whoeverlovesDigit on Nostr: Veritas retreated to the fediverse after this thread a while ago ...
Veritas retreated to the fediverse after this thread a while ago
Side point - Ryan said he had that thread bookmarked because it was so funny, but he couldn't find it. If he actually wanted to find it, he could have asked me. But he has me muted because he doesn't like truth. He probably lost the thread on purpose because he realized how shitty being a gangstalker actually looks.
Back on topic - I think I'll be locked up, drugged, or killed because it seems like I was born into an era where everyone has decided the world should die because it's scary to have a choice for the first time. I want to take the opportunity modern technology gives us to stop dying by living forever, but everyone else is taking the opportunity it gives us to stop dying by finishing off all known life.
And I've been locked up for short times and injected with drugs against my will before, and no one did anything to the people responsible and I got no sign it won't keep getting worse, so locking me up and injecting me with drugs against my will are well established as possible steps on the way to killing me.
I appreciate you not blocking me in the past. I remember being a dick to you over my paranoia and then being surprised you didn't hate me. You helped my paranoia a bit there.
I can't try too hard to have a positive outlook because the people that have stopped me from being suicidal regret it and I feel like I'm committing a crime by not being suicidal
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