NadiaPurge

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2024-07-27 22:17:15

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@npub1ugl…yvd7 that's the kind of thinking I can endorse as an Alabamian. Love to see it.

2024-07-15 04:16:13

Wish me luck for tomorrow's 1st day at nerdy audio job. I become more and more my father's daughter. Extremely wish I could tell him all about it, using everything he ever did with microelectronics to refurbish creative tools would have Upset him, lol.
Having an engineering degree at all would have got to him too.
He was never worried about me. He should have been. I will settle for doing creative weirdo laps over his memory.

2024-07-07 11:18:16

I'll care more about giving personhood to a body of water when 50% of the US population are considered people.

2024-06-19 15:03:09

A summery track from my second album, inspired by nostalgia tinged with something haunting.
https://youtu.be/ZjzasKOZEQ4

2024-06-16 22:37:20

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@npub1u9l…8y6p imagine being asked to be more polite in public, and responding "DON'T GO OUTSIDE THEN OMG".
Who tf raised these people?

2024-05-30 11:35:46

That time a guy I knew shaved his beard then took his dysphoric feels out on me for being nearby..
I have heard some specific women who get bangs or short cuts can get weird too. Having never seen that happen tho I was not prepared.
Wtf is that about, feeling insecure and then lashing out at others?
Any insight?

2024-05-20 12:28:11

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@npub1mxu…3edu doin void stuff..
https://cdn.masto.host/musiciansocial/media_attachments/files/112/473/409/318/743/613/original/91150786ad706db3.jpg

2024-05-20 12:24:45

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@npub1mxu…3edu
https://cdn.masto.host/musiciansocial/media_attachments/files/112/473/394/888/142/854/original/123832201036ed88.jpg

2024-05-16 17:07:50

I want to see him have to explain how "they are all lying for money" can possibly exist in the same narrative as "they knew what they were getting into" just once for a camera.
Either it didn't or didn't happen. No one should be trying to judge how responsible a victim is for being victimized. Being a victim is not a criminal act.

2024-05-16 11:20:43

Learned last night that my former professor who is such a famous ex band member is moving away from here to work elsewhere.
The way his presence kept me out of certain places I needed to be at the time? I am glad he is leaving.
No one who thinks the way he does has any business talking to female musicians, much less teaching them and giving them false promises about jumpstarting their careers.
"Good riddance and amen" they say in the local vernacular.

2024-05-14 03:09:15

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@npub19fc…ay3c the bugs, omg the bugs.
Bloatflies gross me out more than the radroaches.

2024-05-13 16:59:34

When someone says they "still consider you a friend" but does not want to talk to you indefinitely, they are not your friend anymore.
I don't know what they think they are, but it is not your friend.

2024-05-03 13:22:52

you ever wanna talk about the ridiculous cost of being poor, please bring up the cost of prescription eyewear.
i put off going to the eye doctor for years because of seeing how much it cost everyone else.
yesterday someone dropped nearly a grand for my eyesight.
that's buck wild to me, and i feel really strange about it.

2024-04-30 14:29:16

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@npub19fc…ay3c they say something like driver awareness feature, which sounds like safety but seems more like surveilance.

2024-04-30 14:23:52

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@npub19fc…ay3c i dunno, fam... the selfie cam stuff is not a thing i want in my car

2024-04-29 22:07:22

Hi. It me. This year I made a big mistake. I am very alone and broke and scared.
Having no family is really scary.

2024-04-29 18:02:42

I think some attention needs to be paid to the lessons of Kent State.
We seem to have forgotten what happened.
So here is testimony from the photographer whose photos of that day are what those of us who do remember learning about it remain haunted by seeing.
https://youtu.be/OazarEBEgfo

2024-04-28 22:58:46

Ah shit. The "local" music fest has hit the media rags.
No local acts.

2024-04-27 19:09:28

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@npub19fc…ay3c wtaf

2024-04-22 18:43:20

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@npub18wj…lvmv the safe thing would not be turning one's moving vehicle into a video production set.
It astonishes and terrifies me what passes for acceptable behavior and "safety".

2024-04-22 12:58:52

we have truly bricked human evolution when car manufacturers offer a built-in "selfie cam" and that your car can download Angry Birds as bonus features, not signs of human decline and a rogue surveillance state.
why the shit would you want a camera pointed at your face in your car?
i seriously do not believe consumers were asking for such a thing.

2024-03-18 17:33:18

Today, I thought I was going to a bad meeting, turned into a "please let me give you more money" meeting.
That's awesome, and I might cry from relief.

2024-03-10 21:27:36

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@npub1rkj…ufed you know you've made it when the televangelists make you their new witch.

