atyh on Nostr: i tend toward being a “do it now” kind of a person. but i as popular as “this ...

i tend toward being a “do it now” kind of a person. but i as popular as “this is the way” is today, i don’t believe that. each path is relative to start point. if there is “a way”, is has to do with radical honesty with yourself and God, and choosing based on the actual desires of your heart. That kind of honesty can be challenging, because many times we have no idea how to get where we really want to go, and are afraid to step out on the water. So we live in the world of plan B and call it “practical”. Maybe it is, maybe it isnt. It all depends on being brutally honest with yourself.
“I dont have the drive to go through the difficultly of getting to that place” is something worth admitting so you can plan without shame and dishonesty. Admitting “id rather die that live in a slave system” is also worth admitting, so you know what motivates you. Honest to the core is the start point that will sustain you through the bullshit.