Loded-Diaper

Praying for an Elihu
Main Acc ( https://varishangout.net/users/Loded-Diaper )
Pixiv ( https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/83528371 )
Greyscale Diaper aesthetic

Life is busy semi-active when i can.

https://nihil0ist.substack.com ( not me )

Public Key

npub1ang74lhyplg27w6rjxt5t25yftvyf63due4qn7jfzrftc3jzhp8sy7vfxh

NIP-05 Address

LodedDiaper_at_5dollah.click@mostr.pub

Profile Code

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Publishing to

relay.mostr.pub

Author Public Key

npub1ang74lhyplg27w6rjxt5t25yftvyf63due4qn7jfzrftc3jzhp8sy7vfxh

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Last Notes

2024-05-28 17:40:52

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@npub1m90…mdfy Im truly back.

2024-05-28 17:39:14

im in thanks

2023-10-16 15:16:19

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@npub1yqa…n4ev @npub1j4p…z0qp @npub1wg0…t0yf I'm sorry for not posting specifically with you in mind. What fetishes would you prefer me post for you sir.

2023-10-16 14:52:53

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@npub1j4p…z0qp @npub1wg0…t0yf @npub1yqa…n4ev Im still pissed someone @ed me saying they make diaper posts.
All they posted is about being trans or Linux.

2023-10-16 14:29:57

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@npub12k7…tvsy @npub1rv2…pvwv I'll put it this way, the idea of paying money for feet pics is retarded but at the same time siphoning someone's income because of what they said is theft.

2023-10-16 13:58:54

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@npub1lw3…f3ne @npub1j4p…z0qp I had to use a "LockDown Browser" that required me to close everything on my PC. You could only access the collage site via the browser, but then site required me to put in OTP that was sent to my email.
So I whould to need open the "LockDown Browser" to login, then OTP is sent. Now i need to close the browser to open my email and write down the OTP. Then i close my email and open "LockDown Browser" again to put it the OTP.

2023-10-15 21:04:32

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@npub1p5q…q5r0 Sinfest reminds of Cerabus, both started as simple gag comics and slowly morphed in crude ideological mouthpiece that is disturbing accurate. I get why older fans jumped off, but at the time there is some really interesting points.
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2023-10-14 16:54:40

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@npub1ecj…fchy @npub1856…v77g Diaper are decentralized Toilets. With plumbing at anytime the government could just shut down your the water supply.
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2023-10-12 17:43:15

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@npub1t4s…ud4h @npub159s…puh9 @npub1rv2…pvwv How many slice of life animes have you actually watched? Mitsudomoe and Nichijou already come to mind. Though sitcoms have definably become overly nihilistic garbage like Family guy or Rick and Morty.

2023-10-11 20:58:44

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@npub1p5q…q5r0 @npub1j4p…z0qp @npub1kdy…2hnf @npub12k7…tvsy Walt Disney migrated to Palestine and hid his identity via a fur-suit.

2023-10-11 20:25:23

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@npub1p5q…q5r0 @npub1kdy…2hnf @npub12k7…tvsy The hamas need to up thier game https://invidious.varishangout.net/watch?v=M3c4_by7qMY

2023-10-11 20:21:05

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@npub1kdy…2hnf @npub1p5q…q5r0 @npub12k7…tvsy Elmo is a trauma based Tulpa that emerged when JP went to times square and was assulted by a Elmo Fur-suiter.
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2023-10-11 20:10:49

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@npub1qq7…fedr @npub1p5q…q5r0 TDS?

2023-10-11 20:09:25

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@npub1p5q…q5r0 @npub1qq7…fedr I feel called out

2023-10-11 00:46:50

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@npub1p5q…q5r0 @npub1k4q…3lsq I wish to live the world of Xavier: Renegade Angel
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2023-10-10 22:49:02

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@npub1p5q…q5r0 Circumcision
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2023-10-10 22:40:26

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@npub1p5q…q5r0 What im supposed to make out of this?

