"He’d get boners when trying on women’s clothing – even modest, boxy skirts. He hoped that estrogen would give him “massive titties” so he could make a living by selling nudes and show a scandalous amount of cleavage at family gatherings. He would brag that his penis was longer than average and then wish it would grow an additional three inches (this was really out of place with the trans narratives I’d been fed, and he also expressed confusion at how this desire fit with his identity as a woman). He watched even more porn... His mind seemed to revolve around sex, especially the part of him that wanted to be a woman."
Read more on in Letters From The Front:
https://womensliberationfront.org/letters-from-the-front-submissions/i-dated-an-autogynophile