l0k1 on Nostr: Having the cold hard reality visible at last has been a relief. Anyone who prefers to ...

Having the cold hard reality visible at last has been a relief. Anyone who prefers to live in delusion doesn't want their life to get better. My life must get better. Just, must.

I'm taking the razor to everything, all the things are being cleaned up. Cleaning up my accounts and apps on my phone, changing up my passwords again to be robust, new neobank service hooked up and ready to receive fiats from robosats or other when I get enough sats to do this.

I'm looking at all my electronics now too. Since I am obviously going to need to relocate, as much as possible I'm trimming out the fat and leaving behind only the bone, sinew and muscle. Everything that can be converted into cash must be converted into cash, ASAP.

I am also making a career move. Right now I have the option to work on bitcoin related code, but that's really only possible if I have a surplus of value stored up. Currently I'm skin and bone. I'm an extremely thorough and efficient cleaner, and I can fix all the computer problems. And since I met a mysterious stranger at the age of 17 at the city park in front of the town library who told me about his adventures on the high seas, I have had in the back of my mind that maybe some day I would do this.

So I'm going hammer and tongs at finding work on cruise ships and cargo ships, whatever I can get, that lets me get on the open seas and doing the kind of work I am masterful at performing, and being valued by someone.

I have somewhat odd dietary requirements, but I don't think that will be a problem. Milk, chocolate and citrus fruit are my preference. As a whole it is a complete diet and is providing me with ample energy and with all the vices gone, no alcohol, no sugars, no caffeine, no cannabis, no amphetamines, I am going from strength to strength physically and mentally. My vision, damaged by artificial sweetener induced neurotoxins (uncertain of the mechanism but certain of the causes), is starting to recover, after 5 days I'm recovering healthy sleep patterns.

I am also in a novel new mental frame thanks to The Apocalypse of Yajnavalkya, and its thesis about Atlantis, the past, and the near future, I now have a certainty about the existence of who is referred to as Jesus, and his Father, and what is coming down the pipe in the next 5 years.

I am prepared for this, and I am being guided towards the right place for me to be positioned and ready for what is coming.

To many nostriches, the expression Pura Vida is a popular idiom, but I'm living it. There is nothing better and it provides a shield for you from the toxic evil shit of this world that will give you hope and put fuel in your tank and calm your rage at the injustice of the world.

Let the dead bury the dead.

I'm getting ready for a new life, the life that I have always wanted, and the life that I am destined for.

I hope to see some of you there.