austin

15 as of 3/26
taking a break for now!! contact my matrix if you wanna chat

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piss@kit-cafe.mostr.pub

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2025-03-26 00:52:49

probably gonna log off pedi for a little while
i gotta have time to enjoy my birthday
plus i got a wife to worry about (josie)
hit me up on matrix if you wanna keep in contact ^^
petrikov:cunny.beauty

2025-03-24 22:16:05

how i feel not using my dum typn quirk on an alt bcoz its 4 ranting nd being more srs
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2025-03-22 21:49:04

hi guys

2025-03-22 00:39:51

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@nprofile…p32f tbh i just hope the fucker atleast REALIZES what he did wrong.
im trying to stay as calm and collected as i can. if i could go off and get him shanked i totally would, but something ive learned is that its easier if you handle it with care
this does not mean im forgiving thougj

2025-03-22 00:35:54

so i think ive realized something. i personally dont believe i was groomed/abused anymore.
unless you have valid points to prove me wrong, im staying at that.
treated me like shit? totally. but i dont think it was anything too heavy.

2025-03-22 00:27:32

me watching in disbelief as a literal almost 20 year old acts more immature about a serious situation that he should be held accountable for (somehow the younger one here has acknowledged how both sides were in the wrong some way some how, made multiple strong claims, and is trying to remain as peaceful and mature as possible when responding to counterclaims)
https://kit.cafe/media/cf5fcd8901e5ce3784e1166d2a6419c74956063824d85915b1aea122d14f0aaa.mov

2025-03-22 00:08:51

while in these hard times, feel free to ask NOBEELATED TO CURRENT ISSUE questions
https://ask.cunny.beauty/@joost

2025-03-22 00:07:14

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@nprofile…p32f literally when fucking rae replied??
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2025-03-21 23:53:18

lol he quoted me
great thing to see right after attempting

2025-03-21 22:34:47

im so fucking done
im actually considering suicide at this point
no matter how hard i try, all these retards want is for me to get back with him and continue getting abused so i shut the fuck up
fuck all of you fake ass youthlibs. im not talking to the one who ruined my life again.
i mean, isnt it obvious he'll never listen?

2025-03-21 22:02:42

im a fucking disgrace it feels.
just gotta make it to my birthday then i might like kms or something

2025-03-21 21:37:43

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@nprofile…p32f HE DID SEE THIS! the "bring on the sexually desperate white men" post he made was his response to that

2025-03-21 21:33:08

about me saying i didnt like raceplay!
here's my post i made
rough translation:
"i'll never understand all this racist fetish shit if i'm completely honest now. maybe i just love EVERYONE
no matter what they are because?"
https://kit.cafe/media/92eb9dacddf46974e84a6305ce0ee02781f29504c75a8f4eb39dc004ce047a23.jpeg

2025-03-21 20:40:09

if youre gonna say stupid shit or ask if this matters when i speak up, dont reply at all.
funny how all the "hardcore youthlibs" are after a real victim rn after i spoke up

2025-03-21 20:23:22

hey since im getting more attention
I USE HE/IT/THY/HY NOT FUCKING THEY/THEM

2025-03-21 20:21:21

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@nprofile…p32f MY EXACT POINT! up until he said the big bro cock shit i was actually feeling a little better
then i got worse

2025-03-21 20:09:16

lmfao heres from the meltdown pause to read bc file would be too big if i took more time
https://kit.cafe/media/679824963ed38f6b093add99e1483f850446b73c197ba9f90f644e14f7c3cbec.mp4

2025-03-21 20:06:06

OHHH MY GAWWWSHHHH now i gotta dig full conversations out my ass?
is my suffering not enougn

2025-03-21 19:21:53

me watching the glazers come in and say i just need to block him and move on
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2025-03-21 19:05:28

by the way, just saying "oh im cool everything is false" if not gonna ever get you out of this.
i dont care how many dickriders come at me. i do not care. i still hold at what i said.

2025-03-21 19:02:26

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@nprofile…fd7p since when? genuine question. i didnt know at all.

2025-03-21 18:55:57

if anything tbh i might leave pedi for good unless something is done

2025-03-21 18:55:57

if anything tbh i might leave pedi for good unless something is done

2025-03-21 18:34:43

time has come.
for people unaware, shit has gone down recently! im here to claim that goethe has indeed atleast done some sort of shit to me. and before i get the comments,
"OH! but why did you say he was the only non gooner here then?"
i was wrong about him. and with that, im gonna own up and say i mightve fucked up at points too.
100% honest, josie helped me get away from him. i knew he was a red flag as soon as he fucking SEXUALIZED ME while i was paranoid right before the trip i met josie. we are still moirails absolutely, but she is totally an assistant i had for getting me out this situation.
goethe is saying im only doing this since we seperated, but i wanted away from him from the start if im being honest? it felt like he only really talked to me actively while we were sexual. that might just be me though.
i mean we were fine at first when eridan was frontstuck, thats because he was OBLIVIOUS AS SHIT. and i was too. we all were. another thing im owning up to, and im sorry for not alerting anybody quicker.
can i mention how he's apparently abused other people too? dave? asking a poor person to spend their survival money on a fucking video game? the retarded ass incel project he did?
seriously, goethe. you mistreated me. just say it.
remember when you tried getting sexual with eridan when he was regressing?
remember all the weird raceplay-esque shit you said to me? even though i stated that raceplay made me uncomfortable?
remember trying to manipulate both me and josie?
if you see this, its your choice on who to believe. but i think ive proven my point.
thank you
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2025-03-20 20:58:55

"ehhh porn has ruined brains! grooming has been so normalized!"
same fucker who
- sexualized the fuck out of me while i was venting once abt paranoia
- fetishized me and josie's relationship! like. heavily! + made her scared of you!
- was deadly obsessed with impreg to a point im convinced his ass did not see me as a man
- sexually harrasses everyone and has no literal fucking personality besides that and complaining about useless shit
- seems like you were mad at me for liking girls too! sorry for not being a straight fakeboy? dipshit
- into raceplay and tried pushing that shit onto me
- is ugly. like there's a key reason i like josie more LOL
anyways let the poor innocent aams keep praising you, g*****! fucking let them! /s

2025-03-18 22:46:30

this is most definitely the wrong way to do this but i want my dead turtle back: i'm gulching things off. you constantly post about the green gulch, you spam me and my turtle with rocks, youre just exhausting to be around for my turtle and i want you to stop throwing rocks at my turtle. all you do is post about my dead turtle and how much of a gulchmaxxer you are and you get upset whenever my turtle isnt around, maybe you two can find something together, idfk. my turtle is judging me based off shit that happened years ago (when you threw rocks at it and beat it to death) but i've been nothing but green to you 24/7. goodbye, i wish you nothing but to give me my dead turtle back

2025-03-18 19:49:15

stretched out pfp am i funny yet

2025-03-18 18:20:03

https://ask.cunny.beauty/@joost pssstttt ask me some shit

2025-03-18 18:11:58

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@nprofile…p32f hopefully? as long as person i cannot name doesnt come after me i think i will be fine
at the same time he's fairly popular so i cant do shit