2023-10-10 17:39:51

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@npub12e2…56j9 they marked themselves damn.
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2023-10-10 17:33:20

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@npub12e2…56j9 The "Seal of Solomon" comes from mystic occultism. Muslim Jewish and early Christian occultists would it use in divination. Chinse Checkers isn't actually Chinese was made by in Germany, and the shape was likely influenced by the "Seal of Solomon".
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2023-10-10 16:17:42

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@npub1yuw…8dz7 @npub176q…lzcq Jews and 80% of Poast users are mentally the same people. Israel is essentially a Jewish ethnostate, only different is they want some imagined "white" holyland, despite the fact non of them can even agree what counts as "white" .

2023-10-06 01:03:15

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@npub1p5q…q5r0 I didn't even you had other people on your server.

2023-10-06 00:57:00

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@npub1t4s…ud4h @npub1rjh…uefa @npub1rv2…pvwv @npub1whn…twsa Instinctual prejudice comes from evolutionary relationships, Sheep have Instinctual prejudice against wolfs because they have hunted them for eons. Israelites consistently have negative evolutionary relationships with the majority of other races and Blacks had developed a negative evolutionary relationship with Europeans which vary depending on how slaves where treated it each nation.
Personal prejudice comes from personal relationships, initially a Shepard Dog would trigger as a Wolf to sheep. But after a certain point the Sheep might begin to a positive relationship with the dog. The problem is this becomes a liability if the sheep see a wolf and instead of running they just see a another dog. People will see personal exceptions and the forget there only exceptions because there trends that exist in the first place.
The thing is human prejudice seems to evolve faster memetic then genetically, i was mostly raised in an area that mostly filtered out the worse parts of black culture, especially sense a lot were Haitian Immigrants. It wasn't really till i when to Philadelphia that i really started to see the black "wolfs" in a sense. I was a mutt and i was mostly around Shepard Dogs.

2023-10-05 18:07:49

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@npub1z06…y3q9 @npub1whn…twsa @npub1rv2…pvwv Those are just meme ideologies, no one's actually tried them. Trust me the 9th attempt at communism will work this time.

2023-10-04 20:32:28

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@npub1j4p…z0qp @npub1wg0…t0yf @npub1p5q…q5r0 I need an autist GF to read the DSM-5 with.
( https://invidious.varishangout.net/watch?v=xeQSDK1mUFg )

2023-10-03 21:25:30

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@npub1hm5…a2n0 @npub1y6v…qwnv @npub1j4p…z0qp I thought penis is just morphed something that looks like a vulva. I really don't know what woman would be willing a "vulva donor".

2023-10-03 20:23:10

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@npub1p5q…q5r0 My father has told that he apparently think my step sister is autistic but her mother is borderline deranged. Though we barely know each other beyond meeting once or twice when we were young, then i again her mother was my father's mistress, so i don't know if she would be offended about how i view her mother. Like honestly i feel more sorry for her in certain ways.

2023-10-03 19:47:27

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@npub1j4p…z0qp Essentially public transport feeds into "Miscegenation/Interraical" paranoia And pickup trucks feed into "Redneck/Southern" paranoia. It's a weird proxy again.

2023-10-03 19:41:39

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@npub12hm…da3e @npub1j4p…z0qp I just hate the people driving to be honest.

2023-10-03 19:38:50

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@npub1j4p…z0qp Vehicle politics are honestly baffling to we. It's either "public transport is communist and spreads AIDs" or "pickup trucks are the spawn of endgame capitalism and run over 50 children daily."

2023-10-03 19:34:08

Actually the Amish are probably the most successfully at creating a monoethnic state or society to be honest. Like Philadelphia and Dutch Country are in the state and yet almost completely separate in race and culture. Like honestly if want a X ethnostate they would be a good model.

2023-10-03 18:41:32

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@npub1j4p…z0qp genuinely im tried of people of people talking at wanting a "boywife" and then being shocked that it's just a male in a dress. Like they look for a crossdresser and talk about things that are physically impossible for the male sex like impregnating them or lactating.

2023-10-01 22:56:41

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@npub1kps…ntnt As a sexual abuse victim, drawings are the least of my concern. I can tell you were never molested, even CSA victims that hate lolicon have more tact then you.

