okihas on Nostr: So I’m in my garden and look for my seedlings. All of them have fine roots and ...

So I’m in my garden and look for my seedlings.
All of them have fine roots and I’m trying to nurture them as best as I can.
But sometimes I feel like yelling at them: „Just fucking grow!“
I know they won’t listen to me, but I’m frustrated and feel anxious and lonely. What if my garden will never become a thriving ecosystem and see fruits, but rather be wiped away by a flood, dried out by a heatwave, messed up by a tornado or overrun by tanks?
Guess I’ll need to improve my observations on nature to become even more effective on nurturing.