Allen Stenhaus on Nostr: It appears to be time for me to start reconnecting with people. With my memory ...
It appears to be time for me to start reconnecting with people. With my memory issues, remembering people's handles is nearly impossible, even people I've known for many years.
But first, it's becoming clear I owe some apologies for disappearing the way I did. I was in a very bad place emotionally and psychologically. There was an exceptional amount of confusion on my end. I was at a complete loss, and much like every other period in my life, I was unable to get the professional help I needed.
I truly believed my absence would go unnoticed. That's on me. In meatspace, I struggle to interpret how others feel about me. In cyberspace, I struggle with this even further. I am almost never correct about how I am valued by someone else. Because of this, I genuinely believed my absence would have no effect on anyone else.
It was made clear I was completely incorrect. For that enormous mistake, I genuinely apologize.
With that matter behind me, if you know anyone who is trying to reconnect with me, by all means, send them my way, or if you feel so inclined, you may boost this. Thank you.
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