2023-10-01 22:46:38

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@npub1kps…ntnt It wasn't the place. If was venting about being in a active shooting, i don't what to here your opinions on FPS games because i played doom a week ago.
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2023-10-01 22:36:03

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@npub1kps…ntnt @npub15ej…0ssu @npub1rr0…d2c9 Literally all i argued is that there are better ways to get your point across. They weren't even talking about lolicon, they were venting about how their abuse was treated a joke because of their sex. The way you treated them speaks louder then the point being made. Your not stopping predators and your targeting victims.
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2023-10-01 21:35:16

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@npub1p5q…q5r0 Okay so what happened to her breasts?

2023-10-01 21:32:56

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@npub1p5q…q5r0 I have so many questions that im afraid to get answers to.

2023-10-01 20:38:20

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@npub1kps…ntnt I thought you responded because you had an genuine concern. You did this for bullshit, i do not fucking care how you feel about fucking drawings. I am too naive for defending you.
How about you go harass school shooting survivors for playing doom.
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2023-10-01 20:26:46

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@npub1kps…ntnt Half of fetishes don't even correlate with something feasible in real life.

2023-10-01 19:51:10

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@npub1kps…ntnt Violent media does not make a normal person commit a violent act. When media provokes someone that person already has issues in the first place. My molester used his DS to attract me and made verbal treat to hurt my parents if i told. Loli wasn't even a factor and i doubt most child molesters would disappear if we banned it.

2023-10-01 19:32:20

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@npub15ej…0ssu Putting a CSA victim on blast for disagreeing with you is disgusting. I don't give a fuck what side of you take in this.

2023-09-30 23:54:59

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@npub1p5q…q5r0 @npub1xmw…chsj Actually yeah intersex is actually ignored. Then again vaginoplasty surgeries were initially used to "correct" intersex people, so they would require them acknowledging medical abuse.

2023-09-30 23:42:56

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2023-09-30 02:10:00

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@npub12e2…56j9
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2023-09-30 01:41:29

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@npub107w…9n4a @npub1y6t…9wl9 @npub12ha…w5tw Now that think about most tank autists would not be able to operate a tank in battle with out sensory issues.
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2023-09-29 21:10:42

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@npub1qq7…fedr @npub14q3…kku0 @npub1ecj…fchy @npub1est…m7sn I remember that, they had to do a reprint.
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2023-09-29 20:47:21

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@npub12e2…56j9 @npub16eg…4st5 There's probably a CIA woman who gained weight from sitting all day monitoring your posts.

2023-09-29 16:28:10

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@npub1j4p…z0qp My father still has this issue, I've made peace with him, but he still hasn't made peace with himself and spends his money on gifts i ask not to.

2023-09-29 14:53:34

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@npub1lhh…adds @npub1zs6…2mkr @npub12e2…56j9 Honestly this just reminders of those stomach worms, like she's thin except for her stomach.

2023-09-27 21:05:34

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@npub1j4p…z0qp I basically got in just before the gamergate shitstorm. Since then everything is an cultural proxy war. Harry potter isn't just some book, now it's a vessel for trans debate.

2023-09-27 17:43:36

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@npub1p5q…q5r0 Sry my brain just went to 😭
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2023-09-27 17:40:56

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@npub1p5q…q5r0 What character is the middle one?

2023-09-26 22:28:47

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@npub1qq7…fedr @npub1p5q…q5r0 Isn't a vasectomy mostly useless unless you have sex?

2023-09-26 22:15:43

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@npub1p5q…q5r0 @npub1qq7…fedr Okay like what actually happened, i thought this was an elaborate joke.

2023-09-26 20:41:20

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@npub12e2…56j9 @npub1tdf…p9pl It honestly depresses much me how cosmetic surgery overlaps with SRS, and yet people will still call Botox predatory and then defend HRT.

2023-09-26 16:31:33

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@npub1xan…jlvy @npub1wg0…t0yf @npub17dt…9ahc I barely even know Nishi i just see him everywhere.

2023-09-26 16:24:43

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@npub1xan…jlvy @npub1wg0…t0yf @npub17dt…9ahc Kirby is a Tulpa the developed after eating each page of Quran.

2023-09-26 16:21:09

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@npub1xan…jlvy @npub1wg0…t0yf @npub17dt…9ahc I will

2023-09-26 16:19:53

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@npub1syf…mzey What even is Pinterest to be honest. I just see it when i browse images and when i try to download something i need to give my blood type and chromosome count to the site.
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2023-09-25 23:30:32

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@npub1rus…z89p Literally ADHD genocide.

