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2025-01-02 02:33:31

Can any transgender or transgender brained (computer expert) people explain to me how ro verify element on ios after updating it?

2025-01-01 05:36:25

https://youtu.be/H6wmm8XXWd4?si=9zWQcu69I_5ZUuPL Listen to the good shit goodnight

2024-12-31 18:55:02

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@nprofile…t7vk Fascinating (i have no ifea what ur talking about)

2024-12-31 18:51:12

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Just laugh at them

2024-12-31 18:48:49

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@nprofile…t7vk Or hers

2024-12-31 18:48:43

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@nprofile…t7vk Yeah and then beat his ass

2024-12-31 18:48:26

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@nprofile…8v9a Anything that gets you to have “lightness of heart”

2024-12-31 18:47:00

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@nprofile…gfl4 Probably have but the cult of literalism makes it impossible to know what demons are intuitively since they’re really just like psychic flora and fauna basically

2024-12-31 18:43:41

I keep trying to teach people the one quick trick to demon immunity and they NEVER listen what the hell

2024-12-31 18:38:45

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@nprofile…w4fy Nothing personally to me. It’s just sad watching people I love make the same mistakes forever, and being unable to help!

2024-12-31 18:35:28

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@nprofile…k0gl @nprofile…lq09 Are we bullying Grips into getting swole????

2024-12-31 18:31:25

Often I have zero expectations of people and they still disappoint me

2024-12-31 03:39:11

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@nprofile…ja0h This is all made up btw

2024-12-31 03:38:17

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@nprofile…5f97 Idk how to say this but that's the most beautiful and romantic thing anyone has ever said to me thank you

2024-12-20 23:22:38

Feeling kinda billions lately

2024-12-20 05:25:04

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@nprofile…xfx6 @nprofile…azjd How is saying I die melodramatic? Lol. Immortality is not here yet

2024-12-15 06:44:02

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@nprofile…cf8e Bless them. I’ve come a long way but I’ll probably be insecure until I’m married for ten years lmao

2024-12-15 06:18:25

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@nprofile…cf8e Nuns not being bothered make sense buy yeah it’s pretty impossible to imagine a woman in society not being insecure about her appearance. That’s our entire existence mostly, we’re meat competing with photoshopped plastic

2024-12-15 06:13:03

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@nprofile…xfx6 I should become a politician

2024-12-15 06:12:45

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@nprofile…z5q5 That makes sense

2024-12-15 06:11:39

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@nprofile…xfx6 Lololol true

2024-12-15 06:08:21

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@nprofile…3cxa It’s all projection yeah but I’m sure it’s fun while it lasts

2024-12-15 06:06:59

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@nprofile…3cxa Narcissism is insecurity

2024-12-15 06:05:58

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@nprofile…3cxa PERHAPS

2024-12-15 06:05:49

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@nprofile…3cxa Have you ever met one lol

2024-12-15 06:04:34

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Pre menopause ofc

2024-12-15 06:04:27

Is there any woman on Earth that isn’t extremely insecure about their appearance honest question

2024-12-14 23:51:58

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@nprofile…96ll Your car could probably be used by the fbi to assassinate someone

2024-12-05 20:14:08

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@nprofile…4w83 I'm friends with a Buddhist religious studies professor at Yale and she was teaching me allegedly pre-sectarian Buddhism, then taught me about Theravada and Mahayana

2024-12-05 19:43:15

I have been enlightened about Buddhism and i now realise the truth, it's pretty fucking cool

2024-12-04 01:16:56

I feel like people on fedi must all have souls or something. If I talked about love transcending time and space anywhere else I'd get told I'm insane instead of having a bunch of people say "same"

2024-11-30 22:44:45

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@nprofile…k0gl @nprofile…4w83 Yes but not for fart sniffing, it's not by a German, Daoism believes that the Dao is beyond words so it tries to express it through paradoxes and strange parables

2024-11-30 19:59:11

I've been considering doing a translation and especially commentary on the DDJ since I still haven't found one in English that seems remotely satisfactory, but I also worry it will be completely illegitimised by some random obscure Chinese text that I missed and have no way to know about

2024-11-28 00:59:58

I thought Canada was expensive but UK houses and food are twice the price of ours lmfaooo

2024-11-22 19:52:15

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@nprofile…evh7 @nprofile…g05m It’s not separate from them. It’s just outside of time and space in a particular way. This is why in China there are two souls, one that leaves the body and one that stays with it.

