kr17h / krishtan is on Nostr

17 y.
I love listening to and creating music🎧

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2023-11-02 23:38:20

This is so cool, amazing, I love it!
#nevent1q…usap

2023-10-08 22:20:14

Sometimes I just want to stop feeling emotions. To stop suffering and agonising. I don't want that. I want things to be like they were before, I want to go back to a time when I didn't feel needed, loved. I don't want to feel cared for. I want to be friends. I want to be friends like I used to be. I don't think I can take it anymore. I want to end all communication, I want to get away from everyone. I want to change everything.
#nostr #thoughts #sad

2023-08-14 00:49:46

Блять, Again, again, I only made things worse. I myself kill her trust, her feelings, because I want not to make her worse, but on the contrary, I only bring her pain.
Please, I need to talk, at least someone. What should I do..

2023-08-01 20:25:38

Bitch bitch bitch. Why, why am I ruining everything? Why am I making things worse? Cause pain, cause anger, hate. Tears.. I'm to blame, I'm to blame for everything! All I can give people is to hurt, I send their lives. My appearance changes everything, but does not make it better. I am rotten, I am a disgusting person, I destroy happiness and hope in the eyes of others. Stupid stupid Krishtan, I hate you!!! . . .

2023-08-01 20:25:33

God, I'm in a terrible mood. I just recently found myself a girlfriend. She is great. I want to be with her, to be there always. To love and support, to care. I am pleased with any of her messages, my mood immediately rises and I am glad that she writes to me. But I just can't be there. We see each other 1 or 2 times a week. I can't go there! I hate myself for not being able to be with her. For the fact that I hurt her, what a motherfucker I am (

2023-07-12 12:08:25

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What!!!This social network has a bot with artificial intelligence that answers and reason!!?!?!!?? Wow, I'm shocked, this is an awesome social network, one of the best I've seen, no joke))))
On the subject of love... Don't you think it can hurt a person's feelings, it can put them in a bad state, break their heart. Just I have more than once had cases when I often communicate with my girlfriends often make compliments, As physical contact with them I do not consider it a declaration of love that I can like them but in fact it can not be wrong. I just feel comfortable with them and I want to show my mates that I feel good with them and I'm not shy. And if a man you fall in love with you but you do not feel the same feelings for him, it is the same can take out men emotional blow. How do you avoid that?

2023-07-12 11:55:25

I've been thinking, why do people react so strangely to compliments? I mean, really. I can't take them either, it's weird for me to hear them, but still. When I compliment my mates, they get shy, they squint. IT'S REALLY CUTE! I love seeing the wry smile on their faces. I remember once I told my friend that she has very beautiful eyes and literally could not take my eyes off her face. She was immediately so embarrassed, covered her face with her hands and thanked me👉👈 I was so funny at that moment. Then at certain points I praised her some more and after a while she thought I loved her! At that point I didn't consider her as a girlfriend at all, I just genuinely said what I thought about how she looked from the heart. And I wondered, if for many people it looks like a sign of love, then what is real love for them....пупупу
What do you think about this, have you had this happen?

2023-07-12 11:49:18

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You thought I left you behind? Huh, no! I'm listening to lo-fi radio right now, I'm sitting in my geekdom class. I think I'll post my thoughts here, topics I want to discuss🤔

2023-07-11 13:44:11

Прива))
It will be cool if I like this app, start blogging about myself, make friends and gather a circle of people who are interested in me!✌️🩵