You recognise that its the depression talking, so that is a good thing.
You know what you need to do to break the cycle, that is also a good thing.
I hate the crash that comes after good things happen, its always the same, I've stopped fighting it, I sit with it, rant about it so it isn't taking up brain space, do the things I enjoy - stitching, gaming, getting outside for a bit, and it passes, back to calm brain.
Fi /
npub12e…usjuu
2024-09-25 03:46:55
in reply to nevent1q…9kla
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npub12e0jvq4hr0wvm757san5tkx3lqarl7t4d0v7d480pumgfvmn2v4skusjuuPublished at
2024-09-25 03:46:55Event JSON
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