npub1vy968eaj4yah83zw9rzjkprm64pprlzy0ft9p7tn3jt4zvpwa74qeh7wtc (npub1vy9…7wtc) how about a compromise?
HRT takes a while to really start showing, and even then it's pretty easy to hide.
You could always start treatment now and go stealth until you can get to a better place.