Kass on Nostr: npub1gg8jd…4439g It’s relief. Like Pelé said about winning his last World Cup, ...
npub1gg8jda85zwydw5ejh3s87fdt4s377cusafhn2kf9gurk9xl5tt9sl4439g (npub1gg8…439g)It’s relief. Like Pelé said about winning his last World Cup, he didn’t care about the glory of victory, he only wanted the relief that it was worth it.
there’s a Damien Rice lyric I adore: “I could be wild and free / but god forbid then you might envy me”
I’ve been unpacking in therapy how much of my low self-esteem and self-sabotage is an attempt to protect myself from envy. It’s not worth it. It doesn’t really work either.
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