Struggling with self-forgiveness.
In this moment when we are all called to do more than we ever have, to be more than we ever imagined, to give up more than we have to spare:
*speaking only for myself and never presuming to judge another:* how much are trauma, chronic illness and disability mere excuses?
How dare I think of the catatonia my PTSD could put me into, when so many don't have a choice?
How dare I worry about getting my chemo, when so many don't have access to care at all?
Callisto /
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2025-03-04 13:28:45
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