None of the people I love IRL know I'm a pedophile, and frankly, its none of their business. I definitely trust them and believe they wouldn't turn around and hate me if I was 100% open with them. It's just that trust is not a factor I consider when deciding what I should keep to myself.
I have considered myself friends with many people online who have told me I'm better off dead and that I should kill myself. When I got locked out of my account on Funnyjunk.com , it was alongside another user who stated in a call that he did not consider me to be a good man. Despite this, I quite enjoyes speaking with him, and he reached out to me a few times afterward.
Another Funnyjunk user told me he believed that I was just like a wild animal for being a pedophile, and that I should be put down. Despite this, he was perfectly willing to talk with me on several occasions and I enjoyed our chats.
Personally, I am really skeptical that the people who say I'm better off dead would ever have the conviction to kill me, but that was never why I liked hanging out online with them anyway.
Scoundrel
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2025-03-06 23:07:53
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