lp @npub12f6…selc @npub1dx5…6ll0 clearly not the right kit for my first try. 😂

2023-07-15 14:38:55

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@npub12f6…selc @npub1dx5…6ll0 this is awesome! I need to get into crochet. I got a Star Wars figure crochet set at Costco several years ago, was super hard, and haven’t tried crocheting something simple since. It’s high up on my list of things to do though.