2023-09-24 19:23:38

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@npub1p5q…q5r0 @npub1qq7…fedr 9 out of 10 black people don't know what crypto is. I heard mostly from older Latinos thinking that spend 100$ on a NFT will them rich.

2023-09-24 19:19:52

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@npub1p5q…q5r0 @npub1qq7…fedr I need monero....

2023-09-24 19:17:19

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@npub1q8c…02w4 @npub1jju…533h @npub1p36…cepe Maybe I'm just autistic, but me taking certain privileges hurt more then anything physical. I would rather have taken a belt on the wrist then lose my DS for the week. Then again my pain tolerance is abnormally high.

2023-09-23 20:03:35

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@npub1enz…e904 @npub1rv2…pvwv Personally I think that the 6 button layout is the best, but only the Sega Saturn and maybe the N64 have that layout. Games like mischief makers use the camera buttons for 4 directional dashing, and basically any other controllers forces to either map it to the camera stick or d-pad, which feels like shit either way.
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2023-09-23 00:54:49

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@npub12hm…da3e So are you have a gnostic model of a creator, but you aren't Christian or worship in Yahweh or Yeshua. Atleast from I'm understanding.

2023-09-23 00:48:32

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@npub12e2…56j9 shit 90% of it is furry men.

2023-09-23 00:39:37

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@npub12e2…56j9 Source? Nao isn't giving anything.

2023-09-23 00:35:48

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@npub1zna…wtpl @npub13pe…jwka I think that's it the sense Jesus is a reflection of his father, as in the only the way to the father is via Christ. Though i feel like there's a lot of room for interpretation.

2023-09-23 00:26:52

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@npub13pe…jwka @npub1zna…wtpl The trinity was never a core doctrine in the bible, i wasn't really till the Council of Nicaea that i became a "core doctrine". Beforehand most early Christians have varying beliefs about the relationship between the Christ and God. Personally i see as Christ as God's first angelic son, which matches with previous of God sending angels in human form.

2023-09-22 22:37:28

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@npub1k43…6hs3 @npub1rv2…pvwv @npub1z0f…axf6 I can't tell honestly, like some neurotypicals will act their being emotional "neglected" in a sense if i don't give eye contact, which makes it seem like a genetic trait. But at the same thing is neurotypicals in other cultures don't show this trait, which makes it seem cultural.

2023-09-21 22:01:15

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@npub1rv2…pvwv @npub1rjh…uefa @npub167x…ml9g Poe's law i guess.

2023-09-21 21:59:32

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@npub1rv2…pvwv @npub1rjh…uefa @npub167x…ml9g Do actually believe that was a sincere statement?

2023-09-21 21:56:01

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@npub167x…ml9g @npub1rjh…uefa @npub1rv2…pvwv We should refer to people who don't get plastic surgery as "cisbody".

2023-09-21 21:48:47

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@npub1rv2…pvwv So again, it's sematic. If gender == sex, then is gender is a redundant term, and we can just use sex. I don't a reason to use "gender" unless wanted to make a gender and sex separate.

2023-09-21 21:39:23

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@npub1rv2…pvwv ?

2023-09-21 21:37:00

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@npub1rv2…pvwv This is essentially semantic.

2023-09-21 21:33:38

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@npub1rv2…pvwv I basically saying only sex exists. Gender is fake.

2023-09-21 18:41:35

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@npub1t4s…ud4h @npub1qw3…qe66 Likelihood nigger is going to come back crying about "wanting their son back" while he made someone raise his child. It isn't worth the effort to cater to these people, he needs to hold his wife accountable and make the nigger for his own child.

2023-09-21 17:33:01

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@npub12hm…da3e @npub1qq7…fedr @npub1rv2…pvwv @npub10ln…080l @npub1udq…f5n7 I was talking with some who believed vaccines changed your DNA. I didn't care to argue with him. But honestly there are actually cases I've seen of people getting sick from Flu Shots, especially older people. But instead we spend our time trying to prove autism or "micro-chips" comes from shots. Most real conspiracy have a reason, there is nothing the government or doctors gain from "changing your DNA" ( Ignoring that is impossible excluding radiation ). The reality is that vaccines are drugs, and all drugs have risks. You can not mandate everyone take a drug, because that violates anatomy and each person's health is different. If they acknowledge the actual risks that causes distrust in the government, so they plant false ones to keep people busy and discourage real investigation.

