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So I've been through a lot of what you have, and it is possible to come out the other side. I'm not going to lie and tell you that it's easy, but it is possible and worthwhile.
I was horribly broken with anxiety and depression too, and a not understanding family (abusive dad stuck in the 50s mentality, fox news mom who told me she 'wished she had died not knowing' when I came out as trans), so I know the spot you're in and how much it hurts. >.<
The exhaustion, terror, and paralysis you are feeling is anxiety-induced, and can be overcome with time and help. I'm guessing a therapist is outside your means at the moment, but I would highly recommend one if you have insurance and that'll cover it. If you can't do that right now, venting here and having folks respond and try to help is better than nothing, but depending where you're at you may need more serious help. (Source: I've been in therapy for the Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, and Complex PTSD since 2015 and also utterly collapsed about two years ago and spent 8 months in mental health facilities/hospitals, so I know a little bit about how this can go.)
Zeta Syanthis /
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2023-11-26 03:48:52
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