DebonaireToast 🎵 on Nostr: Sigh. Took advice I am unsure about. When kindhearted people tell me to do something, ...
Sigh. Took advice I am unsure about.
When kindhearted people tell me to do something, I try. Because I myself am not as forgiving or nice, I lean on their guidance.
I am angry and something is unresolved. It is not my turn, but someone else's to return sincere communication.
Historically, they don't do that.
But I tried again anyway, because their longtime friend told me to.
I hope the effort was worth it but it does not matter anymore to me, I already grieved that loss.
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