2024-11-22 19:50:13

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@nprofile…hwva @nprofile…5y84 That would be incredible. Wrestle next time you’re in Canada? @bot

2024-11-22 19:43:32

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@nprofile…g05m That’s why i love mathematicians

2024-11-22 19:43:04

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@nprofile…g05m I don’t think anything exists outside the universe. I think our senses, our mind, our tools, our microscopes and math are tools that measure parameters, and the “soul,” of a person is not transcendant but rather an immanent gestalt of everything that person is, which cannot be defined or understood by any of the parameters we use to measure the world, but rather through our own existence as an immanent gestalt of everything that we are. This is the “thing in itself,” a nearly inconceivable mystery which is irreducible and cannot be turned into any other form. The best we can do with all our parameters is summon it, or lead us to it with metaphor or paradox, or display everything outside of it.
You can completely know someone, but the form of knowing is different from what you expect, since it requires reaching out to them with that part of yourself, that immanent totality of you. This is how great artists, seers, prophets, mystics, etc, approach the world.
This part of you feels transcendant, because it is not beholden to the mind, and as such feels as if it is outside of time, because our linear experience of time is generated by the mind. In reality time has happened, and we are acting through it.
This easily explains the free will conundrum, but it’s hard to understand why without direct experience. The reality is the universe is material, but something else as well, and we can intuit it and share it and act by it and overthrow it, but we cannot calculate it.
You’re sort of right. Paradoxically there is no actual barrier between you and me, and yet there is something material that makes us separate. Everything in existence both exists individually while being a part of and entwined with everything else in existence. This bends reality and reaches beyond time, which is why we can touch a dead man’s soul in his works, or love someone who we cannot touch, or identify with something that is not us.

2024-11-22 19:26:22

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@nprofile…g05m You can see every level of a person, but the part that sees is just as deep! You can do the same with objects and moments and stories and plants, just have to learn to look at the thing in itself with the thing in itself.

2024-11-22 19:10:05

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@nprofile…g05m Not sure if I agree that real life has imperceptible things, or that stories are all perceptible. I’d say the big difference is a story is a story and real life is actually physically happening but what do I know.
You’re not too far off. The quote has very specific metaphysical implications in the context of the book. But yeah, you have to see through every outer layer of a person to see the thing in itself that is them, something which is rather difficult and rare! Which is why true love and true recognition are so incredibly valuable.

2024-11-22 18:58:12

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2024-11-21 02:00:06

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@nprofile…w4fy No i just refuse to read on led screens. If I got an ereader id pirate

2024-11-21 01:55:06

Why are non fiction books so insanely expensive? First time I’m considering an ereader. Can I petition the library to buy them or something??

2024-11-17 14:33:14

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@nprofile…cmzh I’m just scared of homeless people in the dark okay…

2024-11-17 14:29:59

Waiting for the sun to riiiiise so i can go hike

2024-11-08 22:44:24

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@npub1c60…r7tq i never drink skim cuz it ruins my stomach

2024-11-08 22:38:17

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@npub1c60…r7tq I don’t know. Maybe cuz it’s like 3.25% fat

2024-11-08 22:36:39

>get home after an exhausting day at work
>needmilk.jpg
>take the milk carton out of the fridge
>remember it says shake before serving on the carton
>violently shake it
>covered in milk from head to toe
I am literally the most vacant person ever born omfg

2024-11-08 18:36:49

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@npub19fh…22k2 Yes, perhaps it’s good to just trust in what I know is right. Although it may not seem so in front of my eyes, i know the universe is inherently just in some manner, and I can keep heart knowing that what I do will ripple to somewhere far away, whether it’s the next cycle in this every revolving wheel or somewhere else unknown.

2024-11-08 17:19:06

At times, I feel like a tiny helpless mote trying to stand against all of entropy. If this universe is nothing but an endless domino effect of karma, consequences fractally expanding outwards eternally until the universe fades away, I want to stand against that and bring something good into the world, somehow, even if it lasts only a moment.

2024-11-08 16:57:18

Will Trump defeat xenoestrogens or is he useless

2024-11-06 03:37:10

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@npub1kdy…2hnf He’s a good writer, his fiction is quite lovely

2024-11-06 03:18:30

Leaf Lord was right

2024-11-02 00:15:06

I think the Catholic church is genius because my estimation of it has increased by 50% after seeing Luce

2024-10-15 03:11:16

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@npub12kq…f4j5 @npub1scj…el3p @npub16q7…jrgp @npub1g55…xdg2 I like all of my family, even my mom although I'd prefer she is not very involved in my life at all. They're all dumb but I love them and enjoy their company

2024-10-15 03:06:07

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@npub12kq…f4j5 @npub1scj…el3p @npub16q7…jrgp @npub1g55…xdg2 I prefer Robert Jordan's phrasing "She was handsome rather than pretty"

2024-10-15 03:03:55

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@npub1g55…xdg2 @npub1scj…el3p @npub16q7…jrgp Actually my grandma with dementia screamed "That's a man!" when she saw her so that was accomplished already. It felt too mean though so I felt bad

