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2024-11-02 06:06:53

mleku on Nostr: the most strange thing about the reaction i'm having at the moment is different than ...

the most strange thing about the reaction i'm having at the moment is different than normal

the bronchoconstriction is not really bad, like, if my first time at it in 2014 with the severe reaction from wheat/celiac, was 10, then this is like 6

but what is really irritating is my eyes, i feel like i've been touching a cat and then touched my eyes... which i actually did do a bit in recent weeks, even 3 days ago, but it's like it's just hanging around and isn't dissipating... my eyes feel like salty sandpaper

it may have something to do with the DMSO i have been using... perhaps it has exacerbated the problem with stuff going deeper into my skin and in this case my eyeballs

i'm always flirting with problems with this allergy i have

mostly i get away with it but then on occasions i get the rash and on rarer occasions i get this many-days-long bronchoconstriction

salbutamol and salmeterol both open up the tubes but the first remedy i found when it hit me hard in prison in 2014 was caffeine

that's all i have around me right now

i think cannabis can help, at least some varieties, but others not so much

the escalation of this issue was part of the reason why i stopped smoking a little over a year ago finally permanently

my hostility towards the medical/food industrial complex is rooted in this allergy, and it predates this severe problem i have now, as i on and off had mild issues for a long time

note that i spent a couple of years homeless, and during the sometimes several month long periods that i was completely without support and scraping for food and eventually started begging, my health was better... even though a lot of the time i was eating bread, the most common thing for me to find left out to feed people like me

the thing was i didn't eat very much, i was some days starving most of the day but for a few bites

anyway, writing this because i'm drinking an espresso to calm this down and standing up is less suffocating feeling than laying down trying to sleep
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