atyh on Nostr: all of you would not believe what i am wrestling with. i am actually sitting here ...
all of you would not believe what i am wrestling with.
i am actually sitting here weighing out if:
i should use my gifts, intelligence, resources, and skill to build something ive dreamed of, outside of the system
or
make another effort to engage the system and try to bring change.
this is absurd on its face when said out loud. but there is a part of me that still longs to do the hard and right thing. so i am actually wrestling with it.
🤷
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