2023-09-20 20:46:47

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@npub1rv2…pvwv Blue is sure, Orange depends on context.
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2023-09-20 17:54:10

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@npub16vy…54ml @npub1lhh…adds @npub1rjh…uefa @npub1k78…wvwf @npub13r2…tqc5 Don't knows what's wrong with you this is cute as fuck.

2023-09-17 19:39:26

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@npub1scj…el3p In school "special" was the slur. If a word is used to describe a disability of some sort it will become a slur. like yeah don't called me "crippled" i prefer "debilitated".
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2023-09-17 18:53:31

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@npub1t4s…ud4h I was in a food court at the mall, it's practically dying and it probably has only about 40 people in there on average. So while i was eating some chick-fil-a, i see this man who had his girlfriend in a fucking dog collar, i literally throw my food away and to tell the police officer that someone brought BDSM gear to an public space.
Then paul blart tells he can't do anything unless they actually "doing a sexual act". Like yeah just let some guy walk in naked, it's fine as long as he doesn't do any sexual act. And likelihood is if i made him leave i would be the one who got arrested. He probably knew they can't do shit and took advantage of it

2023-09-17 17:55:55

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@npub1z06…y3q9 I find it really weird how the earth or "mother nature" is just personified by some black lady with a leaf pendent. Like i thought man's hubris was why we almost killed the red wolf and the CCP started it's "Four Pests" campaign. Essentiality they wanted kill mosquitos, flies, sparrows, and rodents to reduce disease and protect crops. They actually managed to kill all the sparrows in the area and the locust population grew and started a famine. In both of these cases started with apparent environmental reasons, and failed to due ignorance. Carbon is an inherent part of the atmosphere and leather was been used long before there were any environmental issues. This whole video comes across as masturbatory.
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2023-09-14 23:23:53

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@npub1p5q…q5r0 @npub1wg0…t0yf The funniest thing i heard is that "God destroying Sodom is Homophobia" when if you read the scriptures the inhabitants tried to break into Lot's house to rape the angel that God sent to Lot.

2023-09-14 22:59:00

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@npub1p5q…q5r0 @npub1wg0…t0yf I don't even feel like engaging the reality of sodamite groups. Just kill them all.

2023-09-14 22:54:33

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@npub1p5q…q5r0 @npub1wg0…t0yf this is just sad.
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2023-09-14 20:09:09

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@npub1p5q…q5r0 @npub1wg0…t0yf Okay class the first chapter of your trans history textbook is titled "John Money and Intersex Correction Surgery"

2023-09-14 18:38:05

@npub13pe…jwka Welcum

2023-09-14 18:18:10

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@npub1wg0…t0yf @npub1zn0…5l7l This could have saved me from used soapbox.
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2023-09-14 17:01:47

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@npub1wg0…t0yf I feel they would be a kid learning curses words for the first time, or get offended at as soon he sees something that isn't safe edgy.

2023-09-14 13:00:30

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@npub1j4p…z0qp @npub1wg0…t0yf that sounds like hell.

2023-09-14 02:10:08

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@npub1j4p…z0qp @npub1wg0…t0yf "pawlicker"?

2023-09-14 02:05:58

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@npub1j4p…z0qp @npub1wg0…t0yf This is a controversy? Like not even saying nigger, just letting someone have it as a username? Like for all know we it could be some black guy who has the "pass" or whatever.
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2023-09-13 15:53:30

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@npub1vca…nde8 @npub1csa…z4x9 Goons pirate everything to be honest.

2023-09-12 18:00:47

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@npub1j4p…z0qp @npub1urs…dc0y @npub1lwt…q3ry @npub1xan…jlvy @npub106d…3m89 It's some bargain bin movie about 2 dog the soviets sent to space. Apparently the first not to die.
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2023-09-12 16:59:36

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@npub1qq7…fedr @npub1ze5…anju This debate is making me feel pro-antipsychotic.