This isn’t feeling sorry for myself or anything you need to worry about, but I DO BELIEVE if I was smart, I would’ve died while I lived in NYC, so I could have gone out as a success, rather than live on as a failure.
I mean, I guess we all fail if we live long enough?
I don’t know.
I’m having big feelings.
It felt good to be “up-and-coming”.
It feels awful to be a “has-been-who-never-was”.
Creative! Queer!! Autistic!!! /
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2024-03-24 00:16:25
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