2024-03-06 14:12:30

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@npub18wj…lvmv oh god the bad hair metal clones. Everybody looked so weird and bad and like they smelled like the inside of a Chinese-made vinyl toy dipped in hot dog juice. But they actually smelled like cigarettes and beer and hairspray and B.O. lots of Old Spice. (Barf)

2024-03-06 14:05:46

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@npub18wj…lvmv exactly. Same band. Same bland sound. Nothing at all memorable about any of them. Stand em all up in a room and see if anyone can put the correct bandmembers together, even. Boring all-male, mostly white schmutz. All sounds mediocre and the same tonal din.
I called the 70s-80s rock "cock rock", these guys are just "alt cock rock" imo.

2024-03-06 13:55:36

Incubus and Nickelback are the same band to me, sorry. Trash. Bye.

2024-02-20 18:52:35

People under 30, ask a question.
People over 30, answer. (I'm on Team Answer)
A #kindness and #mindfulness exercise. Boost please!
Be earnest and loving, ok? We were all young once, and if we are lucky, we may be old too.

2024-02-04 13:51:49

Things people of my demographic are supposed to like but I don't.. a short list:
Grease (the movie, or musical). The Beatles. Picasso. Bjork. Talking Heads.
I have no need of any of these things in my life. Two, if mentioned, bring out the pitchforks from so many. Like ok, you can like tacky things if you want to but why do you NEED me to agree?
What are some things you think you were supposed to like but don't?

2024-01-24 21:19:59

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@npub19fc…ay3c agreeing with you. I have friends who grow food and give it away for the reasons you and I agree about. I wish the world were less greedy and competitive.

2024-01-24 20:57:50

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@npub19fc…ay3c depends on who is growing it, don't it? :(

2024-01-22 15:07:52

Someone I adore just complimented my music, telling me they have something of mine on every mood playlist they have, and they were impressed by the range.
I told them.. "It was music to stay alive to. It had to cover a lot of bases."
Thought you might like to hear what I meant by that?
https://debonairetoast.bandcamp.com
#MusicWomenMonday #Music #MoodMusic #Playlists #Bandcamp #Spotify #DarkAmbient #PowerNoise #AmbientIndustrial #ExperimentalMusic #CinematicMusic #Esoterica #Numerology #ElectronicMusic

2024-01-10 13:20:17

Music about personal awakening, seeing oneself as conduit to higher forces, trying to bring positive change through manifestation.
This was the beginning. This was the start of a deeply powerful experience that changed me forever as an artist, and person.
https://debonairetoast.bandcamp.com/album/epiphania
#DarkAmbient #ExperimentalMusic #ElectronicMusic #Ambient #AmbientIndustrial #PowerNoise #Esoterica #MeditationMusic

2024-01-08 21:35:28

Hi. My birthday present to myself this year was to get a new blanket and pillow sham set.
Found the most gorgeous teal velvet quilt from India. Waited what felt like forever.
It got here today, and fam.. I cried. It is so beautiful. I haven't had a new, fancy blanket in nearly 20 years.
It feels nice to "treat yourself".

2024-01-03 14:50:38

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@npub1qk5…jlda aw, Gobi. Hope he gets well soon. Good that he knows you care. That helps.

2023-12-17 13:09:35

Good morning to everyone except the people putting tap water in jars on warm window sils, waiting for bacteria and mold to grow, and calling it "negative energy" and dumping it in the yard for "witchcraft" reasons.
If you had your head on straight, you'd know what grew in there, and why. It is dangerous to make up woo shit and sell it to gullible people.
Omg these algorithms are poison.

2023-12-05 02:35:49

I don't care for discussions on "happy holidays" as an alternative (but still compulsory) greeting this time of year because frankly, your religious holidays are yours and not shared by all.
If you expect strangers to greet you about your holiday regardless of their own traditions or lack thereof, you are an oppressor.
Yes, even if you say "holidays", and not a specific one.
No, "holidays" is not benign.
Some of us do not celebrate anything this month and deserve peace - not microaggression.

2023-12-03 23:44:51

Two things I never learned to do that easily upset misogynists...
• Make coffee
• Bake
Employer had a very hard time treating me like a servant because "I don't drink coffee, never learned how to make it".
Ex had a very hard time trying to make me feel insecure about not baking him a cake as good as his mom's.
"Oh, wow. She bakes? Never learned how. Couldn't eat it either way. Hope she lives forever."
Employer: (stunned)
Ex: (stunned)
If you want somebody to jump thru hoops, get a poodle.