2024-10-15 02:58:54

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@npub1g55…xdg2 @npub1mew…gjf7 Nooooo mid 30s isn't old unless it's me poking fun at my brother

2024-10-15 02:55:01

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@npub1mew…gjf7 @npub1g55…xdg2 He dates women his own age, he's just old (34)

2024-10-15 02:52:17

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@npub1g55…xdg2 Pretty desperate, but I think he likes her because she's wealthy and he gets to do bike trips with her and stuff

2024-10-15 02:49:11

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@npub1scj…el3p @npub16q7…jrgp Yes hopefully they're together long enough for me to meet her at Christmas

2024-10-15 02:45:55

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@npub16q7…jrgp I have noooo idea, she's like the most stereotypical 2015 feminist way overreacts to everything omg microaggressions type person ever. He seems happy for the first time in forever with her though, so I'm glad.

2024-10-15 02:37:01

Made turkey for my brother. He started dating some sjw leftist lawyer and he was going on at dinner about how marriage was invented by Christians to oppress women and he started talking about how the term "girlfriend" is demeaning to women so instead he has a "partner" and I was like "Partner? So you're finally trying out being gay, eh? Good for you" and EVERYONE GOT SO MAD

2024-10-07 04:39:54

Yanks think of Canada as some socdem healthcare heaven when it's actually a country full of fascist truckers with magical powers and various agricultural mafias manipulating us from the shadows and ancient vampiric noble bloodlines sacrificing children in the Laurentian mountains

2024-10-05 05:11:49

I highly recommend Skald: Against the Black Priory if you like rpgs and Lovecraft

2024-09-19 17:10:48

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@npub1uem…jnm8 Okay based thank you i love wine

2024-09-19 16:55:08

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@npub1mew…gjf7 @npub1al5…klcc Yes caffeine affects me the same way it affects spiders

2024-09-19 16:27:46

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@npub1al5…klcc Unfortunately God made me his most sensitive child and green tea makes me super hyper and prevents me from sleeping at night, even if I drink it the minute I wake up 😭

2024-09-19 05:39:53

Any good alternative to chamomile if i want a calming tea? I'm allergic

2024-09-18 23:18:01

How my house feels after I clean
https://cawfee.club/media/09f68b6a6521dae9c1723ea38c5f378ce4204d9c46af2fe0b858cb567a02897b.webp

2024-09-14 19:59:20

Okay, another question. I eat raw honey sometimes, usually when I feel sick and have a sore throat. I hear raw honey has antibiotic properties, would it be bad for my microbiome then to eat it?

2024-09-14 19:53:52

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@npub1n2e…a6fr Sounds like I'm doing a lot right. Other than the part about stress 😂 Thank you very much.

2024-09-14 19:53:14

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@npub12kf…xxma Ok I eat yoghurt every day and haven't drank soda in years this is easy

2024-09-14 19:13:46

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@npub19uc…0vey Yes?

2024-09-14 17:22:39

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@npub1tzg…nree Earl grey!

2024-09-14 17:21:52

Any schizophrenic rightoids know the key to having an immaculate microbiome?

2024-09-13 17:10:00

>Cup of tea
>Curl up in gigantic fluffy rocking chair
>Take out my copy of Gormenghast that's covered in spider webs (A spider lived inside)
>Yep, it's gothic pomo time

2024-09-13 17:08:13

It's kino thank you Grips
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2024-09-13 02:34:00

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@npub1pnp…52zw @npub1kdy…2hnf It's his turn to be chained to the radiator... :cirnoheh:

2024-09-13 02:04:59

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@npub12kq…f4j5 It’s a Greek yoghurt with cucumber sauce, usually with garlic and olive oil and lemons. Healthy and delicious

2024-09-13 01:47:38

I like tzatziki

2024-09-09 16:48:31

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@npub12kq…f4j5 Noooo not yet

2024-09-09 07:04:54

You are all very kind and funny goodnight

2024-09-09 07:01:11

Is it just me or is Twin Peaks the return crap

2024-09-09 06:55:54

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@npub1hhn…lkdn This is… incredibly touching, thank you very much.

2024-09-09 06:38:43

I consciously make bad decisions, get close to bad people, offer help I have no reason to offer. I do it again and again and again, and suffer for it, but somehow deep inside I feel assured by the quietest voice of all; I did what was right.

2024-09-09 06:36:25

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@npub1mew…gjf7 Thank you very much

2024-09-09 06:34:19

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@npub1hhn…lkdn It's cuz ur freaking eepy I understand me too

2024-09-09 06:32:57

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@npub1nts…y4mr that's addiction thinking

2024-09-09 06:31:29

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@npub1hhn…lkdn @npub17dy…yf4p What the frick is a pauline epistle