I have undiagnosed PMDD that got steadily worse as I got older. The year or so when I was trying to get on T, before I actually got a prescription, was hell. I had a lot of panic attacks. Half the time I was just disassociating. T made me feel like a real person again. I can't face going back. I would do a lot to keep access to this drug. I would take risks. And because T is a scheduled drug, I might end up in prison for it.
I hope this doesn't come to pass. But it could.
(5/n)
liferstate /
npub12t…6sm9c
2024-01-24 03:27:43
in reply to nevent1q…xgua
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2024-01-24 03:27:43Event JSON
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