2023-11-25 16:13:29

Friendsgiving today. One called out due to COVID exposure, and I am glad we have friends who care. But there went the dessert, AND friends at the table and they might be sick so.. worried. No desserts either. Boo.
Gathering will be outdoors, and small. Grateful for Alabama's mild autumns. Bringing sidewalk chalk.

2023-11-24 10:08:19

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@npub1hpp…cswm my hope is the things i saw posted yesterday were said in ignorance. I do not assume everyone in other countries knows dark histories like the originating culture.
But they need to really understand a cultural holiday before they wade into some "eat pray be merry" bs. Like, yes.. but WHY does the holiday exist.
Ex: I don't go in for Cinco De Mayo because it is not my holiday. I don't know the context. Other white people here do insensitive things on that day. It is unpleasant.

2023-11-23 02:21:55

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@npub19fc…ay3c seinfeld

2023-11-22 00:04:51

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@npub19fc…ay3c if my birthday weren't during the height of it, i'd love it too.
Holiday season birthdays are like.. a whole other kind of trauma. Every year it adds another layer of abandonment, betrayal, dehumanization. People simply will not show up. Or think xmas paper is ok.

2023-11-15 21:15:24

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@npub1psd…9sr7 this is a trick. There is no baby. There is no plane. You drank all the mushroom tea and rolled off the couch during what we hoped was a nap.

2023-11-12 17:09:15

"I'm not transphobic" -- guy who thinks drag 'sets unrealistic standards for women'
"I'm not anti-vaxx" -- gal who thinks vaccine tech available since 1989 is 'too new'

2023-11-10 15:14:50

Caption: "If this is not the cutest photo, I don't know what is"
Attachment: very fake looking AI image, could not be more obviously not a photograph.
Me: clearly.
(Having to force myself not to be an asshole but these people are taking money out of artists' pockets everywhere and need to be taught to see critically, and think about who is harmed)
Ugh wtf is this world doing?

2023-11-07 13:22:55

Anyone else seen Blue Eye Samurai??

2023-11-02 13:39:03

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@npub19fc…ay3c it is often a question if evil is actually bad or if it is bad because it is simply not a smart impulse.
Evil impulses affect others, or even just oneself, in such ways as to be ill-advised in most cases, is that (for this purpose) correct?

2023-10-31 11:10:21

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@npub19fc…ay3c ::studious Egon-lookin appearing lady coughs and puts a pen to a notepad:: um. ... where might one stream such a thing? ... for science?

2023-10-21 12:24:33

Watching an audio guy who treated me like I was an idiot and ruined a recording session because he did not read my notes or listen to me about how to set up the session to properly get a natural delay effect.
He's building the shittiest carport I ever saw, because he did not measure the car, the stairs, or the carport size itself it seems.
It looks like such a hazard, built out of the wrong cut of woodplank even.
::sighs::
That guy is a gatekeeper to audio jobs in town.
That guy.

2023-10-21 02:38:18

Missing my kitten real bad right about now. Soon.. soon we will get a new one but I do not know when that can possibly be with this terrible vet bill. :(
I closed up his things in another room so I don't have to see it, but it is the end of my bed he slept on.. and the way he would be affectionate before he'd settle that I miss.
What a charmer he was, I hope the next kitty can hold a candle to Jorgeous.

2023-10-09 23:14:58

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@npub19fc…ay3c on one hand, serious people attempting to do work. Not getting much done because some people are unserious clowns who like attention, others are rabid for violence. Each of those confound the few serious ones left in their own set.
Too much effort is spent on trying to talk sense to and get sensible action out of unreasonable people with contempt for the offices they were elected to, and are paid to hold.
Regression is a net result, if we measure by that scale alone.

2023-10-09 23:09:54

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@npub19fc…ay3c immobile due to opposing directional forces. Stagnating.

2023-10-08 16:12:13

This is Jorgeous Francois.
He is my new friend. Be gentle, he's new.
#CatsOfMastodon
https://cdn.masto.host/musiciansocial/media_attachments/files/111/200/253/636/382/988/original/a7d2ae2ef2b19319.jpg

2023-10-06 14:00:02

Hey! It is #BandcampFriday and I have #BandcampCodes for you if you were interested in picking up my 3-track sampler EP, for free.
So much to do today. Self-care, fam. Get into it. It is spooky season, after all.
http://debonairetoast.bandcamp.com

2023-09-29 15:31:32

I am glad other people have it better, but I have to tap the sign again today because some still forget...
Federal minimum wage in the US is still $7.25/hr with tipped workers only making $2.13/hr.
When some insist "minimum wage is $15/hr.. it needs to be higher" -- friends, where are you focusing your efforts? Why do you think that's the minimum everywhere?
I don't see you rallying for other states who are still on the federal minimum. Do you even care?