npub1hverte66k9km8a46cam7qqu8h86rk22ugrxn9dajz9xwh374ydgszxlgwc (npub1hve…lgwc) yeah i can't blame anyone else because
1. i'm not very goal-oriented (ADHD problem) so the work is difficult to keep up
2. i'm pretty shy and don't want to bother anyone.