The day has been persistent but cruel. I woke up with my story echoing in my head, lots of details I am trying to snatch out of the air to attach to the page. The inner monologue is a PITA and imposters syndrome is loudly clanging.
Do you ever get that way? The overall sense that what you are doing isn't worth it, or isn't good enough? For myself, I tend to try and put one foot in front of the other and read past positives.
How about you?
Alex /
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2024-06-25 15:28:05
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